Puck sighs as he leans against the closed door. Emotions are exhausting, that's why he never does them, but with Quinn all the exhaustion is worth it. To have the only girl that he has ever loved back in his love is worth everything.
He takes a deep breathe as he swipes his room card and enters. The guys are sprawled across the room trying to write the songs Mr. Schue wants from them.
"What did Santana want?" Finn questions, raising an eyebrow.
He looks at Finn unsure if he can even say anything to him. Yes, Finn loved Rachel, but he just broke up with Quinn. Hell, with it! He told Finn to ask out Rachel and Quinn is his baby's mama. So if he didn't understand, screw it.
"She took me to talk to Quinn," Puck answers.
Everyone looks up from their notebooks.
"What…why?" Finn questions confused.
Puck takes a deep breathe trying not to be an asshole to his best friend.
"She doesn't think that anyone loves her," he answers.
Everyone confused looks ask the questions why did Santana come to you.
"Did you talk to her?" Sam asks.
"Of course I did."
"Why?" Mike laughs.
Puck sighs feeling like this it. The moment he shares with his boys just how he actually feels. He had only told Santana about telling Quinn that he loved her.
"Cause it's Quinn and…" He swallows hard, trying to push all his pride for her. "I love her."
"You what?" Finn questions surprised.
"Dude…" he begins to explain, but realizes he didn't have to. "You have Rachel you love her. It's always been Rachel for you even when you were with Quinn." Finn sighs. "Both times," Puck calls him out.
Finn sighs, "I know!" Puck shrugs. "But Quinn…"
"Quinn is nothing to you. When you were together it was about popularity, Football Jock and Head Cheerleader, and you were pinning over Rachel," Puck expresses.
Finn nods, "You've always cared about her, haven't you?"
"Do you think I would risk our freindship for just sex?"
Finn takes in what Puck just says realizing just how serious this is for his friend.
"Why didn't you tell me any of this?" Finn questions.
"Yeah, cause that's what I want to do, express how I feel to another dude. And even if I did how was I suppse to tell you that I had feelings for your girlfriend?" Puck asks.
"Anything is better than sleeping iwth her," Artie comments.
Finn nods.
"Which is true," Puck comments. "But…I don't know. You know now."
"Does she know you love her?" Sam asks.
Puck nods, "Yeah, she has known for a year."
Confusion sets on the faces of everyone in the room.
"When did you…" Arite asks.
Puck is regretting all this. He hates emotions and this is the reason why. He didn't want his friends to see him like this, but there is no use stopping now. Might as well share it all.
"I told her…" Puck sighs. "While we were looking at Beth in the nursery at the hospital."
Complete silence hangs over the group. No one know what to say. They are trying to understand the fact that Quinn knew all during their junior year that Puck loved her and she did nothing about it."
"If you love her, why didn't you do anything to me when you got back from juvie?" Sam questions.
"She hadn't talked to me all summer, and she seemed to be happy with you. All I've ever wanted for Quinn is to be happy. That's why I didn't push her into keeping Beth. I wanted her to do whatever made her happy," Puck expresses, feeling even more exposed.
"Makes sense," Mike comments.
"So what are you going to do?"
"Break-up with Zizes," Puck answers.
"You want to be with Quinn?"
"I'm not asking for you permission." Finn hold up his hands in surrender. "But I do, and she wants to be with him.
Finn smiles, "Do what you have to do and we're here to help."
"With Quinn, not Lauren," Sam adds.
Puck laughs sitting down on the edge of the bed, "I need to break up with her an d soon. I just don't know how."
"Why don't you just tell her the truth," Artie suggests.
"The truth?"
"Artie's right. Everyone knows your history with Quinn. If you tell her everything maybe she won't take the breakup badly," Finn explains.
"And if she does take it badly?"
"RUN!" Sam suggests.
Laughter echoes through the room.
"Okay, well…thanks for the help and this conversation never happened. I don't need everyone to know that Puckzilla is going soft," Puck expresses walking towards the door.
"Good luck with Zizes," Mike tells Puck, who nods, leaving the room.
AN: so the next part is with Lauren and Puck…Please let me know what you think.
