Ok, so I decided that instead of putting _ _ _ _, I'll actually put a name :P

So now her name is Olivia Somers

Anyways, on with the story :))


Olivia's POV
So I met the rest of cast, and I couldn't help but feel that I'm finally accepted… I got to know everybody better and it's like we've all known each other forever, like I grew up with them, I can finally feel happy but then reality hit and I remembered when I get home all of this happiness inside of me will be gone, vanish even, that I would be in pain, I would scream and cry, but no one will hear me… not even Chaz. Christian must've noticed I was oddly quiet, "you ok?" he whispered in my ear, while everyone else was chatting about Justin's tour and everything I can't talk along with. "Yea…" I lied, and I think he could tell because he told Chaz and the others that we would just take a walk around the school. Once were far enough he started talking, "ok, what's up?" "Nothing, I told you I was fine…" I said in a monotone "lies, look, I may have known you for only a few hours but I could tell that you're a terrible liar, so spill" he was right, I was a terrible liar, that's why I never lie, people could always tell when I do, I sighed "fine… but not here, not now… just meet me at the park at 8, I'll be underneath a huge tree, ok? I promise I'll tell you what's up." He returned with a sigh and a nod, I smiled, a genuine one and he responded with a smile. He was about to say something but was cut off by the bell and I was secretly happy he was too, but of course I didn't tell him, I just hugged him and waved bye then I was off to my next class.

After School

I was walking back to my house, oblivious of what's about to happen, thinking if she's home, if she's drunk, if I walk through the front door and she attacks me, thinking of the worst that could happen to me. My train of thoughts was interrupted by a person calling out my name "Livi! Olivia!" a familiar voice shouted, I responded by turning around and to my surprise it was Christian, what was he doing here? When he caught up to me he was trying to catch his breath, from my perspective it was pretty funny; when he finally caught his breath he started to speak "hey, I just walking to my house when I saw you, your house this way too?" he questioned, "yup," I smiled "just a few more blocks, just wondering, is your house this semi-big house painted white with a black Range Rover and a moving truck in front of it?" I replied him with a question; "Yea… how do you know?" he was unsure of what to say, I just giggled "I live next door to you, silly" telling him the answer to his question, "or maybe you're a stalker and you're not really Chaz's sister, that you just found out and lied about everything" he faked a gasp; by now I was laughing with Chris joining me "you psycho" I said between laughs. We finally stopped laughing "why don't we just go to the park now?" he asked suddenly, I was pretty hesitant about answering, but in the end I just agreed. When we arrived, we sat down on the tree I was talking about and everything just fell into silence. Thankfully he didn't rush, "look," I started "I'm not really good at this whole ' I have a friend I can tell things to', so I don't really know where to start" I said truthfully, he smiled, I guess he knew I was trying "well, why don't you start with what you were thinking about back there at lunch?" he responded, I sighed "I was thinking how happy I was to finally have friends who I can actually talk to and who I can hang out with, but of course you can't stay in la-la land forever, reality hit me and reminded me when I go home, the happiness inside me would vanish and be replaced by pain and misery. I just know when I walk through that front door, I would be attacked by a monster I once called my mother." By now, salty water was threatening to crawl out of my eyes and down my cheeks. One eventually slipped, but Christian, being the gentleman he is, wiped it with the tip of his thumb "Livi," I loved how he gave me this small nickname "I promise, no matter what, I will keep you safe" he responded to my sad thoughts, while keeping the emphasis on the 'will' "don't make promises you can't keep…"I replied, my voice full of sadness, he replied with a sigh. Silence, once again, fell upon us, I guess we both started thinking but then Christian started grinning at me, I gave him a puzzled look; he stood up and put his hands in front of me, signaling me to take so he could help me up, which I gladly did. "Why are you suddenly Mr. Smiley?" I asked sarcastically, he instantly fell into laughing and I joined him, when he caught his breath he started speaking "Livi…"


Oooooo, a cliffhanger… hoped you like Olivia's POV , I worked really hard on it, considering I'm really busy why school, but eventually found time to write in my notebook from time to time when I'm not doing anything...

Please review, it would mean so much to me! :)

P.S. have you heard of the band called One Direction? I absolutely love them… I've been with them from the start, from the X-Factor video diaries to their world tour, obviously around the world :P

I went to one of their concerts AND OMG! THEY WERE AMAYZING! NIALL EVEN HUGGED ME AND KISSED MY CHEEK! LIAM CALLED ME BEAUTIFUL! AND ZAYN, LOUIS, AND HARRY CALLED MY 'LOVE' AND HUGGED ME AND KISSED MY CHEEK! AHHHHH! (sorry for my fan-girling :P) love them…

And from Harry's words "Our fans aren't obsessed, they're dedicated" he couldn't get any more sweet

To be honest, i like Niall and Louis and i mean like a crush... but i love them all individually and it breaks my heart that i'm just another fan to them.

I still wish they were still our little secret... one small family of directioners. But i'm proud of them for following their dreams

Always have and always be a Directioner :) love you boys, never change... and remember, YOU guys are beautiful :))

-kyra :))