Chapter 4
Mikey POV
Tonight is the night it will all end.
I will stop being a burden, loser and failure.
My family is better without me
My brothers were right about me
I am a failure

I am the worst brother, ninja and son in the world
This is the only thing I can do right
To leave and never return
Who knows, maybe the other side is a place where I can be happy again

I cleaned my room and packed everything I have into boxes. Now my family can use my room. It's the least I could do after everything they have done for me.
I'm scared. I'm really scared. Is what I'm going to do the right thing to do? I paused, then quickly cleared my mind of all doubt. Yes, this is the right thing to do.

Leo's the oldest. He's a natural leader and the perfect son.
Raph's the second oldest. He's basically made of pure muscle and is not scared of anything (except maybe bugs).
Donnie is the third oldest. He's a genius and a gentle brother.
Then there's me, Mikey, the youngest. I'm careless, stupid, useless and a failure.

I sighed morosely and left a note on the table. The piece of paper only contained one word: Goodbye.
I guess it's time to go. I did a last sweeping glance over my room before shuffling out the door.
End Mikey's POV

Mikey walked into the bathroom and turned on the taps in the bathtub, letting it run for a while. He opened the bathroom cabinet and took out an old serrated kunai cleverly hidden in the top right corner.

He leaned over the bathtub and fell into the water, not caring anymore. He cried a little as he took the kunai blade up again and looked at his reflection on the blade.
"It's better this way." Mikey heaved out between sobs. He ran the blade along his wrist, cutting in deep. Blood started dripping into the water and onto the floor as the water started to overflow from the tub. He started turning pale as he cut more onto his wrists, going as deep as he could.

Mikey soon found himself very dizzy and tired. He dropped the kunai onto the floor and closed his eyes. Mikey's breathing had also started to slow down along with his heartbeat. He smiled weakly as a bright light filled the inside of his eyes. He finally did it. Now he won't be a burden to his family anymore.