Chapter 4
Risa's Point-of-View
Nobu-chan ended up sleeping over last night because we spent such a long time talking. It was really good to see her again; she really gave me some resolve to conquer my fears related to sex. In the morning, we both walked to the train station so I could catch a train to class while she went back home.
"Remember what I told you, Risa! I'll see you on Saturday!"
"Yeah, see ya!"
Once again, I have trouble concentrating in class, but this time for different reasons. So it's normal to masturbate, huh? Nobu-chan does it. Otani does it. I really must be the only one who doesn't do it! I wonder if even old Fukugawa-sensei does it…
All of a sudden I feel squeamish and can't shake the horrifying mental image out of it. Akemi notices me twitch and whispers, "What's wrong, Risa? You've been acting strangely lately…"
"Ahhaha, it's nothing, Akemi, really," I whisper nervously. Of course Fukugawa-sensei notices and yells at us both for talking.
"Sorry, sorry!" I feel so embarrassed, as if she knew the horrifying things I was thinking about. I try to silence my brain for the rest of my classes, but I keep on getting paranoid that people can read my mind. In my design class, I start drifting off again when we are supposed to be drawing pants designed for men. When I get to the crotch area on the pants, I absentmindedly write "Otani." Wait…what am I doing? I freak out and start erasing like mad. Akemi looks vey confused, so I just stammer, "Oh, just fixing the buttons."
I feel my heart start to beat faster as I get out of my last class. I check my phone and see that I've gotten a text from Nobu-chan reminding me to take a nice warm bath after a long day at school. That pervert! But then again, I'm turning into one myself.
I can't help but feel anxious during dinner. I'm a lot less talkative than usual, but when my mom asks me what's wrong, I can only say, "Nothing!" When it finally gets to be time for my bath, I make sure the bathroom door is locked. Come on Risa, you can do this! I start running the hot water as I slowly take off my clothes. I should do it all sexy, like "Here I am, Otani!" Ahhh, that's so embarrassing!
I look at my fully exposed body in the mirror. I'm so awkward and lanky…of course I have small boobs because I am not very womanly. But what do I care- what is it about these things that get guys going anyways? Just little lumps. I stare down at the tuft of hair covering my crotch. That too! It's so funny! Why is there hair there? I touch it but don't really feel any different.I gulp nervously and look over at the bathtub. Well, here goes it then…
I set myself down in the hot tub as usual, sighing with content as I melt into the warmth. Awkwardly, I inch my torso down near the showerhead, sloshing some water out of the tub in the process. I'm going to end up losing all of the water like this! Ah, no, I'm slipping…
Oooooooooooh!
I gasp, shocked at the sensation when the warm water hits my sensitive parts. I could just stay in this position forever; it feels soooo good. That's a good start. Now think about Otani. I close my eyes and let my hand start drifting down my torso; in my head I am forming images of Otani. He is smiling and wearing nice form-fitting clothing that clings to his chest. I blush as I finally touch myself down there; feeling around and trying to find that "clitoris" that Nobu was talking about. I start feeling around the top until my pointer finger runs across a little nub. I shiver at the sensation. That must be it! I continue rubbing the nub…it's so sensitive; it's strange touching it but it's starting to feel pleasurable. I close my eyes and let my mind drift to a happy place.
Otani grabs my hand, "Just put it away for now!"
"This?" I hold up the cute rabbit pendant that he had just gotten me for my birthday.
Otani nervously shakes his head and sheepishly looks away, "If they found out that I bought that, they won't let me live it down, you know?"
I remember how happy I was that he had not missed my birthday, but instead had been thinking of me. "Thank you, I'm so happy!"
He sends me another nervous glance. Is that a blush? I remember an awkward silence, and then telling him, "I was just thinking, I guess I'm no good without Otani."
"Mmmmm…"
"Hey are you listening?"
"I said the same thing after the last basketball match."
EH?! I feel my heart beating faster. Is this for real?
"Although SOMEONE feel asleep and didn't hear me."
Before I can gather my thoughts and determine if what is happening is real, Otani says my name and then surprises me with a kiss…it's my first real kiss with Otani, not counting when he fell asleep or when I kissed him by force…ahhhh…
I move my hand so that I am rubbing the entire area around my clitoris. My breathing grows heavy and I feel my heart start to beat faster as an aching yet pleasurable tightness grows in my vagina.
I still can't believe that this is real. I am so shocked that this freaks Otani out.
"Can't you pull a better face than that?" he asks nervously.
"Eh…what…do you have a fever again?" This can't be real…
Otani facepalms and groans, "It's not like that!"
"Not…not like that…"On the outside all I can muster is an awkward, dorky laugh, but on the inside, my heart was beating faster and faster.
"Don't laugh," says Otani as he grabs my hand, his gaze penetrating and intense.
My heart beats faster and faster as he slowly angles his head closer to mine, grazing my lips before planting another sweet kiss. I feel my heart almost give out and melt into him. My ears are burning red but I can hear the fireworks exploding along with the fireworks in my heart as he sustains the kiss.
