Hi, hi! Here's the next chappi! Sam confesses her crush on Carly! OMG! But only in her diary...
Okay, this isn't the best chapter in the world, but I was at a loss as to how to introduce the main plot. I hope this isn't too disappointing. It'll get better, I promise. Well, reviews keep me going! Thanks to y'all who reviewed! Heartbrake Angel, I hate Jack too. I was hoping for a seriously unlikable person and yay! I succeeded! He's a total jerkwad! Whoot!
9/28/04
Sunday was spent at Carly's. Carls did her homework and I watched her.
I love watching her. She's so pretty, so mesmerizing.
Okay, I admit I'm totally in love with my best friend. But it doesn't interfere with our friendship.
I don't think.
Anyways, we had school today. God, it pissed me off so much. This boy kept messing with Carly. He kept flirting with her and at first, she flirted back. But then he whispered something in her ear and she got real offended. She told him to leave her alone and he wouldn't! He kept trying to flirt with her.
When he pushed her against the lockers and kissed her, I lost it. I grabbed him by the scruff of his neck, digging my nails into him as deep as I could.
"You leave Carly Shay the fuck alone now. Mess with her again and you'll regret it." I dropped him and he ran off.
Carls said I went too far with that one. She said she could've handled it herself. It didn't look like she could. And no one messes with my Carly. No one.
Sam
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Shit. I've done something terrible. Well, I don't think it's terrible, but unfortunately, the rest of the world doesn't share my views.
I'm sitting in a back alley covered in blood. I can't go home and I can't go to Carly's. I only have my diary cause I was on my way to Carly's.
I can't really remember what happened. Only that I 'woke up' in a puddle of blood and got as far away from the corpse as possible.
God damn it. My head hurts so much. I know I killed that boy. I know I did. Honestly, I don't care that I did. I wanted him dead.
It's been ten minutes since that last sentence. My memory's slowly coming back. That jerk-boy tried to get Carly alone after school. Actually, I think he caught her on her way home. She told me he tried to rape her, but a police officer stopped him. I think that set me off. Like I said, no one touches my Carly Shay.
I think I tracked him down. Stalked him. Got him alone in an alley. And I vaguely remember beating the shit outta him.
I'm smiling now. I remember everything perfectly. He whacked me hard against the head, that's why it took me an hour to remember. But I do. I remember every little detail. From his screams of agony to his pleadings for me to spare his life, to his head splitting against the concrete.
He hurt my Carly. I had to punish him. It's justice. Carly can't sleep at night with him alive. Now he is no longer and she'll sleep in peace.
I'm back at my house.
I had waited three or four hours before leaving that little alley I had found. Police had come by and even with their dogs they were too stupid to find me. Luckily, no one saw anything. I guess I'm off the hook.
Which is good. I can't get sent to Juvie again and leave Carls. I've been in Juvie twice. Once when I was eleven for kicking the shit out of this boy. He called Carly fat and that made her cry. I almost killed him. Would have if the teacher didn't pull me off him. And the second time was last year for breaking and entering. I don't even remember why I did that. I think some punk dared me to and I figured why not.
Anyways, I'm glad the kid's dead. And I'm glad I was the one who killed him. I could get used to this, though. There are a lot of people who mess with Carly and I hold myself back 'cause I don't want to get caught and lose her. But I've always wanted to punish them for hurting her. And now that I know I can get away with it, why hold back?
Well, I'm pretty tired. So sleep is a definite now. I'm actually looking forward to school tomorrow. I wanna see Carly's face when she realizes he's been punished for hurting her. That he's gone forever and can't hurt her ever again. That my Carly will always be safe as long as I'm with her.
Sam
