The Love of A God ~
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summary: Syaoran is The God of Lust—not "the"—but "The" God of Lust. Blessed with the job to pleasure others and greats looks, no one can complain. He's always had everything his way, it's not his fault that he's so attractive and charming. No one can resist this God's lust waves...or that's what everyone thought until he met a certain mortal. Syaoran's world of lust and sex quickly begins to unravel, because for the first time ever, this God wants to understand the true emotion that everyone calls: Love.
disclaimer: I do not, I repeat, I DO NOT own any characters from CCS (: They belong to CLAMP! But I do, however, own the rest of the characters in this story :D
"Ria," Nina continued to carry the angel on her shoulder as she climbed the winding staircase up the tower to Sakura's room at the top. "You're awake, aren't you?" Saria opened her eyes, but remained still, answering quietly, "Yeah." Nina stopped abruptly before letting Saria down. Saria leaned against the wall before looking back to Nina who was staring over the edge of the rail-less staircase.
"What are you planning now?" She crossed her arms, the usual foolish and cheerful gleam in her brown eyes gone.
"You heard it in Yue's voice." Nina's eyes narrowed as she began to climb the stairs again, taking her time so that she and Saria could talk, "I need you to find something that would stall him and Touya." No emotion crossed Saria's face as she followed her friend who she had grown up with like a sister.
"Yukito's already on it. He doesn't want anything to happen to Sakura either." Saria glanced down to see angels flying back and forth through the corridors at the bottom of the staircase, "Starting tomorrow, she will be tested for immortality."
"I don't go back on my word." Nina kept her eyes down, watching her feet take every step that led her further up the staircase and closer to the door that Sakura was behind, "Even if she is half immortal, her other half is still human. If she isn't strong enough, her soul will encase itself within the tree." There was a flash of concern in Saria's eyes as she unconsciously crossed her arms and muttered quietly, "She'll never be able to move on. Her soul will only continue to slumber for eternity."
"And it'll be as if she never existed." Nina added before stopping in her tracks and turning to look back to Saria. "You've tasted the presence that she gives off. Even if she is just a normal human, when she dies, her soul will have enough power to surpass that of an angel's. Her death as a mortal will result in the birth of a new Goddess." Saria sighed before shaking her head, "Answer the real question, Nina. Are you going to tell her about this situation? Or not?"
Nina turned back to face her friend, "You already know my answer."
"SA-KU-RAAAA!" Saria grinned widely and lunged to give Sakura a huge bear hug as soon as the door opened.
"Wah!" Sakura blurted as the two of them fell back. She squeezed her eyes shut and waited to feel her back crashing into the ground when instead, she found herself in an awkwardly tilted position. Sakura glanced behind the giggling Saria's shoulder to see Nina grasping onto the cloth on Saria's back with a vein popping on her forehead. Nina yanked Saria back into balance, saving Sakura as well before Saria let go of Sakura and bounced up and down excitedly.
"Hey, Nina, Saria. Come on in," She smiled gently and stepped aside to let the two angels into her room.
"Whoa...who would've thought?" Saria whistled lowly after Nina shoved her into the room.
"That Touya has a heart? I know." Nina snorted before Sakura smiled a small smile back at the two of them. Saria noticed the magazines on Sakura's bed and immediately squealed, rushing over to flop on Sakura's bed as she grabbed them when Sakura noticed her the small and light colored scars on her arms. Her eyes widened in confusion as she hurried over to Saria's side, blurting out her concern for the angel that saved her from getting hurt, "Saria—your arm! Are you all right?"
"Huhwha?" Saria glanced up from the magazines as Sakura took her arm gently into her hands.
"You saved me when we were in the Infirmary, remember?" Sakura looked back up into Saria's bright brown eyes.
"You don't have to worry about that, Saku." Saria's eyes suddenly soften as a gentle smile fell upon her face when Sakura looked back to her with doubt.
"We're angels; something like glass cuts won't harm us." Nina spoke up quietly making Sakura look back over to her. Nina was already sitting in the comfy chair at her desk, sliding her finger across the surface of the desk as if she was checking for dust. Sakura raised a confused brow before Nina answered nonchalantly, "Rosewood. It's a very pretty color in my opinion." Saria rolled her eyes and then cast her attention back down to the magazine, muttering to herself, "Such a subtle subject changer."
