CHAPTER 2 : ADDICTIONS

Definition : Dependence, conduct that is based on a repeated and irrepressible desire, despite the motiviation and efforts to evade the subject.


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BELLA POV

I could feel his tongue licking my neck, his lips moved down my carotid giving me shivers of pleasure. I could feel them against me. He stood over me topless. I drew my hands over the lines of his chest which increased my excitement even more. I had one wish, to feel him inside me. I drove my hands along his ribs, caressing him what made him gasp with desire. Then I had them down to the V of his hips, so well defined, and then to his crotch where I hastened to hold it firmly. Surprised by the size of his member, I let a sigh of satisfaction escaped from my throat. He kissed me once by uniting both of our tongues in an erotic dance. His kiss literally took my breath away, I had to pull myself together, it excited me in a way so intense that I was already ready and so wet for him. I unbuttoned his pants and at the same time let his dick sprang free out of his boxers whose seams did not miraculously released yet. There he was always over me in his nakedness and staring at me with a look of burning desire.

- "Look at the state you put me in. I feel like now, I can not restrain myself any longer, I want to lose myself in you and make you scream my name all night long."

His voice raspy, sexy, had gained the upper hand on me and I felt even closer to my climax. He took off my jeans and gently ran his right hand into my thong, and covering my whole sex of its great and gentle hand. He could feel my wetness for him and he inserted two fingers inside me, stroking my clit with his thumb, making me scream loudly with pleasure. I wanted him to penetrate me without further delay, so I took his cock in my hands and directed it toward my slit when I heard a noise ... more strident.

"Beep, beep, beep ... beep, beep, beep ... "

It was that damn alarm clock!

- "Oh no, no, no, just five more minutes was it too much to ask?" I growled at it while hitting it off.

I feel that the day will be a very long one ! I need a cold shower now!

It was only a dream but what a dream! I had just spent a wild night of lovemaking. The most exciting of my life! But with who first of all ? I do not even know the name of the fop that I had crossed last night at the conservatory, but that obviously did not let my unconscious mind oblivious. Frustrated I got up to get ready for another busy day and let myself wander of any possibility of a second interaction with this man.

EDWARD POV

It was 9:30 am I turned endlessly in my bed without being able to enjoy my morning to sleep. I was just too damn horny. In need of a new woman in my life that would satisfy my needs and answer my desires. But since the past four months, with my graduation exams, I did not have the time nor the patience to look for a new submissive that could satisfy me fully. So in the lack of sex, I slipped into my other guilty pleasure: the cakes. More specifically those of the 'Delights of Paris'. A French Bakery and more refined at the foot of my loft in the neighborhood of the Upper East Side and I could not do without. My father Carlisle, owner of the entire building and head of Mount Sinai Hospital had proposed to his new chief of orthopedic surgery, Clotilde, to rent the apartment below mine, because her older sister Mary was desperate to find a spot to open her bakery. Thus, they moved in almost a year ago and since became my neighbors, friends and exclusive supplier of candy.

Around 10 o'clock, resigned and frustrated, so I went to fetch my croissant and my pain au chocolat. It became my daily life. Wearing sweat pants and a t-shirt that I took out of in my dresser, I walked the back stairs of the building and opened the door with the spare keys that I asked my father for and went down to the bakery to meet my comfort.

- M Hello! Sleep well?

- Hi Edward! Yes, but definitely less than you that's for sure!

I approached the chair that I had owned in the recent months and which was located just behind the bakery oven and catch the pastries that Mary had left me as usual on the corner of the marble.

- Can you get me a Latte please?

- No, but seriously Ed! Stop acting like a child, you know where the coffee pot is don't you ? Then help yourself big boy!

- Oh good, I can't believe that ! I've got to do every damn thing in here!

- Hey now ! Don't be your grouchy self Cullen! You eat your breakfast for free every day and this should be more than enough MISTER! But you're not ! Unfuckingbelievable !

- What? You always told me that I should make myself at home! So here, this is your fault!

- You, it is essential that we find you some woman, you become unbearable!

- Tell me about it, I can't take it anymore ..

- What's up with your new song by the way ? Did you manage to finish it yet ?

- No, it irritates me, I always get stuck on the same movement, but I have no more inspiration and that's why I'm not moving forward I think. Last night I was so furious that I threw a fit with Mrs. Cope!

Then my mind started to think about this young woman I had come accross last night in the corridors of the conservatory.

She had brown hair long and wavy, and an intense dark chocolate look that had awakened my senses. Her translucent skin, her slender body, her tiny waist and small chest gave a mottled appearance of the more fragile body that I would have liked to take care of last night. The only recurring problem was that with my kind of lifestyle, most women who attracted me did not share my preferences. It nevertheless became a challenge for myself to try to submit them ever since.

Without realizing it I began to giggle.

- What makes you smile like that?

- I was just thinking about that girl I met last night!

- And ...?

- And nothing!

- Another that has fallen under your spell?

- You know me, they can not resist me for long!

- Hmmm, still confident in what I see!

Having taken full advantage of my breakfast and stealing a few Macaroons from the fridge, I headed to the stairs by warmly thanking Mary.

I went up to my apartment to prepare myself before going out to do my jogging in Central Park and burn all those calories. If I wanted those women to continue to fall in love with my body, I could not eat pastries every morning without the support of a good workout.

