Chapter 4

Red as blood

Grell: Bassy my love! Is hell hot?
Sebastian: Yes.
Grell: Or is it just you (; 3
Sebastian: I am going to send you to hell myself.
Grell: Send me to hell, or take me to heaven 3 3
Sebastian: For fucks sake Grell, delete my number.

It was 9 o'clock in the morning as Jenavive opened the large curtains in Sebastian's room.
'Wake up, wake up' she said and walked towards the closet.

Sebastian moaned and pulled the sheets over his head.

'come on now sleepy head, it's Sunday morning and the sun is shining on its brightest, time to get up' she said and pulled some summer clothes out of the closet.

Sebastian looked at her from under the sheets 'Can't I just lay here on a sunny…well SUNday'.

Jenavive rolled her eyes 'Geez you have become lazy' she said and walked towards him, she sat down before the eyes that peeked from under the sheets.

Sebastian stared at her with a shimmer in his eyes 'I love you' he suddenly said.

Jenavive started to get red and blushed 'This has been the 7th time you have said that since you got threw up and got sick cause of your flashbacks'.

Sebastian kept staring 'It feels like I have to keep saying it…otherwise you won't believe me…
I remembered marrying you…and I have children but I have no idea what they are really like.
And I still don't get why you are so distant…you are my wife right?' Sebastian asked while moving his head up a bit.

Jenavive saw his messed up morning hair she always used to wake up next to.
'Yes I am your wife…and yes you have children, but for some reason it feels strange.
You know who I am, but still not completely which makes me very confused' she explained.

Sebastian nodded 'I understand…I would feel like that to' he said and pushed the sheets away, he stood up from the bed and moved his hand through his hair.

Jenavive also stood up and handed him his clothes.
Sebastian took them happily, when Jenavive wanted to walk away he pulled her by her arm which made her fall backwards into Sebastian's arms.

Sebastian caught her and looked into her eyes, he kissed her and held her close.
He went from her lips towards her neck and down to her colour bones.

Jenavive enjoyed his touch after years of feeling the pain of losing him.

Sebastian picked her up and pulled some of her blouse away so the sign of the contract was visible between her breasts.

Jenavive looked at Sebastian's face 'what's wrong…you look confused…again' she said.

Sebastian put her down and turned around starting to dress himself 'It's nothing, the sign just didn't do anything to me.
I thought I might do something to my memories but…nothing'.

'don't worry…it will all come back' Jenavive said holding back a grin.

Sebastian was dressed and looked over his shoulder 'Is breakfast ready?'.

'Of course' Jenavive nodded and walked downstairs with him.
On their way the saw Mey-Rin cleaning the other rooms, Finny was working in the garden.
And Alois was helping carrying stuff out of the rooms so they could clean everything and everywhere.

Alois had developed a lot of muscles and he had become quite a bit taller, Jenavive thought he might have even been taller than Sebastian or Claude now.

Mey-Rin and Alois greeted them and kept working.

When they arrived down in the dining room Sebastian sat down and looked at Jenavive 'Do you want to have breakfast with me? I want to ask you a few things' he said.

Jenavive nodded and sat down 'I won't eat…but will answer your questions…because that is in our contract'.

Sebastian nodded and took a sip of his tea 'All right…uhm…you said I had children, how many?'.

Jenavive grinned 'you have 3 children, they are triplets and they look 18 at the moment but… they are a little older than 18' she said smiling as she thought of Nero, Tash and Alexis.

Sebastian smiled 'Can you describe them…I know Alexis is one and that other boy…uhm….Nero, and you mentioned another name but…I haven.t met him yet, have I?'

'That's true, you have 2 sons and a daughter.
Nero, Tash and Alexis.
If you want me to describe them I can say…they are like animals'

'Animals?'

Jenavive nodded 'Yes Nero would be a dog…he is very kind, friendly and loyal.
He can be your best friend, but if you treat him the wrong way, he can be a big threat.
Than Tash is like a hawk, he is silent and observes from a distant.
But when he goes hunting or someone hurt one of his siblings, you can better stay away from him because he WILL tear you to pieces.
And finally Alexis, she acts royal, spoiled, and proud.
she doesn't need to do anything for her food, she either gets it or orders someone to get it for her, though she is a good hunter, she just doesn't realize it herself.
I think you can best describe her as a….lioness' Jenavive said.

Sebastian had stopped eating and just stared 'they sound so…aggressive' he said.

Jenavive laughed 'That is what you taught them' she said smiling.

'how…I don't even remember them, Jenny what am or…was I?'.

Jenavive looked away and stood up 'That's something I don't want to tell you, you will have to find that out yourself'.

Sebastian looked confused 'why?'.

Jenavive shrugged 'Because you might get high expectations…which might not be true' she said and turned around 'I'm going out shopping for groceries, please don't do anything stupid, I'll be back in 30 minutes'.

Sebastian nodded slightly and ate some more of the breakfast Jenavive made him.

Jenavive was walking towards the shop when she saw a tall woman across the street.

The woman was wearing a beautiful red summer dress and black heels.
Her hair was curled, long and…red.

Jenavive started to think of someone from her past who she hadn't seen In decades.

When the woman turned around they both let out a squeal.

The MAN who she thought was a woman, was her best friend Grell, she hadn't seen him in over 50 years and lost contact.
Grell lived in Paris that time and was enjoying his life as a beautiful 'Woman'.

