Hey guys! So here is chapter 4. I hope you all enjoy it!
Bound To You
Chapter 4:
"Well than, maybe I shouldn't be your boyfriend." His glaze doesn't waver from mine as he finishes talking.
"Fine!" I scream as I grab Damon's arm and forcefully pushing him out the front door of the Boarding House, slamming it behind me.
Did that seriously just happen? Did Stefan and I just break up? I knew it was always a possibility because he's a vampire and I'm a human. But I always thought that we would do everything and anything to make it work. Although every time someone brought up the idea of me becoming a vampire, Stefan shut down the idea, not even wanting it to be a possibility. How did he think we would last forever if he were to never age while I became old and grey? 'It could be because of Katherine. Maybe he doesn't want you to turn because he doesn't want you forever. Maybe you're a temporary substitute for the real love of his life.' The unwanted thought only was only causing my mood to go from bad to worse.
"Elena," I ignore Damon and keep walking to my car, "you can't just walk away from this. Bonnie still needs to unbind us." I just keep walking until I walk right into Damon's hard chest. "Stop acting like a 5-year-old and get your ass back in the house, or I'll throw you over my shoulder and carry you back in myself."
"And how about you stop living in your own delusional world where everyone is at you beak and call. Do you honestly think that if I turn around and walk into that house, that Bonnie is actually going to undo the spell? How stupid are you." I say as I push past him and get to the driver side door.
"Are you done yet?" he says as he spins me around and pushes me up against the door of the car, "Or do you want to yell or cry or scream, just because you just broke up with the love of your life." he says mockingly.
"Screw you." I say as I push against his chest, which only resulted in him pressing his body closer to mine and caging me with his arms.
He leans closer and slowly whispers in my ear, making sure he emphasizes each word, "We both know you would love to."
As soon as he leans back, I let out the breath I was unconsciously holding; hoping that Damon didn't notice my rapid heartbeat. From the smirk that kept growing on his porcelain face, I know he did. 'Great!'
"I'm not going back in there, Damon. I just need to get out of here as fast as possible." I say letting out an exhausted sigh.
"Fine, get in the car." I raise my eyebrow questioningly, "Just get in the car. I'm driving."
I walk around the front of the car, to the passenger seat without arguing. After about 5 minutes of silence I reposition myself in the smooth leather seat of my car and watch Damon as he drives. I can't help but admire Damon's good looks. I'm not stupid or delusional; I've always realized how good-looking Damon was. I remember being a little shell-shocked at how hot he was when we first met. His strong body, his smooth velvety voice, and those eyes! I don't think I've ever seen eyes more beautiful. And I know how this makes me look. I have always found the Damon Salvatore, the seductive, charming, arrogant, cocky, overall jackass: attractive. It is kind of hard not too. But it's not just his looks that I find attractive. Even the arrogant, cocky side of him I occasionally like. He always finds a way to surprise me (when we are not at each other's throats anyways). Everyday is a new adventure with Damon.
What does this all mean? I have no idea.
What does this say about me, and my relationship with Stefan? Well if anyone knew any of this, they would probably call me a bitch, saying that I was using Stefan as a way to get to his bad boy brother. But none of that is true. I love Stefan. I'll always love Stefan. 'But if I love him so dearly, why is it that I'm not as hurt by this break up, as I should be?'
"Are you going to keep staring at me or are you going to tell me what you have been thinking about so deeply for the past," he looks at the clock on the dashboard, "uhh...8 minutes that it has caused you to start to form, Stefan worthy brood lines?"
I ignore his comment and turn back to the windshield.
"Considering you dated my brother for...?" he turns and looks at me.
I raise my eyebrow not really getting where he was going with this, "2 years." I say reluctantly.
"Actually 2 years and 4 months to be exact-"
"How the hell do you know that?"
"I read Stefan's journal." he said, nonchalantly. "That doesn't really matter. The point is that you were with him for a long time. Knowing women, and I do; you're reliving all those precious moments. Your first kiss, your first 'I Love You', your first time together. But let's be honest, I am way more skilled in the bedroom then Stefan could ever hope to be."
"I am so not having this conversation with you, Damon."
"Think about it, Elena." I humor him for a moment and turn back to look at him, "I was in love with Katherine for 145 years, only for her to tell me she felt nothing for me. But she waits 145 years; after dear Baby Bro got over her and started to move on, to tell him she is in love with him and that everything between them was real." he looks right at me as he says all this. "Why else would Katherine string me along, if I wasn't amazing in that department."
Sadly I have thought about it. When Katherine was running around Mystic Falls, wrecking havoc; her history with the Salvatore brothers was always at the forefront of my mind. I knew all about her undying love for Stefan and her infatuation with Damon. Obviously he had to be good, and good is probably an understatement depending the woman you ask. Damon Salvatore bleeds sex appeal. So yeah, it's kind of hard not to think about it. But will he ever know that? God no! Him knowing that would just add to his giant ego.
"What was the point of all of this?" I reply, my frustration very clear in my voice.
"The point is that you need to relax, Elena. Get out of that Stefan infected bubble you have lived in since the night we got back from Georgia." I can't help the small smile on my face as I remember that day. That is my favourite memory with Damon. The drinking, the joking, the laughing; everything about that day was easy. That day was amazing up until Lexi's boyfriend almost killed him. But even with that happening, that day was, well...fun. And right now, I really need fun.
"Than let's go." I say with a smile on my face.
"Sweetheart, I am way a head of you." he says grinning back at me.
They're off to Georgia! I have to say their first road trip is one of my favourite episodes, so it was a given I would bring Delena back to where I believe they both started having feelings for each other.
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