Jehu: YAY! Its my turn to tell my diary!

Haou: =P

Jehu: its all about you my love!

Haou: shut up...

Important Note: In this chapter and on the coming chapters after this will be now on Jehu's POV... the story will be repeated in his PoV then it will go back to where Haou stopped ^^

Chapter 4

"The Reason"

"...what a fool I am..."

Jehu's POV

...my heart falls apart every time he would gaze at me with his emotionless face...

...

Haou's a meany...during that birthday party, I was yawning and started to feel bored until my parents pat my head; handed me a gift that they told me I should give to the child celebrant, Haou, which is the son of their friends...I pouted

"I don't even know what he looks like..." I complained

"...just look for the brunette that's very quiet and shy" my dad winked at me

"...kay"

... so I searched around the place...and there I saw him in the middle of the crowd, after the visitors left him...I observed him for a while, I kept seeing him sighing like he wasn't enjoying his day...he stared at his cake like it would disappear just by looking at it

I approached him and said things that I thought would be able to cheer him up...but I didn't expect this Haou was such a meany...but for some reason...I enjoyed teasing him since he never cried unlike the other kids a bully...they were weak and cried fast

I guess we became enemy/friends...he always growls at me like a roaring monster but I laugh at him and guess what? it pisses him more! I've only enjoyed teasing at first and didn't really care about him...until that time...

...

"zrroooOOoom zRooOOomm!"

I was playing with my toy car at our garden...when someone came to our gate, my mom opened it, I stopped playing and looked in curiosity who it was...

It was Haou's parents...and Haou was there too...Behind his dad, he was clutching on his dad's polo as he peeked with an unhappy look. My mom let them in...

They were at the living room, chattering. I peeked by the door and eavesdropped

"hahahaha why not! I'm sure my son would love Haou here" my mom rejoiced

"thanks a lot dear! Don't worry Haou's a good child, Right Haou-Chan" she was patting Haou on the head...the brunette was just silently nodding

...Haou was staying at our house for 2 weeks because his parents were going for a business trip; his little brother's taken cared at a "baby care thingy" since he was only 5 years old that time

...Their parents left after 3 days and it was Haou's first day with us. He was just sitting there at our couch politely. I approached him and look at him childishly, he gazed at me with his eyebrows crossed again, I guess he expected me to tease me him again as usual...and I did

"you wanna play?"

"no..."

"here look I got a toy robot!" I grinned, handing the toy

"...I don't want to play"

"...awww...then what do you wanna do?" in a mocking tone

He remained silent

"...you're so boring" I said pouting

"...then go away" he turned his head

My jaw dropped slightly in irritation

"fine!" I walked 3 steps away and "humph!" then continued to go...

...It was the same the next day, he just ignores me and I tried to annoy him...until the night came...everyone's fast asleep or maybe that's just what I thought. I had to wake up because I had to obey my bladder...after I finished I was going back to my room...but I stopped when I heard a faint cry, I went down the stair and saw...that mean brunette kneeling over a chair he placed infront of the window. The moon made his brown hair shine and I saw his crystal tears flow out from his golden eyes...I slowly approached him, and heard his sobbing louder

"...hey" I said with a worried, curious look

He turned his head, I saw him blushed. He quickly wiped his tears and snuffled

"...I-I wasn't crying" he snuffled while telling the obvious lie

I went infront of him and fondled his head; he raised his head with ball of tears still remaining in the corner of his eyes...

"What's wrong?" I asked with concern

"...you're just going to make fun of me..." still trying to wipe his wet cheeks but he kept tearing

"I won't I promise" I smiled kindly at him... for the first time

He raised his head and stopped wiping his tears, he sniffled and looked at me

"really...?"

"U-huh" I nodded

He looked down again "I miss my parents...and my little brother"

'LOL XDDDD' I laughed inside my head but I resisted from laughing in real

"I see...C'mon it's only for 2 weeks" comforting him

"...I hum my little brother to be able to sleep..."

"eh? Isn't he only 3 years old to be able to hum?"

"no, I said I hum my little brother to be able to sleep"

"wow...that's weird...I know you hum someone to make them sleep, not hum someone to make yourself fall asleep..." I said. He nodded

He still sniffles but at least he stopped crying

"I know!" I grinned; he looked at me with confusion

"hum me to sleep so you'll be able to sleep, I want to hear you too!" I cheerfully said

He fluttered his eyes while looking around, thinking about his decision...

"Ok..."

I sniggered and gave him my hand, he accepted; I pulled him out of the chair...we were on the guest room where he stayed. I was laying beside him, he blushed...I smiled

"...close your eyes..." he commanded

"Aye-aye!" I obeyed him and closed my eyes with a smile

...after a while of silence...I was waiting for him to hum...but instead my eyes were widened in surprise. He placed his head by my shoulder, snuggling, and he grasped my sleeve softly...

...that's when he started to hum...

I never thought he was like that...he was...someone who hid their soft side in a hard shell...at that moment I experienced his wonderful side, I wanted it to last...It was a feeling that was hard to find...like a long tiring race you have to accomplish but once you get the prize...every hardship disappeared

...It must have been the reason why I fell inlove with him...

I wasn't able to sleep... we were young and we didn't know what love is yet...but I couldn't stop thinking of him... he's song started to be faint and soon...he was completely silent. I realized he fell asleep, I poked his cheek and smiled...I moved to my side and cuddled him in my arms...And that's the start of my heart's first love...

Haou: eeww! Sooo grrooosss...

Jehu: xDDD so sweet!

Lia: YUP!

Haou:...love yuck... kaderder~!*spine chills*

Lia: zroom zroom!

Jehu: xD love that part

OC talk~

Ishmie: so it isn't completely the same

Lia: afcourse! I cant spill out DA's work

DA: yeah this fanfics for dark spiritshipping. It will be out of the idea if it added the real concept

Ishmie: You have a point

Lia: we rock DA

DA: xD alright!

Roy: and if it's the same...Ishmie will not make me fall asleep by humming _ her voice can kill

Ishmie: what!

DA and Lia: xDDD