Ok, here's the thing… Someone –coughs-Zoe2214, made me realize that I've too focused on Cat so this time, it's going to be Jade's P.O.V…your welcome xD

Jade's P.O.V

I glanced Cat one last time before leaving her bedroom from the window, me and Cat live near from each other so I didn't need to drive, I start to walk at my house glancing my car in the driveway, I then realize I was supposed to be at Beck's Rv by now, I get in my car and start to drive at his house, my mind only as space for one thing, a person, Cat,… All I have in my mind it's her, our moments, the way she makes me feel, I always thought she was special, not the way most people might think not the crazy, defective, especial person, no, not that, but the special in a good way, she makes me feel better whenever I'm sad or angry with something, she was always there when me and beck fight, or when my father said that I was never going to be an actress and might as well give up my dreams, it was her, who was always there, telling me, he was wrong that I'm talented and I can and will be an actress, she belives me, she belives I can make it. She was the reason I got up in the morning and go to school, was to see her face, to see her smile, those warm chocolate brown eyes that make me light up inside everytime they look at me. I always thought that was normal, she was my best friend and I was hers, so we should love each other right? But she loves me more than a bestfriend way, she loves me in a boyfriend/girlfriend kind of way, how could I miss that, how could I not see that, I mean now that I think about it, makes sence, she always love me more than a bestfriend way, and I was too blind to see that, and now I have to ask myself the hardest question ever: "Do I love her back?". I don't know , I mean I have beck he's sweet, funny and cares about me, but she, makes my stomach feels in with butterflies every time I see her coming my way, my heart starts to beat faster when she's near me, and that's something I don't feel with beck, but what will everyone think, I'm Jade West, the coldhearted girl of school, and I'm gay? I don't know. I come back to reality when I hear a worn, I break just in time, before a truck past in front of me, god I almost die, this has to stop, I finally reach to beck's driveway, I see light coming out of his RV, good he's there, I knock on the door, and he opens the door, shirtless only in jeans, he smiles at me, God this is going to be harder than I thought….. I come in and sit on his bed, silent fills up the RV, I can feel him sitting next to me, and his concern eyes on me, I think I need some time to think about this, I need my space I need, to know who will be the one…

"Beck I need to tell you something…" Before I could continue I hear his bathroom door open, my gaze follows the noise making my eyes wide and so as my mouth. I look over at beck to see his scary face while looking at me.

"Jade please, don't freak out, please…." I stood up and walk over her

"Me freak out? Why would I freak out? Oh I know maybe because you have Tori Fucking Vega on your bathroom! You bastard and you!" I walk over her, she was shaking and pure fear in her face "You're a bitch! Miss perfection, miss-I'm super talented and do nothing wrong, I knew you were after him, no one believe me and here you are having sex with my boyfriend!" I was about to walk away "You know the funny part, I was actually going to dump you"

" You… really?"

" Yes really, but now you don't need to worry about hiding this for me, Because I don't fucking care!" I was leaving the RV but not until I have my revenge, I was going to dump him and try to be friends with him but I don't care about this asshole anymore, but Vega, that bitch, …. My anger was 100% and my instincts kicked in and before I knew it I was punching Vega right in her face, only God knows for how long I wanted to do it. But I wasn't completely satisfied so I run away from the RV leaving Vega with a bleeding nose and beck with surprised look on his face, and grab a brick from Beck's backyard and throw it at his car, I broke the window of my ex boyfriend car, and I broke vega's nose, for some this is vandalism for me is pay back., I drove back to my house, I went directly to my room, and laid on my bed, I got text messages and calls from beck but I didn't answer or reply any of it, I let myself drifting to sleep only thinking about her,… tomorrow is going to be a long day….

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