Letting out his laugh now, Sam turned and walked towards the building climbing the stares taking two at a time. Damn watch that ass move….

"Can I ask you a question?" Sam asked fitting his key into the dead bolt and turning it.

"I'm pretty sure you just did," Gabe teased an easy smile coming to his lips, "But yes you can." He followed Sam's form into the dark apartment.

"What do you think of the work uniforms?" Sam asked flicking on a light on over a dinner table that was piled high with paper.

Gabriel looked down at himself then, "I like them. I love the brightness of them. I think they add something that kinda completes the whole working in a candy shop cause its awesome thing." Gabe stood between the table full of papers and the couch, his hands buried in his pockets, his heart jumping into his thought when Sam stepped closer to him in the small space.

"What about the bowties?" Sam asked slowly tracing his finger down Gabe's neck and over the bright blue bowtie, Sam's smell filling Gabe's nose; the subtle sweetness of the candy shop and an undeniable musk.

Gabe stumbled backwards tripping over his own feet till he hit the back of the couch, "They… they go well too." Why is he getting so close to me?!

"Why do you keep backing away? Why have you avoided me for three weeks?" Sam asked his voice calm, a tiny frown between his eyebrows, but his hazel eyes intensely staring at Gabe.

"I work for you…." Gabe replied lamely dropping his eyes to the floor

"You work for Dean," Sam argued, "I only do legal work that has nothing to do with you or your work schedule. Or weather you keep a job or not really."

Gabe's eyes snapped up, crossing his arms, "So dean would approve?"

"No probably not." Sam admitted taking one step forward his eyes never leaving Gabe's, "But I am an adult. And I'm positive you are as well."

"Sam I don't want to lose my job." Gabe replied. This was true but what he wouldn't give to have his lips pressed against Sam's again.

"That's not how you feel." Sam said as if reading Gabe's mind, taking yet another step forward.

"Sam…"Gabe started then stopped when Sam stood a few inches away. Sam reached his hand out and carefully took off Gabe's hat and placed it carefully on the couch.

"Tell me if you want me to stop." Sam mumbled, visibly gulping. But I don't want you to stop that's my problem. But I want you so badly. I want to see what's under that suit. Sam slowly pushed his fingers through Gabe's hair, his other hand reaching forward. It squeezed Gabe's bicep, slid to his mid back then pulled him forward to where they were pressed against each other. Leaning down Sam lightly pressed his lips against his. Gabe's breathing sped up as Sam pulled a few inches away from Gabe, Sam's arms hanging loosely around Gabe's mid back. He waited a deliberate few seconds before leaning into kiss him again. Gabe could feel Sam deliberately make himself be gentle.

"I thought you wanted to kiss me." Gabe teased, leaning back so he was using the couch as a support. He pulled Sam against him, reaching one hand up to tangle into Sam's hair his other hand resting on his ass.

"Getting brave…I like it." Sam's voice was gravely before he mashed his lips against Gabe's. Sam's hands slid to the buttons on the vest and began to clumsily unbutton it. He then yanked it off and threw it somewhere over Gabe's head. Gabe's hands were just ripping Sam's gray button down open buttons flying everywhere. Pulling his lips away, Gabe began to kiss down his chest.

"This isn't fair you know." Sam grumbled now struggling with the light blue button down undershirt.

"What isn't?" Gabe asked nipping on Sam's bared and toned chest. God he looked so much better than I expected him to. My factices did you no fucking justice…

"You get to just rip my clothes off," Sam explained yanking the shirt up so it was no longer tucked in, "And I have to be careful because you're in the fucking uniform." He pulled the clip bowtie off then slid the shirt off. "Shit you're hot." Sam said stepping back for a second to look at Gabe who was only half dressed, his belt hung undone. Grabbing one side Sam jerked it off.

"Grab your clothes we are going to my room." Without waiting for Gabriel to say yes Sam turned away and down the hall to the furthest room on the left stripping off his ripped shirt. Scrambling to grab his clothes Gabe quickly followed behind closing Sam's door behind him.

"God damn your hot." Sam growled partially launching himself at Gabe after his door was closed. Dropping his stuff Gabe pulled Sam closer and tugged his button open.

"I think you have that backwards." Gabe moaned as Sam began to lightly suck on his neck, "Fuck don't stop."

Sam did stop and grabbed Gabe's biceps and was now pinning him to the door, an intense look in his eyes, "I don't complement people often Gabriel. Don't take them lightly."

"I'm not taking it lightly Samael." Gabe retorted, glaring at the handsome half naked man in front of him, he hated his full first name being used. Not a fucking child. I'm not going to be a good little boy and do as you say daddy.

Sam's grip loosened then fell to his sides, "Sorry…"

"It's fine." Gabe replied shortly feeling the small flair up of anger slowly ebbing out of him, leaving only a ruined mood behind in its wake.