I was running along the Park with my headphones and my ipod in hands listening with delight to Adele's voice. My apartment was at the corner of 87th Street and 5th Avenue offering a breathtaking view of the Jacqueline Kennedy Onassis Reservoir. My father allowed me to settle there after getting my degree allowing me to be closer to my music school. The loft had three large bedrooms and two bathrooms, a huge open kitchen overlooking the large living room which in turn gave to another den that I had turned into an office. But my favorite place was the one I had created almost five years ago. At which time I decided to fully embrace my lifestyle. I designed my Playroom with the most enjoyable treasures ever. There sat a large bed and one of my favorite things, my St Andrews' cross which the mere sight excited me the most. I decorated the walls with a garnet red and had soft lighting installed making the atmosphere of the most sensual. I was only too eager to be able to play with my new submissive.

BELLA POV

At the end of my school day, I headed to the conservatory where I punched in. A strange feeling went through my whole body in anticipation of a possible new encounter with this man who had completely upset me the day before and seemed to have already took possession of my dreams. If he could only be the one to fill my deepest needs...My mind began to wander as I entered the hall of the conservatory when I heard my phone ringing.

- Hello?

- Hello my dear, what's up?

- Hi, I just arrived at work, I'm ahead. And you?

- I called you just to see if all was well. And tell you good news, that's it I signed the lease for the opening of the concession!

- I am so happy my Rose! Well then you will not come to visit me as planned?

- Of course I will ! The spot needs some more work and I have to meet the head of Cadillac domestic supplies in New York! So I will be there! I miss you, how is it going ? You've met some people ?

- Uh ... I must say I'm just hanging in there. You know everything here is so enormous it's hard to get my bearings again. That such a huge change ! But I met a nice girl on campus yesterday.

- You know that I was not talking about that! I know you too well! Tell me what is he like?

- Uh ... Who are you talking about?

- Do not tell me that in a city like New York you have not made any interesting encounters?

- Well frankly, I did not have much opportunity to get out. You know between college, work, Jake and his whereabouts that does not leave me much time to relax. Finally I met a guy at work last night but I have not had the courage to go talk to him just yet.

- Oh! And then he is ... how? Spit it out will you !

As I walked towards the maintenance room, I saw him walk into a rehearsal rooms. The very same man that had invaded my thoughts last night. Stoic, I watched him move around without being able to remove my eyes from his body. He seemed even more gorgeous than in my memories. I approached quietly toward the room in order to try to see through the little window in the door. It was still open and I could hear him talk to someone over the phone.

"No, Tanya! I already said that I was not interested ! Our contract was clear I think ... Yes I received the invitation but I do not know if I can get there. .. You know that only Doms and dommes receive the invitation ... I do not know...I say .. Do not get me angry ... I have work to ... "

Suddenly I heard the voice of someone shouting from a distance and then I realized that I had totally forgotten about my conversation with Rosalie. She was screaming her lungs through the handset.

- But what the hell are you doing? You're going to say something damn it ! Earth to Bella ?

- Uh, sorry Rose, he's there, I'll call you later.

Completely mesmerized by the voice of this man, I hung up at my childhood friend without a single explanation and nibbled my lip frantically trying to follow in a conversation that I was spying at. Could he be a dominant ?

No, you stop this right now Bella, stop dreaming ! It would be too good!

I passed my head quietly in the doorway in order to glance one last time. He seemed to be still on the phone and was facing the window.

Not wanting to risk getting caught in the spy, or be late for my job, I decided to turn back to the maintenance room in the hope of seeing him again later.

Intrigued, I could not help but think back to that conversation. A steady stream of wildest questions went through my mind. It was mandatory. I had to know for sure. But how to do it?

After spending an hour washing the floor of the ground floor and have hoovered the hall orchestra, I went out when I came face to face with him. Surprised by his sudden appearance and closeness I almost fell to ground. His large hands held me firmly by the waist. As if time had stopped, totally mesmerized and dumbfounded I looked at him unable to utter a single sound. He peered into my eyes and I could see his lips move a few inches from me but I was unable to assimilate the words out of his mouth so delicately drawn. I was completely silent, completely unable to articulate a single word...totally mute...

The expression on his face then changed slightly and I could read his anxiety in the pupils of his eyes. Slowly trying to regain control of my body that seemed not to want to cooperate.

- How are you? Are you injured ?

- Uh ... What?

- Is everything all right? Did you get hurt?

- Well I'm good...thank you! I was just surprised, I did not expect to find you here. Uh, anyone I mean.

- I come here every night of the week rehearsing for the concert to be held next week. Nobody made you aware of that ?

- Oh! Uh no, sorry!

- Pffffff administration ... a bunch of incompetent if you ask me. Are you new here?

- Yes, I work here on week nights to pay for my studies.

A woman of a certain age then came into the room.

- Edward Cullen here you are! I was looking all over for you, it is necessary that we review all the order of the songs for the show.

- Excuse me, I'll let you work now Sir. Thank you again and good night!

- Yes, good evening!

I hastened to leave the room hastily.

But what a fool I am! Miss clumsy! He must think I'm just a fool!

Well at least now I know his name. He was even more beautiful up close.

My God but what is happening to me? I sound like a teenager in heat!

His voice was still ringing in my head and I tried somehow to regain my senses. Then I only had one thing left in mind: to meet him again tomorrow.


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