"Eh?" Sakura glanced back to Saria before Saria smiled widely, "Nina doesn't want to explain, so I'll tell you how it works."
"How what works?" Sakura's emerald green eyes flickered with curiosity as Saria turned onto her back and held the book above her.
"Angel Healing Abilities." Saria frowned at the picture of the model holding a glass of milk with a white mustache.
"Angel Healing Abilities?" Sakura's eyes widen and Saria nodded her head as she flipped the page.
"You see, Saku, the rate that an angel heals depends on the purity of the angel." Saria raised a brow in amusement when she flipped the page and landed on a hot guy without his shirt on. Sakura tilted her head slightly as a habit, "The purity of an angel..." before turning glancing over to Nina who was still studying the rosewood with sharp eyes. Nina immediately looked back to her as soon as Sakura looked over to her.
"The purity of an angel is based upon the angel's body." Nina swiftly got out of the chair and took a quick stretch before walking over to Sakura and Saria.
"On the angel's body?" Sakura repeated, sounding like a broken doll that only repeated part of sentences.
"Yes. The angel's body." Saria flipped over onto her stomach and giggled, totally immersed in the human magazine.
"How so?" Sakura raised a brow before the edges of Nina's lips twitched upwards.
"You're so funny," She chuckled before crossing her arms.
"I'm so sorry that I'm so dense," Sakura pouted slightly, sarcasm biting her words before Saria glanced up from the book.
"Ooooh, looks like Saku's got some sass in her too!" She giggled and nudged Sakura lightly.
"Please just explain already." Sakura sighed before Nina ran a hand through her long, straight black hair, "It's quite simple—and obvious—my princess. By purity of the body, all we mean is the angel's virginity and their sexual life." Sakura's eyes widened twice the size of normal and her cheeks immediately turned red before she looked down at her feet in embarrassment, muttering a quiet, "Oh."
"Oh. Is just right." Saria laughed before sitting up next to Sakura, "It's very easy to tell how pure an angel is with a just a small cut." She lifted her arm out for Sakura to look at the small scars that were nearly gone already. Sakura's eyes widened even more before she glanced back and forth between Nina and Saria in utter shock. Saria smiled a little more humbly before explaining, "You see? Any angel with remaining scars, no matter how light or how small or how quick it heals is no longer a virgin." Sakura didn't fail to catch the sorrow that flashed across Saria's eyes.
"Saria...? Are you all right?" Sakura reached out and gently touched Saria on the arm.
"Uh—yeah! Totally!" The happy gleam returned her brown eyes and she chuckled as if nothing was wrong.
"How does sexual life come into this?" She blurted it out, trying to clear Saria's mind of whatever sad thoughts she had, but then she realized that her question would only worsen the situation for Saria. But to her surprise, Saria answered enthusiastically, "That actually depends on the angel, too. If they're not a virgin, because they are with their mate, then they'll heal like me—an angel who's not a virgin, but does have sex or had sex."
"So, if they aren't a virgin, but they have many sexual relationship with others—" Sakura looked over to Nina who's eyes darkened as she answered Sakura. "It will take a longer time to heal and scars will be left behind for months." Sakura blushed lightly before asking shyly, "Is that what Syaoran goes through, too?" Nina's eyes flickered dangerously at the thought of the shamelessly stupid god of lust before sighing in what seemed like disappointment, "No. He's a God, so it's slightly different. Only slightly though."
"Oh...then, um, uh, how do virgin angels heal?" Sakura wondered out loud before Nina uncrossed her arms and shifted to grab something at her belt.
"Like this." Sakura looked up to see Nina swiftly slice her wrist open. She gasped as everything happened within the blink of an eye. In less than a second, the blood that dripped off of Nina's wrist suddenly flew back up as if time was rewinding itself. The drop of blood collected its trail and slipped right back into the slit on Nina's wrist along with the small droplets from the blade of the small dagger that Nina had used. Then the slit completely closed and disappeared as if she had never cut herself. Sakura's jaw hung open and she stared back at Nina, completely flabbergasted. It was like watching a movie play in slow motion.
"That—That's—Oh my god..." Sakura shut her mouth and just glanced back at Saria who was also shocked speechless.
"Don't be so shocked," Nina chuckled before Sakura gulped, "Sorry-it's just...wow."
"Yeah, Nina, Saku's right. I'm still shocked everytime I see that too." Saria shook her head to clear her mind before giggling, "I mean, there's not many angels like you nowadays." Sakura quickly turned her attention to Saria in surprise, "Really?"
