Ok, hi guys. Sorry for the extremely late update. To those of you who actually read this story, thank you. The plot is kind of confusing, I know. Please forgive that part. And the chapter short because the computer I was currently writing it on broke down and I didn't have enough brains to rewrite the chapter until now.

Anyway, the extremely late and short chapter 4 is here, please review.

Oh, and I disclaim all rights to the characters except for Andreas(not mentioned in this chapter), Lucas and Marlene. They're all mine.

xoxo, Kristin.


I continued to hit my head with the big history book I had bought at the bookstore I ran to earlier. Well, it was a good excuse for running to a bookstore before school started. Many students had seen me crying, though, and now there was a ton of rumours over the entire school.

So far I had heard that I had been hurt by either Tenten or Sasuke, that I had some kind of mental decease and had gotten some kind of breakdown, and the most believed rumour, that I was extremely in love with Sasuke, and had heard that Sakura and said emo person was dating. None of them are possible, I was telling myself.

Now, why was I hitting myself with a book about Norwegian culture and history? Pretty simple, I was trying to get to a logic explanation to why on earth I had mentioned Lucas to Sasuke. I mean, how big of an idiot could I get?

Sasuke had asked me five or six times who this 'Lucas' person was. My answer was always the same. 'None of your ass-fucking business.'

Said sentence was often followed by a rather stupid flick of my hair and a 'turn-the-other-way' movement, and a sigh from Sasuke. I had no idea why on earth he was interested is who Lucas was, or how I acted every time I spoke his name. Or, I guess I did have some kind of idea. My old habit of avoiding eye-contact and mostly staring at the floor, along with old memories about my life before the accident had returned. And I was kind of doing it whenever I mentioned Lucas. Hallelujah.

I stopped hitting head with the book because I was getting too dizzy. I swayed from left to right a few times before my vision cleared and I put down the book and let my body fall backwards and hit my bed.

Staring at my roof, I started to think about Sasuke. Why was he so interested in the things I did, anyway? I thought he was like, all high and mighty and cold to every girl existing? I blushed as I thought about the small possibility that maybe, just maybe, he liked me? Quickly ending whatever fantasy ready to pop into my mind, I thought about Lucas. And before I knew it, I was asleep.


"Why a-are y-y-you looking at us like that?" I asked nervously. A pair of emerald green eyes softened in amusement. Then they closed as a tan hand brushed through brown, wet hair. Tiny drops of water were forced down by gravity and fell to his bare shoulders, where they mingled and disappeared among so many other drops.

"You two just look so alike with your hair wet, even though you still have blue in yours, Hina-chan," he answered. Marlene and I looked at each other and then back at him.

"Are you serious, Lucas?" Marlene asked, her voice full of disbelief. I added a sceptic look to make our point a bit more clearly. Lucas smiled and leaned forward and kissed Marlene carefully. I had to smile, they looked so cute together.

"What are you smiling about?" Lucas asked, slightly displeased. "You're supposed to be jealous because Marly is the one getting the good-looking hunk!" I couldn't help but to giggle.

"Yea r-right. You-you're not that good-looking," I said, getting up. "I-I think I'll go and l-look for the medallion again," I added and walked over to the edge of the big river. I tried to picture the medallion in my mind as I dived into the cold waters, searching the sandy bottom. This place was so pretty. The river was pure, clear as crystal. I loved water, I felt so free. I had no problem holding my breath. We were searching for Marlene's medallion, she lost it three days ago when she was swimming. Stupid.

I turned to look for something reflecting the shine of the sun. There! I quickly swam over to whatever shined from the sand. I grabbed it and looked closer. Wait, this wasn't a medallion. It was a…lighter? Yes, a silver lighter. I turned it and noticed something scribbled on it. 'L.Y.' Lucas Yamamoto.

The shock made me inhale water. I quickly made my way back to the surface. As I reached above the surface I coughed up water.

"Hinata! Are you okay?" I heard Lucas ask.

"Y-yea, I'm fine," I said smiling up at him. "Just inhaled some water, that's all," I said, my voice weak. His eyes changed, as if he was searching for the truth in me. I kept the eye contact, trying to stay still. Finally, he smiled at me and his eyes softened, as if he didn't find some hidden truth in me. I smiled back, putting on my best act.

"OK, then," he said and walked over to Marlene and sat down next to her. I took the opportunity to dive back into the water and think about why on earth Lucas' lighter was in the river next to the burned down house that used to belong to Marlene. The house where her brothers and parents died in a fire. It can't be. It just can't, I repeated in my head. Lucas couldn't have…


My breath was short and raspy, my feet making the smallest sound possible when hitting the ground. I was running from Lucas. I had asked him, silly me, if he was the one who started the fire. When he didn't answer, I understood what he was saying. I just looked and the ground, and then I turned around and started walking.

He held my wrist while I was trying to walk away. His eyes and face just screamed out 'why are you leaving me?!', but he said nothing. Neither did I. I couldn't stand for this. He was a murderer. My fear was pounding in my chest, tightening in my stomach. I bit my lip and dragged my wrist out of his grip.

So now I ran. I wanted to forget it. But I couldn't, I had to tell Marlene. No matter what, I had to tell her. But when? After the trip with Neji tomorrow. I would definitely tell her.

Neji laughed as I jumped over him from a little hill. I laughed too, and our horses neighed as they ran side by side. Neji turned his gaze forward, just in time to look shocked and stop his horse. As soon as I saw his expression, I looked forward as well, but I didn't get to stop before it was too late. My horse stopped right on the edge and I flew forward and on my way, head first, into the black waters, hiding thousands of pointy rocks.

I activated my Byakugan to desperately search for something to grip. There! I grabbed the small ledge. I started moving my way up until a shadow fell over me. I stared at a pair of shoes and turned my gaze slowly upwards, knowing what I would find. Emerald eyes stared at me. A well-toned body lowered itself on its knees, and a male voice found its way to my ears.

"I can't have you telling her," it said. My eyes widened in shock and I felt tears run down my cheeks. A pair of rough hand loosened the grip I had on the ledge, pushing me into the air. In the last seconds before I hit the water, a scream ripped its way up my throat. And then, nothing. Only darkness.


I sat up in my bed, panting. The sheets were covered in sweat and my pillow was soaked with…tears? When I touched my cheek that was confirmed. My shoulder was hurting and so was my heart. I started sobbing quietly, gripping my shoulder and the sheets. I didn't want to care. But why did it hurt so much?


Ok, short, I know. But at least you are given an explanation. Cheers to that. If you're wondering about anything, contact me on or send me a note on DA, my account is called 'Regnskysex'.