Chapter 4

Hey guys thanks for actually taking time off of your (maybe, maybe not) busy schedules. So here is the next chapter :p

Disclaimer: Don't own Glee.


Brittany's POV

"What do you mean, 'you've met someone else'?" This bitch better not be saying what I think she's saying, thought Brittany.

"Brittany, I've met someone. Meaning I have met someone else that isn't you. And I like her more than you. I met her when I took a tour of Berkeley, the week of spring break." said Jade, my girlfriend or maybe my soon to be ex girlfriend.

"Was our 'love' not good enough for you? Was this," I asked, pointing between us, "even love?"

"Of course what we had, was real. It's not you, it's me."

"Don't give me that bullshit, Jade. I would rather you say, 'It's you, not me.'" I'm getting sick of this twisted game, Jade. I thought angrily.

"Look, Brittany, I'm sorry but I'm switching to Berkeley soon and I told you this because I wanted to say goodbye to you one last time." said Jade, apologetically.

"Oh, this is one hell of a goodbye alright. You know what? Go to Berkeley and go see this other girl cus you know what? I don't give a single flying shit in the sky."

"Sorry, Brittany. But would you have made the effort to keep this relationship? I see you with that Santana girl a lot." she said, leaving the dance studio. I grit my teeth and stared at the door, her figure walking away from it.

"I hate you." I say, but there is no malice in it.

"I hate you." I say a little louder, still no malice in it.

"I hate you." I say, now feeling numb.

I don't realize it until I reach the recording studio's, that I'm crying. The tears stain my cheeks and feel icy against the cool air in the studio. I sit in the chair that Santana was sitting in just yesterday. I plug-in my iPod and begin to sing.

Am I better off dead?
Am I better off a quitter?
They say I'm better off now
Than I ever was with her
As they take me to my local down the street
I'm smiling but I'm dying trying not to drag my feet

They say a few drinks will help me to forget her
But after one too many I know that I'll never
Only they can't see where this is gonna end
They all think I'm crazy but to me it's perfect sense

And my mates are all there trying to calm me down
'Cause I'm shouting your name all over town
I'm swearing if I go there now
I can change her mind, turn it all around

And I know that I'm drunk but I'll say the words
And she'll listen this time even though they're slurred
So I, dialed her number and confessed to her
I'm still in love but all I heard
Was nothing (nothing, nothing, nothing)

So I stumble there, along the railings and the fences
I know if we're face to face then she'll come to her senses
Every drunk step I take leads me to her door
If she sees how much I'm hurting, she'll take me back for sure

And my mates are all there trying to calm me down
'Cause I'm shouting your name all over town
I'm swearing if I go there now
I can change her mind, turn it all around

And I know that I'm drunk but I'll say the words
And she'll listen this time even though they're slurred
So I, dialed her number and confessed to her
I'm still in love but all I heard
Was nothing (nothing, nothing)

She said nothing (nothing, nothing)
Oh, I wanted words but all I heard was nothing
Oh, I got nothing (nothing, nothing)
I got nothing (nothing, nothing)
Oh, I wanted words but all I heard was nothing

Ohh, sometimes love's intoxicating
Ohh, you're coming down, your hands are shaking
When you realize there's no one waiting

Am I better off dead?
Am I better off a quitter?
They say I'm better off now
Than I ever was with her

And my mates are all there trying to calm me down
'Cause I'm shouting your name all over town
I'm swearing if I go there now
I can change her mind, turn it all around

And I know that I'm drunk but I'll say the words
And she'll listen this time even though they're slurred
So I, dialed her number and confessed to her
I'm still in love but all I heard
Was nothing (nothing, nothing)

She said nothing (nothing, nothing)
Oh, I wanted words but all I heard was nothing
Oh, I got nothing (nothing, nothing)
I got nothing (nothing, nothing)
Oh, I wanted words but all I heard was nothing
Oh, I got nothing (nothing, nothing, nothing)

I got nothing

I got nothing

I got nothing

I sit there crying a river. I feel like maybe this time, I won't be able to build a bridge and get over it. It hurts too much.

"Hey, you ok? I heard you singing. You have a very beautiful voice." said a voice. I turned around hoping it was Santana but instead seeing a tall blonde guy with fish like lips.

"I'm sorry, were you supposed to record something in here?" she asked. He chuckled and walked inside the studio,

"Nah I just walk by here occasionally to hear the talented voices like yourself." he said grinning.

"Thank you." I say, looking down at my hands.

"Hey, you look like you could use some cheering up. Let me take you out for coffee." he said.

"I don't drink coffee."

"How about hot chocolate?" he asked. I smiled a little I wish Santana was here

"Sure let's go." I grabbed my coat and bag and followed him out of the studio and into the street.

"I'm Sam, by the way, Sam Evans."

"Brittany, Brittany Peirce." This wa my second time walking into the Caffeinated Bitch since moving to Julliard. I ordered a tall white hot chocolate with whipped cream. I remember when I was as whipped as that whipped cream, I thought sadly.

"Hey cheer up a little will you?"

"Easy for you to say, you're not the one who's sad." I grumbled.

"Whatever happened, it gets better. And I know that it sounds like a cliche, but seriously, it really does get better."

"I know. Maybe that's what I'm afraid of, I used to never be able to imagine a my future without her... but now I'm forced to create a future without her... and it scares me. She was Popeye and I was Olive, she was my protector and now I've got no one."

"Hey, it's gonna be ok, I promise.I'll be your protector." said Sam, with a wink.

"Don't make promises you can't keep. You can't protect people from emotions."


No One's POV

"So did you date anyone in Cali?" asked Santana.

"Yeah, one girl. It only lasted a week though because she had to go back to New York." said Quinn.

"Oh my goodness! You could meet up with her now because you are both in New York!" exclaimed Santana, excitedly.

I don't even like her anymore. It was a fling. I like you. thought Quinn sighing.

"What was her name?"

"Jade." said Quinn.


Song: Nothing by The Script

Oh shit! Jade and Quinn dated and now Jade is going to Cali to be closer to her. But Quinn isn't in Cali anymore dun dun dun *cues dramatic music*

Lol anywho thanks for reading, can you guess wwhether or not this is Quinntana or Brittana?

bleh school sucks but I want a swag future so school is a priority for me so my updates may be a little slower.

Insomniac out.