Sweet Misery
Disclaimer: I do not own Inuyasha, or the Songs used in this Story.
Song: Everything I'm Not
Artist: The Veronicas
Song: Nobody Wins
Artist: The Veronicas
Song: When it All Falls Apart
Artist: The Veronicas
Song: 7 Things
Artist: Miley Cyrus
LAST TIME:
"No, my Boyfriend has done nothing. Good bye Kagura." Kagome said with an innocent smile.
"Well, you better-" Kagura's words were cut short by the door slamming in her face. Kagome smirked as she listened to Kagura's screams outside the door. "God that felt good." She stated out loud as she made her way towards the kitchen.
THIS TIME:
"No, my Boyfriend has done nothing. Good bye Kagura." Kagome said with an innocent smile.
"Well, you better-" Kagura's words were cut short by the door slamming in her face. Kagome smirked as she listened to Kagura's screams outside the door. "God that felt good." She stated out loud as she made her way towards the kitchen.
"What a little lier you are." Kagome jumped slightly and whirled around to come face to face with Sesshoumaru.
"How am I a lier?" Kagome asked, he arms crossing in front of her.
"You told her I wasn't here." He said with a shrug. "But yet, here I stand."
"To be fair, I didn't know you were here. Now, you can get the hell out of my house."
"Kagome. You miss me. I know you miss me, just as much as I miss you." Sesshoumaru moved away from the counted he was leaning on and took a few steps toward her.
"Stop. Just, stop! After everything you said to me, you want me to forgive you? You want me to forget, and just continue things how they were? Well, I'm sorry. That's something I can not, and will not do." Kagome told him, as she moved from in front of the doorway. "Now, Get out."
"I'm sorry! How many god damn times do I have to tell you!?" Sesshoumaru yelled.
Kagome never faltered. "When you actually mean it. Now go!"
Sesshoumaru stood for only a moment before storming past her. Kagome stood there in silence, flinching when she heard the door slam. "Fuck!" She yelled, slamming her fist against the wall.
"Kagome?" She heard Sangos voice floating from the Living room.
Kagome walked to the sink and ran cold water on her abused hand. "In here!"
Sango walked in followed by Rin and Ayame. "What the fuck did you do?" Ayame asked as she looked at Kagomes bruised hand.
"I punched the wall." She told them with a shrug.
"Why would you punch the wall?" Rin asked.
"Sesshoumaru." Was all Kagome said as she headed towards the doorway.
"Oh no, Ho. What did he do?" Sango said, blocking her path to freedom.
"He was here. He was all, "I know you miss me like I miss you.", "I'm sorry!", etcetera etcetera." Kagome said as she twisted her hand in the air.
"Did you forgive him?" The asked in union.
"No." Kagome told them simply.
"Why?" Sango asked.
"He was too cruel. The way he treated me these last three weeks, was unbearable to me, and he needs to know how that feels." Kagome said.
Sango stood there with her mouth open as Kagome shoved past her. "How long are you going to punish him?"
"Until he understands my pain. Until he understands how much I love him. Sango, you have no idea how hard it was for me to act like that to him. I almost broke down in tears, yelling at him like that. It's getting so hard to fake these feelings... And then Inuyasha was all, "Why not make our relationship real?" And the he told me he'd give me all the time I needed to get over Sesshoumaru." Kagome said as she closed her eyes, pinching the bridge of her nose.
"Wait. Rewind! What about Inuyasha?" Rin asked, staring at her like she grew two heads.
"Inuyasha came over, and I was crying, because I just got done arguing with Sesshoumaru for the first time today. And he asked me if I really felt how I told Sesshoumaru. I do, but it's not the same with Inuyasha as it is with Sesshoumaru. I can't get past my feelings for that arrogant man." Kagome said.
"Don't worry babe, we got this." Ayame said, as she placed her arm around Kagome.
"Yeah bitches! Now, let's go rock our fans." Rin said, her hand in a fist in front her.
Kagome smiled at her friends. She gave one nod of her head, and they made their way to the Garage.
Their equipment was already set up, waiting to be used. Kagome opened the door, and was surprised to see the crowd waiting for them. Word really traveled fast.... "Hey guys! Ready to rock?" Kagome yelled out.
The crowd roared with excitement. The girls took their places, and Kagome switched the Microphone on.
"This is called Everything I'm Not."
