I have adopted this story from BlackSilkenKitty! She wrote this chapter NOT me!
Disclaimer: I own nothing! All recognizable characters belong to J. K. Rowling. I've adopted this story from BlackSilkenKitty! It's hers! I'll try and follow her plot! This story follows years 1-5. I might borrow details from other fan fiction, but nothing major; don't get mad. I DO NOT own Harry Potter. I hope this is what I need to say to keep out of trouble. :)
Warnings: This is SLASH! Don't like don't read! It has Self-harm (cutting) manipulation, child abuse. It's not a happy story! Very sad!
Pairings: HD/DM or HP/LY (TR), HG/PP, BZ/GW (Ginny)
Summary: Dumbledore has played with Harry's life since Harry was born. Now that Dumbledore's Mistakes and Action are coming to haunt Harry what is he to do?
Only one more thing. (This is how BlackSilkenKitty wrote it)
ooo - either POV, time or place change.
iii - same time other place!
"Bla…" - Speaking
'Bla…' - thought or mocking the word or even only to use a word for another one.
:Bla…: - Parseltongue
«Bla…» - written text, letter or latter on Harry 'speaking'… you'll know in latter chapters
Sickness From Within Chapter 3 (BlackSilkenKittys' Chap)
Ronald Johnson Weasley wasn't cold hearted… oh no, not at all. He wasn't cold hearted or jealous or even sick of being someone's shadow… and said person bringing him and his family in danger.
No, he really wasn't…
Yeah, right!
Ronald Johnson Weasley didn't really care that his so called best friend was locked up in his relatives' house, even though he knew he was being mistreated. Oh yes, Dumbledore had told him long ago… Since Dumbledore knew of it too.
It was cold hearted in fact… Both of them.
But, back to Ron. Like I was saying, he wasn't really jealous that his aforementioned friend received all the attention and not to mention publicity for his hero actions, no matter how many times he was with him. No matter how many times he risked his damned neck for the hero.
And his family? How many times had they risked their lives? And the damned Boy-Who-Lived goes and risks his damned life for a damned vision… had he forgotten to mention that the vision was fake?
Well, if Harry Potter was going to jump head first into danger without considering others first, he really didn't wish to continue his friend to follow him. Ron didn't want, after all, to end up dead somewhere far away and forgotten!
But no, wait, Ron didn't mind after all… No, not at all!
Please repeat after me! Yeah, right!
Ron sighed and pulled his hand through his short red hair.
Harry had been a good friend, but really, Ron was tired of pretending.
He eyed the man before him frowning.
Yes, of course, the deal that Dumbledore had asked was appealing and it did bring these line of thoughts back into Rons mind. He had thought about Harry a lot this summer.
He looked back at the headmaster.
Really, who didn't want to be Headboy and Quidditch Captain? And who didn't want a trophy with his name on it, no matter what the trophy was for?
Ron sighed than smirked evilly. Oh, he knew Harry would brake if he suddenly left and took Hermione with him. He knew Harry would be depressed, maybe even suicidal. ('Even better' he thought) but he really liked the Idea of having all those things… of having privileges!
And another thing Dumbledore had promised… Money!
He really didn't understand why Harry hadn't given some money to the Weasley family. For example. Those thousand galleons from the Tri-wizard tournament (A/N: Remember, Ron didn't know Harry gave them to the twins!)? Harry could have transferred them simply to their vault… after all, he didn't really need it didn't he?
He sighed again.
Poor Ginny… How long had she had a crush on Harry? One or two years at least? Ron had thought that Harry would marry Ginny one day and then give the Weasley family some land money and… well privileges.
But, no… he didn't like her. What did it matter if he liked her or not? He had expectancies glued to his hero image, one of them being to marry one nice little woman, preferably Ginny.
Slowly but firmly Ron started believing that the hero was homosexual. Actually, in the wizarding world it wasn't such a big deal if you here homosexual. If you wanted a child you adopted one and per magic the child would adopt magical abilities and if it was a family with magical creatures, say Veela, the child would become a Veela sixteen years after the adoption.
And it wasn't unheard of, that a male became pregnant, although it was pretty rare.
But it didn't matter, Harry was a hero and hero's weren't gay… Ronald closed his eyes. Well, heroes weren't supposed to endanger other people as well… and they weren't supposed to kill either!
"So is it a deal?" the headmaster interrupted Ron's line of thought.
Ronald brought his eyes up and blue eyes met blue eyes and a understanding seemed to pass through Dumbledore and Ron.
"Yes, it is a deal. I'll make his life hell!"
And with a nod he left the old headmasters office, while one thought crossed his mind.
'I should be the damned hero!'
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BlackSilkenKitty's A/N: Special Thank you to Lightsword, my beta, even though she doesn't like these kind of fics… Thank you!
Author's Note: I adopted this story, and won't be changing the chapters that BlackSilkenKitty wrote! I only hope that I can do this story justice. If she ever decides to continue she just has to tell me so, and I'll give it back to her! Hope you all like the story!