Sam leaned forward and kissed Gabe lightly on the lips, "You can go if you like…I'll see you at 7:30."

"Do you want me to leave?" Gabe asked stepping away from the door, and past Sam into his smallish room. It was moderately decorated, posters of half-naked woman scattered on the walls. He had a small nightstand by his bed; a few pictures in frames covered it. The ones Gabe could see as he sat on the bed were of Sam and Dean standing in front of the then empty shop that would become Adam's candy and a family picture. Sam didn't look older then 5, Dean stood surprisingly taller than Sam and a boy younger then Sam stood between them a ball cap on his head. Behind them were two older people a man and a woman. Those had to be his parents.

"I'm guessing that's Adam?" Gabe asked looking up at Sam who was slowly approaching Gabe and the bed.

"Yeah… he died when he was 21. He went hiking with Dean and I, we both fell down into a Chasm. I was lucky and didn't land on to many rocks but it took several hours to get me and Adam out. Adam died of internal bleeding and massive brain damage. I only got this," He pointed to a huge scar that stretched to a few inches below his nipple to just above his hip bone, "That's how Dean and Cas met."

"Yeah I remember that night. Cas was called into the ER at 2am. He didn't come back till almost 8PM." Gabriel gulped and looked up into Sam's hazel eyes that, even though the color had not changed, looked darker.

"Cas saved my life. He's kinda young to be a doctor don't you think?" Sam asked but Gabe knew it wouldn't matter if he answered or not, Sam wouldn't hear him. He had the look of a man that was being forced to relive the worst moment of his life. And the more Gabriel stared he realized it had to be Sam's worst day; to be stuck down a chasm, being able to yell up to Dean for help and Adam probably only a few feet away but no way to help him. Sam was slowly forced to watch his younger brother die and he had a near brush with death himself. Gabe also understood it would never matter how much time passed; it could be ten years or two short years, Sam would always feel that same pain from that day. "And now I have to live a life for my brother and myself…he lives in me…he is part of me."Sam traced his fingers over the scar tears pooling in his eyes, seeing things from his memories that Gabe desperately wished he could take from the hurting man in front of him

"Sam," Gabe said quietly reaching his hand slowly out to the man beside him, resting on his now shaking shoulders. Sam crawled up on his knees, grabbed Gabe around the middle and dragged him to the center of the bed with him. Sam lay curled against Gabe's side shaking with sobs he didn't seem to be able to stop from escaping him. His head lay against Gabe's bare chest one arm still wrapped around his waist, "I wish I could make it all better for you." Gabe mumbled this over and over into Sam's brown hair until he stopped shaking and crying.

"Will you please stay?" Sam whispered his voice still shaking as if he was about to be taken over by

"Of course Sam." Gabriel said gently, squeezing the tall man that lay in his arms. Cas is going to be livid I'm still in my work cloths. But hey I look ok. As long as I don't wear the bright ass bowtie and vest I should be able to get away with it. Let's just hope that Dean doesn't come home unexpectedly

"Hey Gabe," Sam said his voice sleepy.

"Yeah?" Gabe asked keeping his voice low and looked down at Sam. His eyes were closed and he had a small smile on his lips.

"Thank you for," Sam said though a yawn pulling himself closer to Gabe, draping a leg over both of his, "Being here with me."

"Any time you need me." Gabe said back though a yawn. He would just rest his eyes for a moment.

X X X

"Hello?" Sam's groggy voice said jerking Gabe from the nap he hadn't intended to take. Sam had a phone close to his ear a frown on his face, "Yeah he's here with me, here." Sam handed Gabe the phone.

"Hello?" Gabe said into the smart phone rubbing the sleep out of his eyes.

"WHY HAVENT YOU BEEN PICKING UP YOUR PHONE?" Cas' worried and exasperated voice replied

"I accidently left my phone in my car. I've been at Sam's and Dean's." Gabe replied sitting up in bed and looking over to Sam who was stretching. He reached over and flicked on the bedside lamp.

"I hope you mean you and Sam are leaving their place Gabe. You both were supposed to be here ten minutes ago." Cas exclaimed exasperated.

"Give us five more minutes and we will be leaving." Gabe hung up the phone and looked over to the half-asleep man sitting up by him.

"You have five minutes to get dressed. We are already running late." Gabe handed the phone back to Sam who's eyes widened.

"Dean is going to murder me!" Sam exclaimed jumping off the bed, shoving his pants off and ran into his closet.

"I think cas will be more angry." Gabe grumbled rolling out of the bed and grabbing his discarded light blue shirt.

"You don't know how Dean is with people being on time." Sam retorted shoving his white undershirt into his black dress pants.