"Mmhmm," Saria was still watching Nina, "Not even a single drop of blood may be spared from a true pure angel."
"There are five classes of angels." Nina answered Sakura's question before she could even ask it.
"Under Gods and Goddesses, right?" Sakura wasted no time to ask the second question.
"Yup," Saria grinned as she quickly hopped off of Sakura's bed to nudge Nina in the arm, who crossed her arms again before shaking her head lightly with a small smile, "All right, let's start from the very beginning."
"Ah~~Ah~~Ahh~~Augh—" The woman's disgruntled groan from behind the large elaborate doors seemed to startle the beautiful blonde woman who was sitting in the armchair that was next to the doors.
"Syao, where are you—Syao! Wait—you didn't finish—Syao!" The blonde frowned and straightened up as the doors burst opened roughly and the young lust god stepped out, ruffling his chocolate brown as he glanced down the hall to his left before turning to see her wide eyed and still in her seat.
"Monica, where's Kai?" He frowned as he tightened the knot on his loose robes.
"KG?" Monica blinked a couple of times, trying to remember where her twin brother had went.
"Tell him to finish up for me." Syaoran sighed and ran a hand through his hair again before heading down the hall.
"Oh, Eriol sent him on an errand. He won't be back any time soon." Monica replied quickly, surprised at her role model's distractedness.
"Ugh." Syaoran stopped in the middle of the hall and rubbed his temples with one hand. After a moment he sighed and waved a hand to her, "Then you finish up for me. I can't think straight right now." Monica's jaw dropped before she glared at his back, blurting, "No! Find someone else to screw her yourself!" Syaoran only shook his head as he continued towards his quarters, "You do that, Monica." The angel in training groaned and flicked her teacher off before stomping off in the other direction in search of another angel to finish the deed.
While Syaoran headed into his room and closed the door behind him before heading over to plop down into the luxurious cream-colored love seat. He leaned back before sighing out loud and rubbing his temples again as he closed his eyes. For some reason, he just felt so out of it. He couldn't seem to get what Yue told him out of his mind. How could he have said that so easily? Yue made it sound as if Sakura's life didn't even matter...and Syaoran couldn't understand why it bugged the hell out of him when he heard Yue address Sakura so carelessly.
He grunted and shifted to get more comfortable. Something was definitely wrong with him, because for the first time in his entire life, he couldn't focus while having sex. He couldn't function right after he left Touya's place and he was sure that even Monica, as oblivious as she is, noticed the sudden difference in him. Syaoran opened his eyes before glancing around his large room before noticing how tired he felt, which was odd, because sex always gave him energy. He sat up and stretched, groaning; it was probably because he stopped half way and the random woman got pissed.
The young lust god pushed himself up onto his feet before sauntering over to the massive glass window-like door that led out to his big balcony. He watched the setting sun and let his thoughts linger to try and distract himself. But it turned out difficult, because he found them slipping back to the human girl named Sakura that may possibly be half immortal. He tried to fight them back by thinking about the fact that she was most likely going to die anyways, but that single thought triggered his heart to beat a mile a second. He sighed out loud and leaned onto the clear glass, resting his head against the colder surface before surrendering to his thoughts completely.
What if the girl didn't die? What is she survived? What would happen then? Would she get the privilege of living here with the angels and gods? Or would she be forced to go back to Earth? What if she wanted to go back? Would he ever see her again? Would he have to wait until she died a human before meeting her soul as an angel? But if she was only half mortal, would that mean that he had to wait longer before he saw her again if she chose to return to her homeland? Syaoran closed his eyes and shook his head before looking back out to the pink and orange sunset again. He was going in circles. Only time would be able to answer any of his questions anyways.
He sighed sliding the window open and stepping out onto his balcony. A gentle breeze blew passed him and he took a deep breath before walking over to the end to look over the stone rail. The garden down below was still as beautiful as ever. Flowers in full bloom, bushes neatly trimmed, and trees standing up right as if to greet him. He studied his reflection over the water fountain, wondering if he should go back and finish having sex with the woman from before when the thought of the pretty human girl re-entered his mind again.
