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Bodie and Joe sat in Billy mustang waiting for him to return from Jen's Apt.

"So you gonna tell me what is up with this Jen chick or what?" Joe asked.

"You don't remember Jen?" Bodie asked.

"No, that's why I am fucking asking!" Joe stated getting annoyed.

"Man, Jen is a chick that used to live here. Her and Billy were pretty close friends. She is Sam's sister." Bodie stated

"Sam? The stripper, Sam?" Joe asked with a cocked eyebrow

"Yeah" Bodie said with a smirk

"No fuckin way! Why the fuck did she move? No one else in the family moved. Why the fuck did she?" Joe asked.

"It wasn't so much her choice to move. She was shipped to her Grandparent's place in Germany. Her mom's grandparents." Bodie stated keeping a look out making sure Billy wasn't coming back yet.

"Well why was she sent away?" Joe asked getting irritated with Bodie only giving him minor details

"I don't know if I should be the one getting into this with you Joe. Just ask Billy." Bodie said not wanting to step over any boundaries

"Billy won't tell me shit and you know it" Joe stated clearly getting angry

"And that's precisely why I need to shut up" Bodie stated

"Fuck man, this is bullshit!" Joe muttered getting out of the car

"Joe get back in the car, stop being a little bitch" bodie stated

"Just tell me what the fuck is going on man, I'm not a little kid!" Joe said fed up getting back in the car

"Listen you know what happened to your mom right?" Bodie asked

"Yeah she was killed. Shot because of Bones and the business. "Joe said in a low voice

"Well Jen was a witness." Bodie said softly. "She seen it go down. Her and Billy were always sneaking around and she was on her way to you old house and she seen it go down. Her family thought it would be best if they sent her away so that nothing would happen to her in retaliation to what she witnessed. Which was smart on their behalf because she would prolly be dead right now if not."

Joes eyes shot up to Bodies in shock.

***in the meantime in Jen's apt***

"Fuck Jen you leave and forget about me?" Billy asked

"What I never forgot about you Billy!" Jen stated defensively "what makes you think that!" she put the picture back on her wall.

"You stayed in touch with Nancy and Allison didn't you?" Billy asked looking at her sternly

"Yes." Jen said

"Well what about me? You never thought of keeping in touch with me? After everything that happened?" Billy stated with eyes that were burning through her. If looks could kill I would be dead she thought

"What!" Jen said shocked, "Billy I wrote to you every week for a year! Every fuckin week. I got no response from any of them! You got some fuckin nerve. You're the one that stopped giving a shit about me!"

"I got no letters Jen. Stop making shit up." Billy growled.

"I'm not making shit up Billy!" Jen spat. "I wrote to you!"

"You're lying" Billy spat back becoming furious

"Fuck you!" Jen said

"Fuck me?" Billy asked angrily.

"Yes! Fuck you. You come into my place waking me up in the middle of the night, to come in here and bully me and call me a liar. Fuck you!" Jen spat.

Billy walked over to her and got into her face. They were toe to toe. Staring eachother down. Jen was not backing down. Billy raised his fist quickly and smashed it against the picture of both of them on the wall. Jen jumped back, not because she was afraid, but because the noise of his fist colliding into the wall startled her from her stare down. Billy turned and walked out of her apt and slammed the door.

Jen bent down and picked up her broken picture and then stood and looked at the hole in her wall. What happened to you Billy?

***Flashback***

Billy was sitting on the picnic table in his back yard. He was smoking a cigarette and drinking a mickey of whisky. He was about to go back into the house where everyone had gathered after the funeral of his mother when he heard "hey" whispered. Billy turned around to see Jen in the hedges hiding. Billy looked around and moved quickly towards Jen making sure no one seen him or her. Jen pulled him behind the shed with her. They were wedged between the back of the shed and the tall hedges that lined the perimeter of the yard.

"Jen what are you doing here?" billy asked softly holding her hand

"Shhh" Jen hushed him, "I don't have much time, if my parents noticed I left, they will have my head."

Billy nodded sadly. Jen pulled him into a huge hug. "Oh Billy I am so sorry about what happened!" she said trying to hold back her sobs. Billys eyes were blood shot and swollen as he nodded.

"Billy I am so sorry I can't stay here with you and that I couldn't be with you at your mom's funeral but they didn't think it was safe" Jen stated

"I understand" billy said softly

"I came to let you know I am leaving" Jen said

"So, you came here to tell me that you have to leave?" Billy asked confused

"No, I mean I am leaving. My parents are shipping off to my Grandparents" Jen said holding back tears.

"Ok, that's not so bad, your grandparents are in Albany New York right? That's not that far. I will visit you." Billy stated trying to lighten the mood

"No, not those grandparents" She said sobbing this time, "My grandparents in Germany"

"What!" Billy said loudly

"Shhhhh, Billy please stay quiet" Jen said lifting her hand to his mouth.

"What!" Billy said in a whisper this time. "When?"

"We leave in a half hour. That's why I don't have very long" Jen stated wiping the tears from her face

"You can't go!" billy pleaded. "I need you here!"

"I have no choice Billy! I don't want to go, but I have no choice. They already made arrangements. I had no say in them" Jen cried.

"Will I ever hear from you again?" Billy asked with pleading eyes

"Yes" Jen said, "I promise. I will keep in touch! Billy I have to go. If my dad found out I left my room he is going to kick my ass and you know it."

Billy nodded and let go of her hand as she turned to leave but then she turned back around. Jen grabbed his face quickly and planted her lips on his. She gave him a deep kiss that lasted about 5 seconds and then turned and disappeared into the hedges.

That was the first time she had ever kissed him and the first time she had ever left him. That was 10 years ago.

***back in the car***

"So what were Billy and Jen? Were they dating?" Joe asked

"Naw. They were only about 14 or 15 when she left. They weren't dating but Billy was definitely defensive of her. Jen's dad was a mean drunk and used to beat them pretty bad. Jen would spend a lot of time with Billy. When she wasn't with Billy, she was with your mom. Your mom and her mom were friends." Bodie stated "Her mom worked a lot."

"She chose to be at our house? Wtf?" Joe stated

"Bones wasn't as bad when your mom was around. He was still the fuckin fat asshole he is now but he was more human. When you mom died is when any human side of him died" Bodie stated matter of factly.

"Wow, her house must have sucked." Joe said lighting a smoke and taking a drag.

"Jen used to get her ass kicked pretty bad at her place. That didn't happen when she was with Billy or your mom. Bones would yell a lot but he wouldn't touch her. Your mother would have never allowed that ... oh shit there's Billy. He looks pissed." Bodie said looking over at Joe, "I have told you none of this you heat me!" Bodie said sternly.

Joe nodded. Billy walked up to the car in with a quick pace. He opened the door to the drivers side and slammed it shut. Bodie and Joe looked at eachother wondering what had went down. Billy threw the car in drive and sped off.

IF YOU ARE READING THIS, PLEASE REVIEW OR FEEL FREE TO SEND ME A MESSAGE OR COMMENTS ABOUT WHAT YOU THINK OF THE FIC SO FAR. OR IF YOU HAVE ANY SUGGESTIONS.

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