"I've had two plus hours to go home and change Sam. You aren't showing up in dark blue pants and a light blue button down that you can tell I wore to work the day before. Another plus I haven't seen my parents in over 2 years now." Gabe was pulling his belt tight. Looking up at Sam as he straightened his tie, he couldn't help but suck a breath in. This man has to be some kind of god that was sent down to earth for some reason.

"What?" Sam asked his hazel eyes crinkling with the smile that filled his lips.

"You look so…handsome." Gabe whispered trying to keep the awe out of his voice.

"Gabe…I'm not the handsome one here. I have to wear a $400 dollar suite to even get you to suck in a breath at the sight of me," he turned away from the mirror that he had been using and walked to Gabe cupping his face lightly between his hands, "When I look at you, I feel like I can't breathe. I don't ever want to look away from you."

Gabe felt his face grow hot, "From what I remember I was the one who kissed you first," He smiled lightly, brushed his lips against Sam's then turned away from him, "Come on we have a dinner to get to."
X X X

They got to the restaurant ten minutes before 8. Gabe had held Sam's hand the whole way there and felt slightly empty as Sam pulled his hand out of Gabe's before they walked into the restaurant.

"Why are you in your work clothes?" Cas hissed marching up to Gabe grabbing his arms.

"I was with Sam. He was talking-" Gabe started to explain

"I fucking swear, you whore around with Sam like you did with my last ex cousin I will cut your body to tiny pieces. I will then feed said pieces into a mulcher," Cas grip getting tighter, anger full in his eyes, Gabe hadn't seen his brother this angry since 10th grade when Gabe had accidently on purpose stole his boyfriend, "once you are mulch ill feed you to pigs and wait for you to become shit. I'll gather up all the shit and bury you that way. It will be an open fucking casket too and no one will be there but me because I will have shown everyone what a true piece of shit you are."

"For fucks sake," Gabe said wrenching out of his brother's grip and shoving him away, "Get a fucking grip you spaz maniac." But Gabe had a small smile on his lips. Cas really cares about Dean…

"Gabe," His mother's voice carried over to him. Turning away from his brother, he smiled at his mom. The beginning of the dinner went smoothly; hell Gabe even liked Sam and Dean's parents. Gabe laughed here and there a huge smile on his face and he felt like his nerve ends were on fire. Sam ended up sitting next to him and Gabe was pretty sure he kept purposely brushing his arm against his, kept biting his own lip whenever he caught Gabe staring at him. But Gabe could also still see the sadness in his eyes. He may be secretly flirting with Gabe, but Sam's mind was elsewhere.

With a slight chill up his spine, he realized what it was. He was in the Chasm with Adam.

"Sam," Gabe mumbled and rested his hand on his knee making Sam jump. But doing so also got a swift hard kick in his shin from Cas who was sitting directly across from him.

Everything was going well mostly, even with the constant glairs from his brother. Three fourths through dinner Sam reached over and took Gabe's hand squeezing tightly. Frowning he looked over at Sam.

He opened his mouth to ask him what was going on when Dean cleared his thought and began to talk to the table, "It's nice to see you both again Mr. and Miss. Novak," Gabe's parents smiled, "Mom dad I'm so grateful everyone could be here….we wanted to tell everyone all at once." Dean looked over at Cas a soft smile on his usually hard face

"Dean and I are getting married." Cas said a huge smile on his face. Congratulations came quick and fast from everyone around the table; but Sam's grip only got tighter.

"Dean I don't mean to be rude," Sam said after everyone finished congratulating them, "But I have early meetings with Mrs. Gordon tomorrow." His voice was calm like nothing was wrong but Gabe could feel him shaking even if it was slight and how tight he was squeezing his hand.

"Yeah," Dean's smile faltered slightly, "Do you mind if I talk to Gabe before you go?"

"No not at all." Sam said releasing Gabe's hand. Blood rushed back into Gabe's numb fingers.

Standing up Gabe followed Dean away from the table. Both men stood out of ear shot of the table, "Can you do me a favor? Really two?" Dean asked his eyes still on Sam

"What do you need boss?" Gabe asked

"This is a non-work thing, this is I already promised Cas I would be with him tonight but I can't leave Sam alone the way he is so can you stay at our house tonight?" Dean was now looking down at Gabe as if he was asking him for the world, "And if he asks to see…Adam…can you…take him to the Clovis Cemetery District?"

"Yeah no problem." Gabe said then asked, "Why are you asking me to do this? Why not your parents?"

"Cause I know my brother. He trusts you and seems to like you. But I would be careful with him. He has a crazy ex and I'm pretty sure Cas would murder you where you stood if you two started dating." Dean answered offering Gabe a small smile.

AN: Hope you guys liked chapter 4 :D PLEASE GIVE ME REVIEWS. If i like your review I'll write a small story for you :)