chapter 4
The next day I was back AT WORK, my emotions well hidden by my fake smile. I went to the lobby and walked in on Maelle and Izzy chatting away, they stopped when they saw me. I wonder what's up with those two today?
"Hey," they both say in unison,"Hi." I say
Maelle walks up to me and says," Clary, I'm really sorry that i didn't say anything when you told me.I was just really shocked, the truth is that your really strong. Most girls would have been in depression state, and trust me I know I've seen girls go through half of what you went through!" i look at her then and give her a big hug and said, "No, I'm sorry! I just never really told anyone except for Izzy. Just remembering it gives me a far away kind of heartache."
"Well I told you to get your sorry ass away from him as soon as you started dating him." Izzy said. I was about to answer her when I heard," , nurse Izzy and nurse Maelle, needs you in the OR room immediately."
we all ran to the OR room and put our masks on, I looked at Jace and asked,"whats the problem here?"he looked at me and said,
"He has a ruptured pelvis, we have to get the infected parts cleaned and stitched up, they also say that you're the best on staff right now."
"Okay first I'll inject the tube in his side and that will allow the tube to suck all the infected areas it has afected."While I was doing that Jace was looking at the camera that showed where I was leading the tube through The patients body. And I think he was Impressed with me. Not that I cared anyway.
All the infected juices that the patient small intestines realised, we cleaned it up. We were on the verge of stitching him up and all of a sudden the guys heart rate starts dropping like crazy! 100, 98, 96,94
Then I heard Jace yell out," quick bring out the defibrillator and clear it to 150!"
That's when I stepped in and said,"NO! THAT CAN KILL HIM, JACE. Something probably ruptured while we were stitching. We have to open it up again Jace."
"I would love to Clary but we have no time! we have to take our chances!" He said it so sternly i flinched. Izzy gave him the machine and said,"150, DR. Herondale."
He rubbed the two equipments together,"150 clear!" He brought them down to his chest. I looked at the heart monitor his heart was still dropping. And all I could think about was, were gonna lose him, were gonna lose him, were gonna lose him. That sentence was whirling around my head. I was absolutely frozen. Thats when I heard Jace say," 200 clear!"
Then I saw his chest rise and fall! his heart was beating again. HE's alive. But he could have died if it weren't for jace.
TIMEPASS-
I was in Jace's office waiting for him to come. He asked me to come here and "TALK" to me, and yes jace has an office he is the manager of this whole hospital. Then I hear the door open and shut behind me. Great im sooo screwed now, I got the ceo's son after my ass now. But he changed his clothes he had on a gray suit jacket on and a white dress top and some gray pants with a Gucci belt. STOP IT CLARY stop thinking about him he hurt you.
"Have a seat Clary," he said," I called you up here because I'm worried about you, now I asked around with the people you work with and they say you hardly ever freeze up like that. So I want you to go on a month leave again and clear up your mind, but it's your you have to know Clary if I didn't give the patient the defibrillator he would have died."
Now I was pissed I know he's just trying to help but it's just been 2 weeks since he's came here and he's ruining my life jace. So I said,
"WELL JACE I know that, I wasn't born yesterday. and you have no right to just ask people on how good I do my job, I hardly ever freeze up like that! and no im not going on a leave! I just came back from a vacation."
"I have every right clary! this is my dad's hospital and i have to keep check on my employee's. I have no idea what's going on with you but you need to pull your self together! if someone is dying you just don't go in and open his wounds again. Until he's alive again!
This time I look at him and spit out," Thanks for the heads up jace, i know what I did was wrong but you don't need to call me up and yell at me for a mistake!" Now im yelling," WAIT WHAT AM I TALKING ABOUT YOUR JHONATHAN FRICKEN HERONDALE YOU NEVER MAKE MISTAKES! RIGHT, TELL ME IM WRONG."
I take a calm breath and say," I was in a panic mode jace it happens to the best of us. And i get that your Stephan's son and you need to take care of this hospital but it still doesnt give you standards to point out my pros and cons. Cauze guess what I already know them!
HE looks at me then,"I'm not trying to point out anything, but Clary, there's something going on and don't lie. You've never been good at in high school."
"Dont jace, just don't. I've changed a hell lot! more than you! your still a player Jace! but I don't care anymore. The best part is that I don't have to deal with you emotionally anymore and that means that I don't feel anything im numb . I know how to do my job, so don't tell me how or when to do it! And pls never bring high school up, okay! because im not some book that you can just pick up ,read ,then judge on it later on and throw it away like it was yesterdays news. CAUSE THAT'S NOT ME ANYMORE."
"I never said you were a book okay, im not trying to put a label on anything and definitely not on how you're doing your job! i just said that you're a bad liar because I know you better than anyone... it also explains my flat tires!"
I come close to him, so close that my legs are prest against his," you know nothing about me jace, not now,not ever. You don't even know how badly you've hurt me!" I go closer until are lips are 5 inches apart, he's still so tall. He leans in closer.
Perfect, I pulled my foot back and stepped on his feet HARD! did I mention I was wearing heels?
"I'll repeat this again, don't tell me how to do my job don't tell me that you know me better than anyone else." i looked at his golden eyes as i said it.'' because you lost that opportunity a long time ago, jace, way long ago. And yeah i did flatten your tires! i guess some things never change right jace?''
I walk away feeling proud of myself. i guess i did get over Jace.
Jace
WTF! she really has changed! she's never talked to me like that. But forget about that i thought she was going to kiss me! after all she said to me that was all i could think about?
she was going to pay nobody ever teases me like that not even Clary! and she's also gonna pay for flattening my tires. Those coast me 20 grand. Now i have to replace them.
When I WENT home all i could think about was
U BETTER WATCH YOUR BACK CLARISSA FAIRCHILD!
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