It feels so good. The aching tightness begins to become desperate. As if taken by some primal instinct, I use my entire hand to rub more vigorously around that sensitive area. The pleasurable feeling flushes throughout my entire pelvis; my back archs up. I desperately need something to cure this ache…
At that point I remember we had stopped kissing. I gave Otani a shy smile as he laughed nervously while scratching his head. But then my memory changes…all of a sudden everything fades away except Otani, me, and the fireworks.
I feel myself being pushed down so that he is on top of me. His face is so handsome; his eyes are glistening and his smile makes me melt. He laces his fingers with mine.
He brings himself down to kiss me again, but this time deepens the kiss, kissing me slowly and tenderly. I respond to him by kissing him back with equal fervor. The kissing becomes more passionate, and we both begin to groan into each other's mouths. I can feel my hot breath leave my body as Otani nuzzles his face to my side and whispers in my ear, "I love you…Risa."
Oh! Faster…mmmm… My nether regions feel swollen from how vigorously my entire palm is now rubbing away at it.
"Otani…mmmm!"
I feel Otani's crotch press against mine. He groans and smashes his lips against mine hard and fast.
Oh…oh…
He grinds himself into my body as we kiss with abandon. Otani…his smiling face…the way he makes me laugh…just him and me…Yes…Otani I want you! Otani I need you!
The muscles in my vagina contract as I feel the ache release from within me. A wave of warm pleasure spreads throughout my entire body as I lay there in the tub, panting. My head is dizzy as I slowly soak in the warmth around me.
Before I know it, I am also soaking up water in my mouth…Ahhhhhh, the tub is overflowing! I clumsily fumble with the showerhead nob, my head still spinning, and pull the plug on the tub until the water is at an acceptable level.
What….was….THAT? I am still trembling from the aftershock. So that's what an orgasm feels like…at least I think it was. If that wasn't an orgasm, then I shudder to think of how much more pleasurable an orgasm must be. I feel relieved to have gotten rid of the ache between my legs, but it is now replaced by a sore throbbing. I touch myself again, but it is too numb to elicit any feelings.
I sigh and sink my head into the tub to get my hair wet. I almost forgot to take a , a warm feeling rushes through my body and I realize how happy I am. If this is how Otani makes me feel, then it can only be good! Better be nice and clean for Otani tomorrow, that sexy little beast! I find myself grinning and guffawing stupidly as I wash the rest of my body off, biting my lip with a weasly little grin. I step out of the tub and spend about five minutes making goofy "seductive" poses in front of the mirror. While humming, I swoon over to my room. Lalalala, I am such a pervert but I don't care because it feels sooooooo good! Feeling a bit bold, I don't wear pajama pants and just put on a tank top and panties. I call Nobu-chan up.
"Nobu-chaaaaaaan~!" I gush into the phone stupidly, as if I am drunk.
" Risa! Hold on Darling…Risa! You did it, right?"
"Yeah-huh," I must have a very scary looking face on; my grin is making my mouth muscles hurt.
"And sooooo…how was it?"
" WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME I COULD DO THIS EARLIER?"
"It's not something you just bring up in conversation! But oh my…up until now, you were so innocent, Risa!"
Hmm…that probably is true. If this had been a year ago I probably would've been too embarrassed to go through with it. But now… "That's true, but I can never go back to my fragile, innocent self! I am such a dirty pervert now."
"It gets better, girl, trust me. Anyways, I don't want to keep Darling waiting! We haven't seen each other in months so I'm going to spend some quality time with him now if you know what I mean."
"Psh, go spend some time with your boyfriend. I'll just spend my time being a perverted old maid."
"That might change very soon! Anyways, bye bye!"
"Byeeeeeeeeeeee."
I feel so happy right now. The only other time that I was acting this dorky was when Otani kissed me for the first time. Speaking of Otani, I should send him a text.
"Can't wait to see you tomorrow !" I type into my phone…hold on, wait… I then add a dozen hearts and then I add a winking face. Why the hell not? Without really thinking, I hit "send." A few seconds later, I get a text back from Otani, "What's with the unnecessary stuff?" "Nothhhhinnng…" I text back, snorting. I am being so annoying right now!
"You're weird."
"Your face is weird!"
"I'll get you tomorrow for that!"
"Go ahead and try!"
"Whatever. See ya tomorrow."
"Nighty night! I love you, At-chan :D."
"Don't call me that or I'll haunt your dreams! Goodnight :D."
Heeeheee…you can haunt my dreams allllll night long Otani! Heh…heheh. I have the stupidest look on my face right now as I squeal and start rolling around on the bed. I abruptly stop and shift my eyes around the room to make sure my shades and door are closed. I jump under the covers and make myself all warm and snuggly. The friction feels good as my panties rub against the bed. My hand makes its way down…oh, right there…ahhhhhhhhh!