Grell ran towards Jenavive and hugged her 'OH MY GAWD JENNY WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN, MY DEAR GIRL' Grell screamed happily.

Jenavive got squeezed between Grell's arms 'Grell…don't kill me' she said laughing.

Grell let go of her and grinned 'Where is my Bassy' he said.

'…about Sebastian…something has happened'.

Grell looked at her 'What happened, is he okay?'.

Jenavive nodded slightly, after a few nods the nods went to shakes and the tears started to run down her cheeks.

Grell looked at her and pulled her into a hug 'Oh dear, please don't say It's serious he said he wouldn't hurt you…what did he do?' he asked worried

Jenavive cried and couldn't talk cause of the tears that kept coming.

Grell looked around and saw her companions across the street 'William! Ronald! Come here!'.

William and Ronald came towards them and saw Jenavive.

'Jenny! what a surprise' Ronald said with a bright smile.

Jenavive who was still sobbing and wiping away her tears in Grell's arms looked over her shoulder.

The two reapers looked at her shocked.

Jenavive did a step back and looked away 'I'm sorry this is so embarrassing' she said with a nervous smile,

Grell took her hand 'Please tell me what happened, it sounds so bad already and you haven't even said anything yet'.

Jenavive grinned and nodded, she looked on her watch and smiled ' I hope Sebastian won't be home…just follow me I will tell you at home'.

The reapers followed Jenavive to the villa while Grell talked about the boys he had seen in Paris, but how Will was way more handsome.

Ronald walked a bit faster so he was walking next to Jenavive, he looked at her while Jenavive was looking right in front of her.

Suddenly her eyes turned bright red and her stare got focussed.
At the corner of the street there was Meri, the girl Sebastian talked to before.

Jenavive got angry and she tilted her head up and straitened her back.
She put on an arrogant look while walking towards the corner of the street.

When Meri saw her she looked away backed up a bit.
Jenavive walked past her and bumped into her shoulder on purpose.

Jenavive turned around by walking 'Oh…I'm sorry Meri…better look out next time' she said and continued her way.

Just a few houses after that corner the villa came in sight.

Jenavive got the key out of her bag and opened the door.

The reapers looked around 'Isn't this the old villa of Ciel?' Ronald asked.

Jenavive nodded 'Yes, yes that's right please take a seat I'll get some tea and cookies' she said and walked towards the kitchen.

The reapers sat on the fancy couch and waited for Jenavive to come join them.

While Jenavive was making the tea, Alois walked in.
'Tea?...Sebastian won't be home for hours' he said confused as he took one of the cookies.

Jenavive rolled her eyes 'Don't take my cookies please they ain't for you, and yes I know.
The tea is for the reapers, I saw them on the street and…well we need to catch up'.

Alois looked at her and grinned 'Alright "mommy" he said and walked through the kitchen door into the garden to help Finny, there was no sign of Sebastian.

Jenavive sighed while she took the plate with tea and cookies to the living room.
'Sorry you guys had to wait, Alois was being annoying'.

Grell gasped 'Alois!'.

Jenavive laughed 'Don't worry, it's part of the story' she said while she sat in a big blue chair, she looked up and took a cup of tea 'So…what about you, what are you doing in London I thought you were in Paris'.

Will took a sip of the tea and looked at Grell 'Well, go one tell her it was your idea' he said.

Grell sighed and smiled 'Ah yes, Paris got boring' he said and took a bite from his cookie fast.

Ronald sighed and rolled his eyes 'We missed London and our work increased a lot, and when we heard about you and Sebastian being in London…well, Grell wanted to go immediately.
But it seems it's not as good as we thought it would be, do you please want to tell us what's wrong' he said while looking at Jenavive kindly.

'I…don't know if I am ready to talk about it' Jenavive said while looking into the teacup 'It's so much, almost too much for me to handle but…I am trying and I really hope Sebastian will come back to me'.

'WHAT! He left you?!' Grell asked.

Jenavive smiled slightly 'Well…not physically, only his thoughts and memories left me' she said 'But don't worry…he already remembered we're married…' Jenavive said quietly.

Grell put away the teacup and walked towards Jenavive, he kneeled before her 'Tell us…please' he said.

Jenavive sighed and nodded 'it started 9 years ago, I was at home in the palace looking through some papers from Ciel he had sent me to read…when Sebastian came in.
His face looked worried and his attitude was a bit strange.
He told me he had to go up to earth to make sure some of the cases were officially closed.
I knew it wasn't true but I just pretended and agreed…he left the day after' Jenavive wiped away a small tear.

'And he just didn't come back…'

Hi Hi ^-^ sorry if it took longer than you expected I just couldn't find a good feeling to write…and if I started It just didn't make any sense at all…I changed it like 4 times XD
But it's done and I'm happy about it, I made it a bit shorter but that is cause I wanted to safe sum for another chapter.

And some good news, I don't have to stress about my exams or anything from school because….I OFFICIALLY PASSED MY EXAMS AND AM LEAVING FROM MY HORRIBLE SCHOOL –dances and throws confetti-

That means that I also don't have anything that can keep me down from writing ^-^ I hope my fingers and mind will allow me to make the next chapter a bit faster.

Please keep reviewing, and if there are questions on ya mind just ask Le me XD (I'm sorry XD I dun speak French)