I love Edward , I do , but I hate these annoying habits of his . like while sleeping together . I love cuddling , but right now Mr. Cullen is not spooning me but sandwiching me between this bed and himself . I don't like to wake up with sweat and I especially hate it when Mr. Cullen doesn't let me go to bathroom .

" Edward , I really need to to go bathroom , or do you want to explain to your housekeeper why your bed-sheet's are wet . "

"Kay , come back " he mumbled . I know he is awake but doesn't want to get out of bed . That's not going to work today , I have classes to attend . I am not my own boss like him .

I have to go home to change so I just take a shower and wear the clothes , I wore last night . After I get out of bathroom , I find Edward still sleeping . He has to wake up now , I am going to make some breakfast .

"Edward , please wake up ,I have to go , I have made some breakfast for you . Its in microwave . just wake up and lock the door " i say , while shaking him .

He gives me a confused look , and says " Why are you leaving so early ?, lets have breakfast together . " he asks me .

"I have early classes , need to change and move fast cause I am getting late Edward " I exasperate . I take my phone , my bag and kiss Edward goodbye , while he has still not moved from the bed . He faces me opens one eye and has a smirk on his face , while he asks . " don't leave me , who'll protect me while you're gone , love , ?"

He is such a kid sometime , but always leaves a smile on my face , " come on Edward , I have to leave , please wake and tell me goodbye . I know you are leaving for home today . We might not meet today "

I won't leave without meeting you Bella . Why would you say that ? he asks me , while , he wears his shirt and then kisses my head . " wait for a moment , I 'll drop you home" he says .

" Its alright , I'll take the bus , I'll be late Edward . " I tell him , while making his coffee . You drink your coffee , and meet me before you leave ." He smiles and takes his cup .

Edward is going to tell his parents about me . I hope everything goes okay . Well I have no parents to tell about Edward . I always thought if I had my dad , I'd have told him all about Edward , about how he takes care of me , he loves me , he never lets me leave without kissing me and tell him that he doesn't have to worry about me , cause Edward will always take care of me . These are just some of my wishful dreams . I have no way to find about him . There is no name on my birth certificate .

I need to stop depressing myself with what ifs and focus on studies . I am so close to graduating and becoming a teacher . hopefully , I'd be able to make a family of my own with Edward soon .

Edward

I can still smell Bella in the shower . There are always some things of her lying around in my apartment . Her toothbrush , body wash . Her own coffee mix which I've come to love also . I like her things in my home . It makes my relationship with her so real ,when I am still hiding such a big secret from her . I still don't know whether I should involve her in this life . Had I not been considering about her safety and involvement I would have told mom about Bella , the day I met her .

I know now that I can't stay without her . I am being selfish and not considering her reaction . but I hope that she can accept me after I reveal my family background , interrupting my musing my phone rings . I wrap a towel , and get out of shower to take the call , " Emmett , why are disturbing me so early , "

"I heard about a Bella in your life , " says Emmett , I can hear hilarity in his voice . He knows that Esme is not going to leave me without me telling her all details .

' Yes , I am in love , can we move forward and tell me why you called so early . ?"I ask Emmett . I am preparing myself for the investigation from ma .Emmett is like my brother but we need to accomplish some work today besides taking about Bella .

" okay , well I have some important news . Someone left a package for you at the office but it has not been addressed . We have not opened it , but maria said that the one delivering the package , seemed to be a gang member .

"A gang member , are you kidding me , we don't openly declare our presence and because of that these stupid gangs sprout up . We need to pluck this from the bud Emmett . I don't want to deal with some stupid teenagers , who think that its easy to take our territory . " I tell Emmett , I am so infuriated , with these stupid teenagers who think that dealing in drugs and beginning their own gang is so much better than educating themselves . I am going to be the head of Cullen mafia and have a business degree from Harvard .

" I know , that its a stupid problem Edward . I know how to deal with these idiots , but maria said that it was not a teenager but seemed to be a veteran " he tells me in a serious tone . " but that is not the only thing , Edward . While dropping the package , he killed two of our men from security and it scared maria . " he informs me .

" We'll just have to deal with this before I go home , call dad , and tell him the status . I can't let this gang go on for long since they killed my men . " I tell Emmett and hang up the phone .

I need to get as much information as possible about this gang before I take my next step , " hello , Aro ?"

"Yes,Edward , how can I help you ?" Aro replies .

"I need you to find any and all information about the man who dropped a package at my office , you can get his picture from CCTV footage . I want to know everything about him and his dealings as quick as possible . " I ask Aro .

" I'll send you the file as soon as possible " Aro tells me and hangs up the phone .

I didn't need this issue when I still haven't told Bella about my mafia roots .