La Li Ho~. I guess I have to apologize for my not updating of this story hehe *rubs back of neck sheepishly*.
But guess what?, I finally finished my exams and school is OVER :D. So now I will try my best to update weekly, that's if I'm not to lazy haha. Though I would of updated faster but my mood wasn't the best. One of my teachers singled me out in class and said that out of everyone in there I was the only one that was going to fail. :( Sad life
Anyways.
Disclaimer: I DO NOT OWN NARUTO!
Hinata P.O.V
"I don't like him" I heard the blunt reply of Gaara. I was confused as to who he disliked, Him? Who's him?. As if reading my mind Gaara answers "Sasuke" Oh. But why would Gaara dislike him, Sa- I mean Uchiha-San was really nice, he seemed really passionate about photography.
"Hinata" Gaara's monotone voice broke me out of my thinking. I blushed since I realized that I was thinking about another man.
"Y-yes" I squeaked.
"Don't go near him" Was his blunt reply. I clenched my fist. You see to the world me and Gaara have the perfect relationship, but there's one thing that people don't know about Gaara. He's very.. well I don't really know how to put it. But he's very.. demanding
FLASHBACK~
"Hinata!" I turned around and heard the voice of my best friend TenTen. I waved at her and she tackled me in a bear hug
"Ca-nt B-breathe" I managed to say. I looked into the chocolate brown eyes of my best friend and she smiled sheepishly at me. TenTen has been my best friend since kinder garden. Back then I remembered how shy I used to be and never really talked much to anyone. I was often bullied a lot because of my shy nature.
That was until TenTen came along. She was the only girl that ever stood up for me, she bate those bullies to a pulp. Since then we were always together. Good or bad situation.
"What did you want Ten?" I asked.
She grinned at me. "Guess who became the new captain of the basketball team" I rolled my eyes.
"Oh I don't know, enlighten me" I reply sarcastically. "Come on Ten, you're always the captain for the girls basketball team" Her smile grew even wider.
"I didn't say I was captain for the girl's team" She cackled. I looked at her oddly, confused you might say. I had no clue what she was talking about.. Unless. Wait, no that's impossible.
"Y-you mean your captain for the boys squad" I shouted, I quickly apologized to the students by passing.
"Bingo" She giggled.
"How is that even possible? I thought Coach Gai was against mixed teams?" I paused and though for a moment. "And are you even aloud to play in the boys team?"
"Well to be honest the school stopped funding for individual sex teams" That makes sense, the principle is probably using the money for personal use. Oroichimaru does look like the type that will do that. TenTen continued "So Gai ended up mixing both boys and girls team, but since their were a large amount of people majority of boys and girls were let go" She said sadly.
"I heard that Tayuya got taken of the team?" I never really knew her but all I know was that she was a pretty goo basketball player.
"Yeah, she broke her Achilles Tendon, so it would take her probably about 6 or more months" Me and TenTen began walking, not really knowing where we were going.
"Well I f-" I never got to finish my sentence since I bumped into someone. Or rather someone bumped into me.
"Sorry, are you ok?" I heard a tender voice say. I looked into sea-foam green eyes and my face redden. The guy had blazing red hair, pale skin and was fairly short. I blushed a mad red color.
"Y-yeah, It w-was n-no b-b-ig deal" I cursed myself for returning to my old habit, he seemed to find it amusing because he smirked at me.
"Cute" He said with a light chuckled. I noticed how handsome he was. He must be some sort of musician since he sported a Gaara on his back. He noticed where my eyes were looking at. "I call it Shukaku, It's my baby" He said and smiled genuiley.
"Nice name" I told him. He nodded.
"By the way, my names Gaara"
And that was my encounter of meeting Gaara Sabaku. From that day onward me and Gaara formed a bond. Though I still hung out equally with TenTen as well. We were good friends back then, eventually me and Gaara became a couple. We were the talk of the school. Though TenTen looked skeptical, I noticed how she used to fake a smile whenever Gaara was around. And I hate to say it but I ignored it, I thought it was a real one.
Weeks passed by and I began hanging less and less with TenTen. We still talked normally but it just felt different. I was very oblivious back then, every time me and TenTen would talk Gaara would swoop in and take me away from her... and I let him. I still felt the guilt biting at me when it was Hanabi's birthday.
TenTen showed up and I completely forgot that she was coming, what made it worse was that I ignored her and forgot about her presence because I was too caught up in Gaara. I remembered seeing the hurt flash across her eyes for a brief second before she smiled and took her leave.
Me and Gaara though had a wonderful relationship, he was everything I though I ever wanted in a man. I though we were the perfect couple, and that we would be together forever. I was on cloud 9.
That was until 3 months into the relationship, everything began to go downhill from there.
"Hinata!" I heard TenTen's voice.
"TenTen" I said back. In the corner of my eye I notice Gaara glaring at TenTen. Though I had no clue why.
"Ino got some tickets to Usher's concert" TenTen squealed. "and there just so happens to be an extra ticket" She giggled while holding up the ticket I was about to say yes when coughed interrupted me.
"Oh hi Gaara" TenTen said with a fake smile
"I'm sorry but Hinata promised that she would attend my fathers dinner party.. remember" How could I forget. His father got a promotion and as a celebration his wife was making dinner and even invited Hinata over.
"Sorry Ten" I apologized and frowned.
"That's OK" there it was again. The hurt that flashed in her eyes.
"Well i better go. Bye Ten" I waved back with a small smile
"Bye" She waved back. She turned away and I noticed how she ran up to Neji asking if he wanted to go. I wasn't going to lie and say that I wasn't hurt at all by this action.
