Loosing it

Loosing it

Chapter 4

October

Gabriella's POV

I shook my head and walked inside the Evans home. The door was always unlocked that and we all had a key to each other's homes. I walked through the house going straight to the backyard. I finally got to the kitchen from here I could hear the laughter of my friends. I smiled as I walked into the back yard and saw everyone in the pool. "What's up everyone?" I asked as I kicked my flip flops off and put my bag on the table that was filled with food and drinks.

"Finally!" Chad yelled. "We were waiting for you."

"Chad it's only like nine." I said.

"Well we started at seven!" he said swimming towards the edge of the pool.

"Why?" I asked them.

"We were bored and you wouldn't answer your cell phone." Sharpay said floating in the water.

I took my shorts and tank top off and went over to the edge. I sat down and put my feet in the water and looked at my friends who were comfortably talking to each other. I swung my feet back and forth in the cool water as I soaked up the sun. I was still tired from this morning. I just wanted to forget what I saw. He's gone. He's somewhere in…ok he's not here he's somewhere else. I sighed and closed my eyes and jumped into the pool holding my nose. I resurfaced in Troy's arms. "Having fun there?" he asked me smirking.

"Yeah…" I said pulling away from him and swimming towards Taylor. "Hey."

She looked at me and back at Troy whose eyes I could feel boring into my head. She smiled at me and rolled her eyes. "Why don't you guys just get a room?" she asked me.

"Because…well I want it to be…I want it to be like well just special." I said. I knew what she was talking about. She was talking about me and Troy having sex. We have thought about it and we have gone farther than just kissing, but the farthest we ever went was just taking off our tops, nothing else.

We both agreed when we both felt comfortable around each other and really felt like it was time.

"Awe, well that's sweet." Taylor smiled as Sharpay swam over.

"Kelsi can't make it. Her grandma died last night. Her family and her are going to England for two weeks for the funeral and stuff. I sent her our wishes." She said.

"Awe, no not her grandma." Taylor and I said together.

Kelsi had lost her grandpa just two months ago. Sharpay nodded her head in a sad way. "Well, better not tell Ryan. I think he'll actually go and get on a plane to go comfort her." Taylor said. I laughed.

"I heard my name!" Ryan yelled from the other side of the pool.

"We're talking about your butt!" I yelled.

I could see his face turn red and the guys laugh. "Thanks?" he yelled back. It sounded more like a question.

"Hey why are we separated?" Zeke yelled.

"I don't know, it just happened." Taylor said as the guys swam over to us. I looked down in the water. My legs looked pale as I kicked them back and forth to keep me from going down.

"Gabi?" I looked up and saw Troy talking to me. His deep blue eyes looked concerned. "You alright?" he asked me.

I looked around and everyone else was looking at me. "Yeah. I just need a moment." I started swimming towards the stairs of the pool and got out. I grabbed a towel from the table where my bag was. I dried off my legs and arms and walked into the house with the towel wrapped around me. I walked upstairs into the bathroom. I needed to calm down and forget about him. I was just… I don't know normally I'm not thinking about him. Normally I'm thinking of Troy and the way he makes me melt in his arms when he holds me at night.

I sat on the toilet after putting the seat down. What the hell is wrong with me? I see him twice and I break down. Great. Fantastic.

"Hey Gabi?" I herd Troy knock on the door. I looked up. I tasted something salty go in my mouth. Ugh I was crying over him. I wiped my tears and stood up. I opened the bathroom door and saw a dripping wet Troy standing in front of me. What was worse? He was shirtless and dripping wet in front of me. I looked straight into his eyes and not his shirtless…topless body.

"Yeah…" I said trailing off.

"You ok?" he asked me.

"Yeah I just…I've been seeing things lately, but I'm fine." I nodded my head.

"Justin?" Troy asked me.

"I just…I saw him when I woke up in my rocking chair and then I saw him driving next to me on the way here. I just…why now? Why now when everything's good?" I asked Troy crying.

Troy came over to me and hugged me getting beads of water onto my skin. He rubbed my back. "Shh, it's ok. You're just having a stressful time. It's ok." He said rubbing my back.

"I'm sorry for even thinking of him." I cried.

"Hey, Gabi, it's ok. You have to think of your past sometime." He said to me.

"Your not mad?" I asked him pulling away.

"No, never." He said brushing my tears away smiling at me. I smiled at him and hugged him.

"I love you." I whispered to him.

"I love you too little buggie." He said.

"Buggie?" I asked pulling away from him raising my eyebrow.

He shrugged. "Don't know." He said smiling. "You okay to go down?" I nodded my head. I had my cry over him, now I'm going to have fun.

"What are we doing now?" I asked as we walked down the stairs, but before Troy could answer he fell down the stairs. You see the stairs didn't have carpets on them and since Troy was dripping wet it made it slippery for him.

"Are you ok?" I asked laughing at him as I got near the bottom where he was laying on his back.

"Argh, I will, but only if you kiss me." He said.

"Hah, no way." I said a smiling playing on my lips.

His eyes widened and he was clawing at his throat like he couldn't breath. "OH, I can't breath. Sometimes do CPR!" he gasped.

"Oh no, poor Troy, he's dying…oh well." I shrugged as he closed his eyes. He sat up and stared at me.

