I AM SORRY
GOMEN'NASAI
No, I'll say it formally. I'm sorry guys! I got distracted and I'm really busy nowadays.
Sorry!
-AwkwardRat/Chloe
I don't care...I don't care...
The words I thought through...I don't care.
I'm in the HTT clubroom. Yui and Mugi are EXTREMELY close, near to skin ship. Mugi was (trying) to feed Yui cake and Ritsu and Mio were at their at usual arguments. With me, I was at the table with Yui and Mugi. I was looking at my thighs, near to crying and I was trying to seem like I was okay 'n all but every few minutes, I felt a pair of eyes look at me when I look down.
Alas, someone spoke up...
"Mio! Ittai! Stop!"
"You gave the fan club a picture of me!"
"Wait, Wait... Isn't the atmosphere very heavy today?", Mio's fist came down for another strike, then noticing me, Yui and Mugi. Mio's fist unclenched before hitting Ritsu, Ritsu looked up in awe. "Hold on...", Mio walked up to me and whispered the words 'Take the chance to confess before they do...'
Mio knew me more than myself...I'm gonna confess. TOMORROW! That's it!
My head lifted up and Yui stood up and hugged me, but not glomping me. "Azusa-chan? Are you okay?", Yui asked, as my cheeks felt hot... But my head wasn't the only hot one. Ritsu, Mugi and Mio were amazed at how mature she sounded and acted, you could tell in their expressions. I sighed and pushed her away, "I'm fine.", Rolling my eyes as I caught sight of Yui smiling weakly.
"Let's practice!", Yui said as I walked over to Muttan, weakly. I never asked for her maturity, I never asked for her to change and yet she read the mood wrong. I heard faint words like 'Hai!' and 'You're the leader, private!' but it didn't matter, I only cared for how crazily cute she was back then...
After practice, Yui was blunt with them, on how they made mistakes. Mugi had pressed the wrong key and Ritsu did the wrong beat to the song. Mio and I were praised by Yui, how our guitar-playing was good but she noticed how my Muttan was off-tune.
I was walking back to class with Yui and I spotted the same shy face from the other day, Himeko.
"Hi Yui-chan.", She waved weakly and spoke and Yui responded with (Unconvincing smile of her's) a smile and a "Hello, Himeko-chan."
"Yui, You seem oddly...Normal.", Himeko asked with a blush as she moved a strand of her hair out of her face.
"I'm fine, just trying to mature a bit.", Yui remarked but I had sense of 'glow' from Himeko when she heard that. Himeko seemed more attracted into Yui and so did Mugi with her new attitude. Aloof, cool, smart and all things perfect. I didn't like it...
She's okay as herself and I wanted that to last forever. To change like that, it's heart-breaking... To see your loved one as different to when you first loved them.
We were walking home together, Ui was already home though. Yui was smiling, but not shining as always.
"Hey..."
"Eh?"
"Not cool...", I cried as I hugged her tightly. Yui seemed a bit panicked with her reaction, "Azusa-chan? What're you doing?"
"You're forcing yourself to this and... I don't want that.", I looked up, with tear-stained eyes.
"Azu-nyan!", Yui smiled, hugging me back.
This is it! The perfect timing!
"Yui-senpai!"
"Ehh?"
"I-I...I l-...", Come on Azusa! You can say it!
"I like how seriously you took practising though, consider that!", Azusa...You're weak...
Yui smiled and kissed my forehead, which nearly made me skyrocket into the sky.
"I will! Bye, Azu-nyan!", She ran to her street, leaving me in awe...
She kissed me...
Not on the lip...
Not on the cheek...
On the forehead.
Forehead kiss = Just friends...
Deep Forehead kiss = Deep affection.
When she kissed me, she pushed a bit into it...
YUI-SENPAI!