"Oh no,
Don't go changing. That's what you told me from the start. Thought you where something different, That's when it all just fell apart. Like you're so perfect, And I can't measure up. Well I'm not perfect, Just all messed up. I was losing myself to somebody else! But now I see.. I don't wanna pretend, So this is the end of you and me. Cause the girl, that you want, She was tearing us apart! Cause she's everything, Everything, I'm not. It's not like I need somebody, Telling me where I should go at night. Don't worry you'll find somebody, Someone to tell how to live their life. Cause your so perfect, And no one measures up. Yeah all by yourself, You're all messed up. I was losing myself to somebody else! But now I see.. I don't wanna pretend, So this is the end, of you and me. Cause the girl, that you want, She was tearing us apart! Cause she's everything, Everything, I'm not.. Now wait a minute. Because of you, I never knew all the things that I had. Hey don't you get it, I'm not going anywhere with you tonight, Cause this is my life. I was losing myself to somebody else, But now I see.. I don't wanna pretend, So this is the end of you and me. Cause the girl, that you want, She was tearing us apart! Cause she's was everything, Everything, I'm not. But now I see, I don't wanna pretend.. So this is the end, of you and me. Cause the girl that you want, she was tearing us apart! Cause she's everything, Everything, I'm not..." Kagome finished, with a smile. The crowd had grown, and the roars were intensifying.
"Alright guys! Do you wanna hear more!?" Kagome screamed. She laughed as the crowd was roaring with demand. "Alright! This one's called Nobody Wins."
"Hold your head up high,
You're never wrong.
Somewhere in the right, you belong.
You would rather fight, than walk away...
What a lonely way, to breathe the air.
What an unlovely way, to say you care.
Now we're too far gone, for me to save...
And I never thought that we'd come to this...
Maybe there's beauty in goodbye." Kagome sang
"Never turn around, you would rather fight, then you walk away." Sango sang
"There's just no reason left to try." Kagome sang.
"Now it's gone too far, look at where we are." Ayame sang.
"You push me away!
Another black day.
Let's count up the reasons to cry.
Look what you've missed, living like this,
Nobody wins..."Kagome sang.
"Nobody wins." Rin sang.
"Searching for the truth, in your eyes.
Found myself so lost, don't recognize,
The person now that you, you claim to be..
Don't know when to stop, or where to start.
You're just so caught up in who you are.
Now you're far too high, for me to see.
I'd never thought that we'd come to this...
Maybe there's beauty in goodbye..." Kagome sang
"Never turn around, you're about fly, then you walk away." Sango sang.
"There's just no reason left to try.." Kagome sang.
"Now it's gone too far, look at where we are." Ayame sang.
"You push me away!
Another black day.
Let's count up the reasons to cry.
Look what you've missed, living like this..
Nobody wins.." Kagome said.
"Nobody wins.." Rin sang.
"You never say you're sorry.
Try to tell me that you love me.
But don't - it's too late to take it there.
Maybe there's beauty in goodbye.." Kagome sang.
"Never turn around, you're about fly, then you walk away.." Sango sang.
"There's just no reason left to try." Kagome sang.
"Now it's gone too far, look at where we are." Ayame sang
You push me away!
Another black day.
Let's count up the reasons to cry..
Look what you've missed, living like this.
Nobody wins..." Kagome sang.
"Now it's gone too far, look at where we are..." Rin sang.
"You see, in a love Triangle, No one wins. But if it's a square, You're pretty much screwed.." Kagome said, looking from face to face in the crowd. Her eyes stopped on Sesshoumaru. "We're going to take a little break, and play a few more songs. See you guys in a few!" The girls jumped off the stage, and walked to fridge placed in the Garage. Grabbing bottles of water, they plopped down onto the sectional, wiping the sweat off their faces.
"That's a lot of people." Sango said, as she watched the crowd's chattering.
"Definitely." Rin said, her head resting on the back of the couch.
Kagome's phone played Lollipop by Framing Hanley, and she looked down. "Ugh." She flipped open her phone, and read the message.
"I'm sorry. Forgive me?" (Sesshoumaru)
"Not on your life." (Kagome)
"Why can't you get over this foolishness and just forgive me!?"
"What's the point? And why is it so foolish Sesshoumaru? Because it's not your idea of a fight? Well too damn bad, I can't forgive the way you treated me."
"How did I treat you? Like I was betrayed? Like you stabbed me in the back by dating the ONE person who is no good for you? "
"What makes him so bad for me? The fact that he has something you don't? Of the fact that, maybe, just this once, Inuyasha IS what's best for me, and you can't handle that? " No reply. "Ha." She wins. Two Sesshoumaru, One Kagome. Oh, this is getting interesting. Kagome looked up to see Sango, Rin, and Ayame staring at her. "What?"
"Who ya talkin' to?" Rin said, as she edged closer.
Kagome snapped her phone shut, and put it back in her pocket. "I was arguing with Sesshoumaru."
"Oh? Third times a charm?" Sango said, her delicate eyebrow raised.
"Three strikes and your out is more like it." Kagome said as she stood. "Ready?"
"Why the hell not?" Ayame said with one last stretch as she stood.
Rin just gave a groan as she stood. "I'm to old for this.."
They walked back to the equipment, and Sango slammed a chord on the guitar to get the crowds attention.
"This one's called, When everything Falls apart."
"I'm having the day from hell.
It wasn't going so well." Kagome sang.
"Before ya came!" Sango sang.
"And you told me you needed space,
With a kiss on the side my face." Kagome sang.
"Not a game." Rin sang.
"And not to mention,
The tears I've shed.