"You would let me die?" he asked pretending to be offended.

"Of course not." I said kissing him and standing up. I walked away as I left him dumb founded. I knew he hated when I just kissed him and walked away.

"Hey!" I could hear him yell. I squealed and ran outside and dropping my towel along the way. I jumped into the pool and form under the water I could hear another splash. I resurfaced and swam over to the gang and went behind Chad.

"He's going to kill me!" I yelled as I laughed.

"What?" Chad said not getting the whole protect me thing.

"Oh Gabi it's time for payback." Troy said in a singing voice.

"Ew, you sing weird!" I laughed.

"Oh geez guys we do not need to see this. Go into my room if you really need it." Ryan said.

I smiled and swam over to Troy. I laid my head on his shoulder as we talked to the gang. "So Gabi you had big news yesterday. What was it?" Sharpay asked/

"OH I found the prefect prom dress!" I yelled.

"Where? I haven't even begun to look for mine." Taylor said.

"It's from David Bridal…yeah anyway. It's prefect! It'll a nice baby blue and it's just like a wedding dress, but I gout it for two hundred." It took me a week's worth of tips to save for this dress, but it was gorgeous and it was on sale and it matched Troy's eyes.

"I need to see it." The girls yelled.

"So I guess this means I'm wearing a blue tie?" Troy asked me.

"Huh?" I asked him.

"Well I was planning for my tie to match the color of your dress." He said to me.

"Awe!" the girls said together.

"Awe that's go cute. Thank you baby." I said kissing him on the lips. I smiled and kissed him once more. I still got the butterflies when I kissed him.

"Bombs away!" Troy and I both got hit with water balloons. We tore away from our kissed and looked around to see Ryan and Zeke holding water balloons. When did they get out of the pool?

"You are so dead!" Sharpay yelled as she was hit with a balloon by Ryan.

After everyone joining in on the balloon fight we dried off and ordered pizza and went into the living room and watched a movie. I snuggled up to Troy. I felt the heat radiating off of his body and that only made me snuggle closer into his chest. Under my ear I could hear his heartbeat and I smiled as I closed my eyes listening to the rhythm of his heart beat.

By the time I woke up it must have been ten in the morning. I felt something moving under me and I looked up to see Troy fast asleep in his cloths from yesterday. I looked around and saw that everyone else was still asleep. "Hmmph." I groaned rubbing my nose on Troy, but I forgot I was on him so he woke up wrapping his arms around me as if protecting me.

I looked up and grinned at him innocently. He looked down at me. His eyes were groggy. "Hi." I said in a tiny voice.

He smiled and let out a deep breath. "Hey, what time is it?"

"Um, ten…I think. I'm only guessing here. Do our parents know?" I asked him, whispering.

"Yeah. I heard Sharpay call everyone's parents before falling asleep herself." He said with his eyes closed again. I poked him in the ribs.

"Don't fall asleep on me now…" I whined.

"But it's too early." He cried trying to turn over, but my body was preventing him to do that.

"Boo you whore." We both looked over to Sharpay who was mumbling in her sleep.

I tried to stifle my laugh as Troy just laughed loudly. And as a result of Troy's laugh everyone woke up. "Why? Who fucking woke me up?" Taylor sat up. I looked at Troy and we just laughed loudly again.

"Oh god, someone shut those two up!" Ryan cried. By this time I fell off of Troy and onto the floor holding my stomach. Next thing I knew pillow was thrown at my head.

"Fuck sake, I think they're having a stroke." Zeke said form his spot. I could hear Troy behind me trying to catch his breath.

"Oh my Jonas…" I said in between breaths.

"Oh my Jonas, that is shitty." Chad cried.

"What is this cruse city at ten in the morning?" I asked still giggling.

"Well someone woke us up!" Sharpay yelled scratching her head.

"Well you mumbled boo you whore, in your sleep." Troy said.

"I'll show you boo you whore." She said standing up and walking pass us into the kitchen.

"Hey Shar, we're here." I yelled.

"Yes, you are, but your not food." She said.

"No, Sharpay don't. I'll cook breakfast." Zeke said getting up and running into the kitchen.

"Well can I help?" we heard her ask.

"NO! There is no way I am eating that food if she touches it!" Chad yelled.

He had gotten up and ran into the kitchen and so did Taylor and Ryan. "Should we get up?" I asked him.

"Um…I think so. Hey you ok from yesterday?" he asked me with his hand on my shoulder.

I looked over my shoulder and smiled. "Yeah, I'm more than ok…you're still not getting a kiss from me. I have morning breath." I said getting up and walking into the kitchen where everyone was helping Zeke cook the morning breakfast.

A/N ok that was chapter 4, yeah. So I hope you all enjoyed it. I hope it wasn't all modish switching ha-ha. Uh…it's about one in the morning, but I'm not posting until Fanficiton is back up. It's been a long time since it's been down huh? Oh well, um I'm sad to say none of the answers are right, but you all could be close. I am going to be dropping hints in the story, I am planning you the problem to appear in chapter eight. :) I already have that chapter typed up, but not chapter 5,6,7 haha.

Ok I'm going to sleep. I'm tired. It's summer vacation I passed all regents and school! Junior! WOO!

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