A few weeks after that incident I noticed how distant Gaara became. He barely ever said full sentences anymore. Either one word replies or grunts. I never knew what was wrong with Gaara until one day when I was in his room I noticed that his Facebook was still logged in. I was about to log out when a message came. Curious I clicked it, and my heart nearly stopped when I read the message.
Hey Ga's 3... I had an ammmmmmaaaazzziiing night on Friday.. ue were such a BEAST in bed ;) I'm so glad datt i got ue to cheat on datt girlfwend of ur's... xox
I read it over and over again. It had to be fake, I just had to be. There was no way Gaara would cheat on me. Not my Gaara. This girl had to be mental or something, yeah that it. She's mental.
Even so I felt my eyes prickle with tears that were trying to fall but i refused to let them.
"What are you doing?" I heard a monotone voice and turned to see and annoyed looking Gaara he looked at his monitor and noticed that I was looking at his messages. "What gave you the right to read my messages" He spat out.
I couldn't contain the tears and began to sob. "I-Is it true?" I ignored his question. "Did you... um.." I trailed of.
He looked at the message before sighing. "Yes, it's true" He said. No hint of emotion evidence in his voice. He didn't even look the least bit guilty.
"W-why?" I managed to choke out.
He shrugged and laid down on his bed while I just stood there sobbing. "Come here" he ordered. I don't know why but I obeyed. I sat down next to him
"Why?" I asked again in a more firm voice.
"I'm sorry, I guess, I was I don't know under a lot of pressure at home and I didn't want to put that stress on you" Something was telling me not believe his words but I fell for them. "I'm so sorry Hinata. I promise you that I won't do it again" He said with a reassuring smile. I smiled back and nodded.
"I don't want you talking to that girl again" I say he glared at me for a bit and scoffed.
"No way, she's my best friend" He said. Best Friend? I've never met her before.
"Yeah well I don't like you talking to her" I heard myself say.
"You can't tell me what to do" he hissed at me
"I don't like you h-hanging with her. I'm your girlfriend and I have every right to tell you what to do" I sounded like one of those clingy desperate girlfriends. But right now, I didn't care.
He ran his hand through his red looks and sighed out loud. "Gosh, fine if you want me to stop talking to her, I'll stop" I smiled and nodded at that answer. He seemed to pause for a moment before saying something that made my heart stop for a few moments. "But then you have to promise you won't speak to TenTen" My eyes went wide.
"What does TenTen have to do with this?" I yelled in frustration, She was my best friend, he can't do that.
He shrugged. "So?, if I can't talk to my best friend then you can't talk to yours" he stated simply. That is so not a fair deal. I've known TenTen longer and by the looks of it he only just recently became friends with that slut.
"What if I don't agree to these conditions?" I asked. I had a fair idea on what would happen if I did refuse.
"Then were over" He said simply. The tears came back and he just sat there, watching me sob. After a while I felt arms encircle me. Gaara wrapped his arms around me and held a concern looked on his face. All the logic and my heart screamed to end the relationship if he was going to make me break my bonds with TenTen.
"OK I won't talk to TenTen if you stopped talking to her" I said. I instantly regretted my decision. Gaara smiled at my answer and nodded his head. I didn't think it could get any worse than that. Oh how wrong I was.
FLASBACK END
I remember how I ended the bond between me and TenTen. I remembered her face when I told her, she was hurt, her eyes looked watery like she was about to cry. I wanted to take back every word I said but Gaara was standing right next to me.
I was depressed for a while about losing my best friend. Even though our bond with cut we still talked in secret, I told her about what Gaara had told me and she told me to break up with him. I hesitated with answering but I told her that I couldn't and that I loved Gaara.
And just like that me and TenTen were talking to each other in secret, I could say the same about Gaara and his so called 'best friend'.
Gaara found out about me communicating with TenTen and we ended up fighting. He deleted my Facebook, took my phone away from me, deleted my Skype account and my Kik account.
I began to feel lonely again. Every person I came in contact with me and Gaara would have an argument. He said that I was to talk to nobody but himself and family besides Neji. I never told Neji about what Gaara has been doing. This was the worst mistake of my life to cut the bonds with TenTen.
I watched as TenTen became more popular and had loads more friends. Ino and TenTen bond grew stronger. I cried myself to sleep every night. Though I just couldn't bring myself to end the relationship. He would always guilt me back into staying with him... and I fell for it every time.
I graduated a very lonely person. Barely anyone acknowledged me anymore since I severed my bonds with everyone. I watched as they all celebrated and was probably going to hold a party while I'll be all alone at home.
Dad will be working overseas and won't be back till next week, Hanabi will be staying over at a friends house for a few days, Neji will be at the party and will probably crash at Kiba's place. Whereas Gaara's family had to go back to Suna for a family reunion.
So I was left alone.
"Hinata, I will remind you again" Gaara's voice broke through my depressing thoughts. "Don't go near him" He glared to prove his point before turning around and heading in the direction of his home.
"Hai" I silently mumbled. I don't know why but I have a strong urge to see Sas- Uchiha-San again. There's something about him that feels.. comforting?. He had a nice aura around him, strong, cold, but some what... nice.
"Hinata" Gaara broke me out of my musing.
I sighed, this was going to be a long day.
And cut :D... yeah I know I made Gaara very possessive in this... poor Hina-Chan :(
Anyways like always.
One Love, MushiMonsters out
Peace
