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Warning: Drug abuse and lemons coming right up so if your under 18 look away now!

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"Well, I need to get home somehow. I left my truck at my Dads so unless you think its safe for me to walk, your going to have to drive me" I told him, by now I was getting frustrated.

"Oh come on Bella, we both know your not going anywhere until morning"

What on earth made him think that? Was he really that cocky? Unbelievable!

I had gotten myself into a sticky situation, and I had no idea how to get myself out of it.

"I don't think you should be making assumptions like that. I know our first encounter didn't exactly show that I had any morals, but I do. And I what your like Paul, after you left the bonfire I heard many stories about you. I realise that I was just another notch on your bedpost, but I wont be making that mistake again" I took a deep breath as I finished my rant.

He just stared at me for a moment.

"Bella, be quiet and drink" he said, handing me a glass of Jack Daniels.

I took it willingly, wanting to calm my nerves. God, why was I so nervous around him?

"I have to say, appearances can be deceptive. You look so innocent, yet you buy coke from random strangers" he said, glaring at me.

"He's not a stranger. He's Leah's friend and your roommate" I said, defensively.

"Shit Bella, stop taking everything as an insult. Just relax, take off your jacket and ill put on some music" he suggested as he pulled himself up off the sofa.

I slid my arms out of my jacket and placed it on the arm of the couch. I heard the sounds of Avenged Sevenfold flowing quietly out of the speakers and Paul sat down again. He pulled a joint out of his pocket, put it to his mouth and lit it. I watched him inhale and exhale. I just couldn't take my eyes off of him. He was gorgeous.

"Here" he said, handing it out for me.

I took hold of it and brought it up to my mouth, inhaling. As I took it to the back of my throat, my whole head starting buzzing. Now I remembered why I used to smoke it so much. I took another long drag and then passed it back to him.

"Feel better?" I heard him asking, laughing.

"Much. Thank you" I replied, taking a long sip of whiskey.

It all went quiet apart from the serene sounds on the stereo. It seemed like we sat there in a comfortable silence for hours.

"So Bella, something a little stronger?" he asked me, waving a baggie in his hand.

I just nodded.

"I don't want to get too wasted Paul, I get a little out of character" I told him.

"Out of character? Is that what you call it? I seem to remember the last time you were out of character, it was fucking incredible" he smiled that smile and I melted. He knew what that smile did to me.

"Well, as I said. Never again" Liar.

He laughed to himself and tipped the powdery substance out on to the table, lining it up with his credit card. He took a rolled up note and snorted a long line before throwing his head back, pinching the bridge of his nose between his thumb and index finger. He handed the note to me and I bent over to snort the substance. As I did so, I felt his warm hand tracing circles on the small of my back. It felt like ecstasy along with the massive buzz from the cocaine. I leant back up again and found myself with his arm draped over my shoulder, he was taking long swigs of whiskey from the bottle. I was desperate to touch him, to feel his warm skin on my naked flesh.

"That good huh?" He asked me. I wasn't sure if he was talking about the drugs or his touch.

Again, I just nodded.

"So, I have to ask, why were you so upset with me" he questioned.

What could I say to that? Could I tell him the truth? Tell him it was the best night of my life?

"You just left. I didn't even know your name. Do you realise how dirty that made me feel? When we met at the bar I knew it was no romantic love affair, but I thought you'd have a little more decency than that. Ever since that night, I've been different. I'm not the same person. I've been partying harder, hooking up with more people than I can even remember, and I hate it" I told him. I couldn't believe I had been so honest with him.

I looked over at him for a response, but he just stared. I couldn't work out the look in his eyes. Hurt? Anger? Or a mixture of both.

"I didn't realise. I'm sorry, I thought we both knew the score. Obviously not. I never meant to hurt you Bella. I know you've probably been thinking that I left because you were no good or because I didn't like you, but that's not true. You were breathtaking. No ones ever pleasured me the way you did" he told me.

My heart burst open at his words. All my insecurities faded away. I no longer felt that I should be nervous. I could talk to him, and he would listen.

"Thank you. That means a lot" I replied.

We sat there for a moment, just looking into each others eyes. I finally tore my eyes away and sipped from my drink. We spent the next couple of hours talking. About music, movies, everything. We had a lot in common. More than I would have thought. We had gotten through two bottles of whiskey and three grams of cocaine. I no longer felt any inhibitions and I had been laying across his lap for what seemed liked forever. I felt little beads of sweat trickling down my chest. I knew he was watching. I couldn't see his eyes, but I could sense it. So I decided to toy with him a little. I brought my middle finger up to my chest and traced the trail of sweat slowly, down to my breasts. I heard him inhale deeply. He liked it.

"Bella….don't do that. Don't mess with me. I'm no good at holding back" he told me, cautiously.

I rolled over onto my front and looked him straight in the eye. I didn't want him to hold back. I was high, but I knew what I was doing. I wanted him, and I was going to get him.

"Who said I wanted you hold back?" I asked him.

He didn't need me to say anything more. He pulled me up onto his lap, my legs at either side of his straddling him. I breathed deeply and he crushed his lips to mine. It felt amazing. I felt whole again. This is what I had craved for so long. He kissed me with hunger and passion, taking my bottom lip between his teeth and biting it lightly.

