Pickle- Ok this has to be one of my favs. I wrote.
Naru- I don't really think this would happen.
Mai- Well pickle has a point.
Naru- Mai?
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Dear Diary,
Hey its mean again I've been thinking and its hard to answer the question what's wrong when nothings right. I also paid my bills last night I had $25 left, I needed food but I'm too fat, in the end I got some more long sleeves. The girls at my school caught me crying in the bathroom again, they just say i'm faking and want attention but then why am I in the bathroom, so they can't see.
-Mai
Mai quickly put her diary back in her bag when she heard a door open, "Mai can I talk with you in my office," asked Naru from his door.
Mai quickly walking in to his office taking a seat on the opposite chair, "What is it boss man," Mai said with a fake smile.
"Mai I can tell that smile fake, and don't try lying to me, just tell me what's wrong."
"I have know idea what you're talking about Naru."
"Mai you suck at lying just tell me."
"Tell you what that the office is closing in about 5 mins."
"Look Mai you can tell me now or I can find out my self."
"Well I don't get why you even care!" Mai yelled.
She grabbed her bag and ran out of the office," I don't get why this is any of his problem. I'M NOT 5 ANYMORE I CAN HANDLE MY SELF." Making her way to an old run-down park from her childhood, tears running down her face, and bumps forming on her skin. She sat on a swing and grabbed her diary.
Dear Diary,
I ran out of the office today Naru was asking me questions and I just couldn't take it. I really hope he doesn't come and look for me, I'm crying again! Why do I always cry I'm just so weak I don't get it. When I cut I don't cry, but then why do I cry now. I'm so lost I don't want to be found, I want to be saved I want someone to make everything ok. Someone who will kiss the scars on my skin. Momma told me that you gotta fall before you fly, but how can I fly when I don't have wings.
-Mai
"Mai! Where have you been," Naru yelled from the other side of the park. He ran over to her with rosey red cheeks showing hes been looking for her along time.
"Well I left the office and walked here thats it."
"Mai you could have froze to death out here, we need to get you inside."
"I'm fine really I just needed to get out of the office, I'll leave in a little bit."
"Ok, then lets wait till we both freeze to death."
"No, you need to go back to close the office. I'll wait here."
Naru took off his coat then draped it over the girl. Taking the swing next to her, "You know my mother told me when my brother died, that we all carry these things inside that no one else can see. They hold us down like anchors. They drown us out at sea, but you can't lift you anchors up alone you need someone to help. Mai you helped me pull up my anchor, now let me help you. I know you believe that no one loves you and you have no family. Mai you do have family everyone at SPR is your family."
"Sometimes you gotta fall before you fly," Mai said so quiet Naru almost couldn't hear,"but how can I fly when I have know wings."
"You just need someone to lift you up," Naru said grabbing Mai and lifting her up in the air.
"Naru but me down."
"Ok."
Naru put Mai down, the pulled her close and kissed her, "And Mai I do know someone that loves you, and that will never change."
"I love you too."
Dear Diary,
We all carry these things inside that no one else can see. They hold us down like anchors. They drown us out at sea, but in our life we can find people that help pull up our anchors, and give us wings so we can fly. I found my wings, and now I get what momma meant and no one will ever clip my wings, like they did to momma.
-Mai
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