Sorry I haven't updated to be honest I tottaly forgot about this lol enjoy

Eli popped another pill his 4th that day he knew he could only have 3 but he told himself that he 'needed' it. He cried in his hands, first he lost Clare who he did really love but just not in the physical way which is why he turned her down when she offered. Then he lost Jake, a guy he emotionally and physically liked, like 2 minutes after Jake told him he liked him. Urg why is this so hard? I heard footstep's running up the stairs and a knock on the door, I rolled my eyes.

"For the last time Mom I'm not hungry" Eli yelled at the door with his pillow over his head.

He heard a cute giggle. "You know if you want to be kinky you would call me daddy" (lol sorry I have no idea)

I jerked up my head so fast it made me dizzy, my mom might be a little straight forward but never THAT bad. Then I saw Jake, a snug plaid shirt and jeans with that hot lopsided grin. I looked away tears rolling down my face I couldn't hold it in any longer. I felt the bed shift and Jake's hand on my shoulder and then his chin on my head.

"im sorry" he whispered "I shouldn't have said what I said" he put his head on my shoulder and nuzzled his head into my neck

"will you take me back?" he asked licking my ear "I'll make it worth your while" he said wickedly.

I shivered. God that boy made me melt, I couldn't help myself it just the way I feel. I thought it over, for all of about 10 seconds. What he's hot, he's on my bed and he's begging me to take him back you would do the same. I pushed him on my bed and start kissing him. God his lips are soft! But then I started to feel funny and not in the good way. I pulled away, Jake looked confused. Thank god I moved my face off the bed before I threw up. Jake started shouting he sounded scared. I was tired, everything went black.

Dun dun dun! What will happen next? Umm can I have 4 more reviews for the next chapter pppllzzz