The way the sunlight had caught in her emerald eyes and her light honey-dew colored hair that fell graciously onto her shoulders like an elegant waterfall. He wondered what it would feel like to run his hand through it. She was so meek and shy, it was kind of cute. The beauty lingered around in the back of his mind for a moment longer before he noticed that his reflection was smiling back up at him. Syaoran blinked and his reflection suddenly looked puzzled before he quickly straightened up and stepped back and away from what he had just seen. What was going on? Since when did The Lust God stare off into the distance thinking about some girl that he had just met? Especially when she was a human, too!
"You called?" A sudden voice startled him out of his battling thoughts and he whipped around to find the male version of Monica leaning against the doorway frame.
"Kai," Syaoran cleared his throat and straightened up before crossing his arms. "Yeah, I did. Where were you?" He watched his favorite student slump in what seemed like sudden irritation. Kai rolled his icy grey eyes and scratched the back of his head, clicking his tongue in annoyance, "Stupid Eriol made me run errands the whole day today just because I whistled at Tomo-chan when she came to visit." Syaoran chuckled before shaking his head and uncrossing his arms, walking over to where Kai was.
"Anyways, Monica said that you wanted me." Kai grinned and turned to let Syaoran back into his room.
"Did she not tell you?" He frowned before Kai shrugged, "She was painting her nails. And you know how much concentration she needs while doing that. " Syaoran rolled his eyes before heading over to nearest arm chair.
"I just wanted you to finish up that lady in the first guest room, if she hadn't left yet." The god yawned and slowly settled into the arm chair while the blonde angel's jaw dropped in complete shock. Syaoran glanced at him before sending him a frowning glare, "What?" Kai closed his mouth and opened it before closing it again, not able to muster out any word to describe what he was thinking. Syaoran lowered his eyes and sent him a deathly warning before Kai stopped and quickly stammered out, "You-You wanted me to what?"
"I swear, I'm going to kill you. Some day. With my bare hands." Syaoran slowly balled his hand into a fist, cracking his knuckles before Kai frowned, challenging, "You can't do that, 'cause then you won't have anyone to finish up that lady for you." The words had just left Kai's lips when the lust god grabbed the vase beside him and threw it with tremendous force at the angel before him within a blink of an eye. Kai caught it with ease before setting it onto the wooden stand beside him and crossing his arms.
"Really, tell me what's up, Syaoran. Man to man." He raised a brow before Syaoran sighed in disbelief. Even though Kai was his student, he couldn't deny that he was his best man other than Eriol. Syaoran let his head fall back before groaning, "Everything is up today. Nothing's going right. I'm tired and I can't stop thinking." He explained in short sentences, careful not to mention anything about Sakura, who was still floating around in his mind.
"Dude," Kai shook his head and chuckled before uncrossing his arms, "What you need is a night to scope out hot ladies. And I think that night should be tonight. I'll fly around with you. Help clear your mind a little, yeah?" Syaoran slumped into the armchair before looking back over to Kai who shrugged with a raised brow, waiting for his answer.
"KG! Where the fuck are you? Is she still waiting? Hurry up and do your god damn job!" Monica's voice boomed from somewhere behind the walls before Kai cringed.
"Damn women, so demanding these days." Kai mumbled sourly to himself before Syaoran chuckled and Kai turned back to him, "So?"
"Yeah, I'm up for it." Syaoran nodded before Kai nodded, "Good, Man, I'll see you in a bit after I finish up that lady for you." Kai smirked as he walked to the door when Syaoran sent him another dangerous look.
"Dude, chill, it was a joke. Just between you and me. And, well, Monica and the dumb woman's the only other one that knows about this whole thing with you not finishing your business." Kai laughed as Syaoran scoffed, "Shut up, Ass." Kai only laughed louder and saluted him before closing the door behind him. Syaoran only shook his head, sighing as he looked out the window when he felt a chill creep into his room. Kai had left the sliding window-like door opened.
"Stupid, Dumbass." Syaoran muttered to himself before getting up and closing the door. Then he stretched before heading over to his changing room to prepare for the nighting scope.
~note: *sigh* Okay, I'm sorry for the long wait. I am. Kind of. Truth is, somethings happened and right now, I'm hitting a lot of bumps in the road. So, please forgive me for taking so long to update! I hope you liked this chapter, because, really, it was kind of hard to write. I was having problems, not with the story, but as in problems that were tearing down my motivation to write. But now, things are starting to look okay, so I was able to finish the chapter! Hope you guys enjoyed it and please leave a review! (: And I've decided that I'll write this at the end of each chapter:
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