I should have kicked your," Kagome sang.
"Ass instead." Ayame sang.
"I need an invention,
Tension,
To stop this quenching and scream.
Cause baby,
Everything is effed up,
Straight from the heart.
Tell me what do you do,
When it all falls apart?
Gotta pick myself up, where do I start?
Cause I can't turn to you,
When it all falls apart,
No.
Don't know where I parked my car.
Don't know who my real friends are," Kagome sang.
"Any more!" Sango sang.
"I put my faith in you.
What a stupid thing to do." Kagome sang.
"I'm afraid to pause." Rin sang.
"And not to mention.." Kagome sang.
"I drank too much." Ayame sang.
"Feeling hung over." Kagome sang, her eyes roaming the crowd again.
"Out of touch." Sango sand.
"I need an invention,
Tension,
To stop this quenching and scream.
Cause baby,
Everything is effed up,
Straight from the heart.
Tell me what do you do,
When it all falls apart?
Gotta pick myself up, where do I start?
Cause I can't turn to you,
When it all falls apart,
No.
Can it be easier?
Can't I just change my life?
Cause it just seems to go bad every time.
Will love will be mended?
Another one ending,
Once again.
Everything is effed up,
Straight from the heart.
Tell me what do you do,
When it all falls apart?
Gotta pick myself up, where do I start?
Cause I can't turn to you,
When it all falls apart,
No.
Everything is effed up,
Straight from the heart.
Tell me what do you do,
When it all falls apart?
Gotta pick myself up, where do I start?
Cause I can't turn to you,
When it all falls apart,
No.
When it all falls apart?
No..
When it all falls apart?
No..
Everything is effed up,
Straight from the heart.
Tell me what do you do,
When it all falls apart?
Gotta pick myself up..." Kagome sang.
The crowd roared, and Sesshoumaru looked annoyed.
"Alright, last one guys!! This is called Seven Things!"
"Shah." Sango sang.
"Shah." Ayame sang.
"Shah." Rin sang.
"I probably shouldn't say this,
But at times I get so scared.
When I think about the previous,
Relationship we shared.
It was awesome,
But we lost it.
It's not possible for me,
Not to care..
And now we're standing in the rain,
But nothings ever gonna change until you hear,
My dear.
There's Seven things I hate about you!
There's seven thing that I hate about you.
Oh you..
You're vain!
You're games!
You're insecure!
You love me, You like her!
You made me laugh,
You made me cry.
I don't know which,
Side to buy!
Your friends their jerks,
When you act like them,
Just know it hurts.
I wanna be,
With the one I know.
And the seventh thing,
I hate the most that you do...
You make me love you.
It's awkward and it's silent,
as I wait for you to say,
What I need to hear now.
Your sincere apology.
When you mean it,
I'll believe it.
If you text it,
I'll delete it.
Let's be clear.
Oh I'm not coming back.
You're taking seven steps here.
There's Seven things I hate about you!
You're vain!
You're games!
You're insecure!
You love me, You like her!
You made me laugh,
You made me cry.
I don't know which,
Side to buy!
Your friends their jerks,
When you act like them,
Just know it hurts.
I wanna be,
With the one I know.
And the seventh thing,
I hate the most that you do...
You make me love you.
And compared to all the great things,
That would take to long to write,
I probably should mention,
The seven that I like...
There's seven things I like about you!
Your hair,
Your eyes,
Your own demise.
When we kiss,
I'm in decide.
You made me laugh,
You made me cry,
But I guess that's what I'll have to buy.
Your hand in mine,
When we're intertwined,
Every thing's all right!
I wanna be,
With the one I know.
And the seventh thing,
I like the most that you do...
You make me love you." Kagome sang, her eyes never left Sesshoumaru's.
"Shah." Sango sang.
"Shah." Rin sang.
"You do, oh.." Kagome sang. She saw someone standing behind Sesshoumaru. Inuyasha? He didn't look happy.
"La la la." Ayame sang.
As the crowd screamed for more, The girls walked to the opening of the garage, gave a bow, and closed the door. The let out sighs as the plopped down on their chairs.
"That was completely insane!" Sango said. "Did they leave?"
Rin stood and made her was to the windows on the garage door. Sliding over a stool, she climbed atop it and peered out. "Uh."
"Uh? What's uh? Rin?" Kagome asked, as she stood slowly.
"Sesshoumaru, Naraku, Onigumo, and Hakudoshi are the Uhs." Rin said.
"What about them?" Kagome asked, her eyes narrowing.
"Their outside. With their equipment. Looks like their gonna give a little preformance.." Rin said, as she turned her head to look at the other three gaping girls.
All right Loves, this is where I leave you. I'm so sorry for the wait on this!! I lost internet there for awhile. Be ready, the next chapter is going to get very interesting. I hope you enjoyed this. I wanted to make the character interaction longer than the songs, but it seems I might have failed. As always, I would appreciate the pretty little comments you all give.
With love,
Shameless Loser
