CHAPTER FOUR

Being pregnant is a bitch. My hormones are all over the place, one minute I am happy and the next I am crying. I am also getting a baby bump, and my friends and family are starting to notice

I was sitting on my bed on my bedroom, our parents came back from their trip about a week ago, with silent tears rolling down my face.

I was crying over everything, me being pregnant, Raph breaking up with me, the thought of losing the people I love so much, everything that I could think about I was crying about, like world hunger.

Ugh, I hate pregnancyI was brought out of my thoughts when I heard my door open, and in walked Jon. I looked at him and he looking right back at me.

We didn't say anything at first, he just walked over to me and sat down on my back, while bringing me into his chest. "Whats wrong baby girl" he asked after a while of being silent

"nothing, I am just being emotional, I will be fine" I said, he pulled me closer to him

"no you not Clary" he pulled away from me and stood up, looking down at me "You are eating more, you are more emotional, and you are getting bigger" I looked at him with more tears coming down my face

"Did you just call me fat" I cried out. Jon looked at me in panicked and sat down again, puking me back into his chest

"Shh, no Clary I didn't call you fat, I'm just saying that you are acting weird lately" I looked at him and sighed, he looks worried.

"I will tell you later ok? when I'm ready, i will tell all of you" I said, he was quite for a minute. A minute to long, if you ask me

"Ok...ok, but promise me you will tell me, swear by the angle" I smiled at him. Ever since we were little, we came up with this, instead of swearing to God, we say swear by the angle, and we always keep our promise when we say that. No matter what

Besides, I was going to have to tell them anyway, it's not like I can keep the baby a secret once it was here. I nodded my head at Jon, with the smile still on

"I swear by the angle"

The next morning

" Clary this is the third time you have said no, please just go with us tonight" pleads Izzy as Jon makes us all breakfast since our parents had to leave early in the morning.

"Izzy I can't" I said for like the hundreth time this morning. I looked at Alec, who was looking at my stomach.

"Alec" he looks up at me, I just give him a look that I hope says 'stop looking at my stomach'. he looks at Izzy, who is trying to talk to him.

I looked down at my stomach. I have a baby bump, my little baby is growing in there. I smiled and rubbed my stomach. I have a doctor's appointment next week, and I can't wait to see my little peanut.

I looked at Jace, who was laughing about somthing Jordan said, he is the father, I finally admitted it to myself that he is, ever since I seen Raph's hospital file. I haven't told Alec or Magnus any of it.

I was the one that got out into this mess, and I will be the only one to be in this mess. It might be a bitch move not to tell Jace that he is the father, but he had his whole life ahead of him, and I will be damn if I was the one to hold him back.

he was going off to college why the rest of them go, he is going to make a life for himself, and not have to worry about who's turn it is to change the baby's diaper.

I looked around the table, that all of my friend are sat at and felt years go to my eyes, I am not going to be able to go to college, or even finish highschool, I am going to be a single mother, taking care of a cold woke bring a child myself.

I can do this, my grandma, from my mom's side, left alot of money to me and Jon, before she died. I have over 5 thousand dollars on the bank. It's not alot to live on, but it is somthing that could get started.

I felt a hand on my thigh, and looked up at Jace "are you ok, you seem distracted lately"

I smiled up at him and put my hand over his, giving it a reassurance squeeze. "I'm find just tired" I said, which wasn't a lie, I was always tired lately.

"Go lay down then baby girl" he whisperes in my ear, while touching my ear lobe with his lips, making me wet down there. That's another thing that I hate about being pregnant, I get horny with just the slightest touch.

I looked at him, and he gave a gasp when he looks into my eyes, I was confused, before I remember my problem between my legs, and realize my eyes are probably filled with lust.

"yeah... um... I'm going to lay down" I whispered, looking into his honey colored eyes. I looked away and composed myself before standing up and walking up stairs.

what do you think about this chapter? so far the girls are winning the contest. The next chapter will come out when the reviews add up to 20. I am also wanting to know what you think the baby should be named.