"Hmmmmm….." I moaned, which pushed him further over the edge.

Relax while you're closing your eyes to meSo warm as I'm setting you freeWith your arms by your side there's no strugglingPleasure's all mine this time

I felt him grip my hips with his large hands and I started to rock back and forth over his erection. I wanted him inside me. I sucked slowly on his tongue and felt a growl escape his lips. As I pulled my mouth away from his, the look in his eyes was amazing. He wanted me, I could see it. So I stood up and pulled my t shirt over my head, revealing a lacy black bra.

He jumped up off the sofa a lifted me to his lips. We kissed with a raw passion as I wrapped my legs around his waist. I could feel his erection against my wet core. I needed him naked and I needed it now.

I lifted his t shirt over his head, all the while still kissing, to reveal his perfect chest. I slid down his body, placing sweet kisses on his chest, stomach and that beautiful V.

Cherishing, those feelings pleasuringCover me, unwanted clemencyScream till there's silenceScream while there's life left, vanishingScream from the pleasure unmask your desireperishing

"Bella…." he moaned as I came face to face with his crotch.

I reached out and undid the zipper of his jeans, yanking them down to his feet. No underwear. That would make things easier. There before me was his gorgeous length. The head glistening with pre cum.

I started to pump it with my hand, teasing him as I ran my thumb over the tip.

"Don't tease…." he mumbled in an aggressive tone.

I simply smiled and brought my lips to the head, licking it lightly. His cock grew harder in my hand by the second. I placed it between my lips and slowly pushed him further and further into my mouth, bobbing my head gently. I started off sucking lightly, going all the way down fast and coming back up slowly. I looked up at his through my lashes to find his head thrown back against the wall.

Scream, Scream, Scream the way you wouldif I ravaged your bodyScream, Scream, Scream the way you would if I ravagedyour mind

"Bella, fuck…..harder" he whispered.

I was only too happy to oblige. My motions became faster and harder and I sucked him into my mouth, cupping his balls and rolling them around in my hand. I ran my tongue up and down his cock until he was begging for me. He pulled me up and lay me down on the couch. Before I could even process it, my jeans were on the floor.

"You smell phenomenal" he whispered as he ripped off my panties and pushed my legs apart.

He began licking the inside of my thigh, nibbling in different places.

"Please…." I moaned. I heard him chuckle.

I felt his hot breath on my core. My bundle of nerves was just waiting for contact.

All of a sudden, he swiped his tongue across my pussy. It was worth the wait. His hot tongue lapped up my juices in a swirling motion. It was amazing. He started to nibble and suck my clit, rolling it around on his tongue.

"Oh….god…" I whimpered, arching my back in pleasure.

Cherishing, those feelings pleasuringCover me, unwanted clemencyScream till there's silenceScream while there's life left, vanishingScream from the pleasure unmask your desireperishing

He darted his tongue in and out of my pussy and I felt the fire burning up inside me. With one final push, I fell over the edge. My blood was on fire and I was pushing myself further and further into his mouth.

When the feeling calmed, I sat up to face him. He had that grin on his face.

"That….was….amazing" I told him, still panting from my climax.

"Well, I aim to please" he said, pulling his pants back up

I wasn't finished. Not by a long shot.

"What are you doing?" I asked, looking him in the eye.

"Baby, if I give it all to you now, you wont have anything to come back for" he said, smirking.

"What? You do that to me and then you leaving me hanging?" I shouted.

All he did was smile and pull a joint up to his lips, lighting and inhaling.

"You want?" he asked, holding in out for me.

I shook my head and began dressing myself. Sliding my panties up my legs. I popped my bra clasp together and reached for my jeans than lay by his feet.

"Bella, what are you doing?" he asked me, still smiling.

"What am I doing? What are you doing? You just brought me over here so you could toy with me didn't you? Well I wont let it happen" I screeched.

I felt his warm touch on my shoulder, spinning me around to face him. He mashed his lips to mine and began kissing me furiously.

"Bella, stop it. I just want to make sure you've got something to come back for. I'm not messing with you. I want you to stay here with me tonight. Don't go. Sit with me, we'll have a few more smokes, maybe a drink and then we'll go to bed. Then in the morning you can leave if you want, okay?" he asked me, looking into my eyes the whole time.

I nodded, bending down to pull my jeans up when his touch stopped me again. I looked up to find him smiling down at me.

"Stay as you are. You look breathtaking" he told me. I felt the blood rush to my cheeks and sat down, leaning back into the sofa.

As he sat down beside me, I knew I had fallen in head first and I didn't think I could climb out.

I didn't want to. I just wondered how long this would last, because knowing Paul, it wouldn't be for long.

So there it is! Two updates in one day! That's how into this story I am. I'm feeling pretty pleased with myself J

Please review and let me know what you think. I've never written a lemon before, let me know if I did it justice?

Thanks for reading. Should have the next chapter up by tomorrow night.

By the way the lyrics in this chapter are Avenged Sevenfold - Scream.

Amazing song, I suggest you listen.

Love you all!

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