My name is not important, but you can call me Iris, I am 19 and I am COMPLETELY in love with everything Klaine. I have a bunch of ideas for some great smut, but I'll start with my fluffier stuff.

Hey everyone, I am SOOOOOOOO sorry I haven't updated since June…. Feel free to throw rotten fruit and the like at my face. I deserve it for making you wait so long…

ANYWAY, just a warning, this chapter is full of Klaine fights, angst, and heartbreak. There will be A LOT OF SMUT in the next chapter to make up for it, I just had to clear some things up that were brought up by a wonderful reviewer, Brunette7899, who helped me develop a little more plot in my head, with her wonderfully constructive review. Seriously, If I could hug her, I would. So now this is no longer a PWP. But the plot is scarce (except for in this chapter, cuz it's almost COMPLETELY plot.)

Rating: M

Pairing: Kurt/Blaine

Dom!Blaine Sub!Kurt

Warnings: angst, lots of smut, jealous Blaine (later), and it will get kinky as it gets farther along!

I do not own glee, or any of the characters here…(except for Brigit, Jamie, and Eli. Those are mine….) If I did, it would probably end up on a porn channel! ;)

This WILL be M!

Thoughts are in italics!

And without further ado…

Remind Me I'm Why I'm Yours


*flashback*

(Kurt's view on why they fight)

"It was always stupid arguments, one of us would say something, and the other would snark back. It was an endless cycle. We were officially in a rut. I love Blaine, I REALLY REALLY do, I just hate that all he ever seems to care about any more are his music students. I know they're wonderfully talented, but there have been 13 recitals this month alone, PLUS rehearsals, and private tutoring. The only time I see Blaine anymore is right when I get up and he's running out the door to get to the school on time, or on his nights off. And on those nights, we either go out to a bar or a club, or we fight. I prefer the club, obviously, but only because it usually ends with me being dragged home and fucked senseless. Oh, that's ANOTHER thing. The only time we are intimate anymore is at times like those. We don't even cuddle anymore…. But I'll take the rough sex over none at all. Sometimes it's the only reminder that we're together…"

*end Flashback*


*flashback*

"Kurt, I'll be right back!" Blaine shouts over the music blasting through the speakers. We're out at a club, a gay club, to be exact, and I'm REALLY bored because Blaine doesn't want to dance.

"Ok," I reply, downing what has to be my 15th shot, without a glance in his direction.

"I don't know why we come to clubs any more. He won't dance with me, and when i dance with other guys, he gets mad... ok, so i like jealous Blaine. He gets possessive and... Mmm... Maybe this won't be TOO bad…. Maybe it'll get me tied to the bed…."

Another shot appears in front of me as Blaine disappears into the crowd, but I didn't order this one. I look up and the bartender points down the bar at a cute, well-built blond. I smile, lifting the shot to my mouth and quirking an eyebrow at him as I swallow. He grins and makes his way towards me.

"I'm Eli" He says, leaning down to speak into my ear. His voice makes me shiver, and I blame the alcohol, or the way his eyes rake my frame. "target selected." i think. "he's perfect to make Blaine jealous..."

"Kurt," I reply, turning to meet his eyes, "Thanks" I lift the shot glass to indicate what I'm thanking him for.

He grins again. "No problem, you looked like you could use a little loosening up"

I'm not sure if I should be offended or not, but then decided i don't care. I won't be with this guy for long. The second Blaine sees us dancing; he'll drag me home and show me i belong to him. I shiver in excitement at the thought.

"Do you wanna dance?" He asks.

I turn and look for Blaine, but I don't see him, so I nod. "Sure, my boyfriend can steal me back later"

He takes my hand, pulling me towards the floor, and I swear I hear him say "don't be so sure" but it's too loud to tell.

I don't know the song that's playing but it has a great bass beat, and I swing my hips in rhythm easily. Eli puts his hands on my waist pulling me closer.

"Tell me about yourself!" I say, trying to diffuse the intimacy of the dance. His breath puffs over my face, and it smells sweet. I should step away, his face is so close, but his eyes keep pulling me back in. He smiles down at me.

"I'm a musician." He pulls me in tighter, and our groins rub together and I groan softly. "I love the way music feels, how alive it can be" I nod, feeling dizzy, I'm officially smashed, and its swaying my judgment... I just need to make it a little longer until Blaine gets back…

His hand slides down over the curve of my ass, and I can't pull away, my mind is fogging over from far too much alcohol. He tips my chin and brings our lips together. On instinct my hand goes to his cheek, and my lips part. His tongue slips into my mouth. I then realize that this is nothing like kissing Blaine, oh my god Blaine! I place my hands on his chest and go to push away from him, but the chance is taken from me when I am wrenched from Eli's grip.

"What the FUCK is this?" Blaine is staring at me, with a look that is mixture of fury and pain.

"Obviously, your friend and I were in the middle of something" Eli spouts.

"What the hell Kurt?" Blaine says, ignoring Eli, "I was gone barely more than 5 minutes! And I come back to find you making out with someone else!"

"Blaine... I didn't mean..." I trail of, leaving the sentence unfinished, because honestly, I don't know how to finish it... i didn't mean to kiss him, i just wanted to make Blaine jealous... fuck, I'm in so much trouble...

"You didn't mean to what? Don't you dare say you 'didn't mean' to kiss someone else! Or was it that you 'didn't mean' for me to see it?" He shouts, glaring at me. "This happens every time we go out! The SECOND I'm out of sight you find someone else to entertain yourself with! What? Am i just some conquest you couldn't figure out how to get rid of?" tears are welling up in his eyes, but he raises his voice. "Did you just CONVENIENTLY FORGET i was YOUR BOYFRIEND?"

"Blaine, no! i just.." i start, but he cuts me off.

"SHUT UP! I don't want any more excuses! YOU KISSED SOMEONE ELSE!" he freezes, and tears start rolling down his cheeks. "...you... you kissed him. How many more Kurt? Please, just tell me... i can't stand no knowing. How long, and how many..?"

"Blaine, NO! How can you think that! He kissed ME, and i reacted poorly, but i would never.."

"he already knows about me, Kurt, why not tell the truth? Obviously someone like you cant SERIOUSLY stay entertained by someone like him…" Eli says, cutting me off.

I stare at him incredulously. "WHAT? hell no, Blaine this was the first.."

"Kurt. enough." he says, his voice low, and dangerous. "Just, enough. How could you...?" his jaw sets, and i know that this is beyond fixing. "How COULD YOU? We've... SINCE HIGH SCHOOL, KURT! What? Did you just get bored with me? Was i not enough?"

"Ok you two," a man in a black t-shirt with SECURITY written on the front says, cutting Blaine off and clearing away the crowd that's gathered "take it out side"

Blaine throws another scathing look my way and heads towards the doors, but as I go to follow, I'm stopped by Eli's grip on my elbow.

"Are you really gonna go with him?" He asks.

"Yeah, I am Eli. This shouldn't have happened. And what you said REALLY doesn't make me wanna stay"

"Looks like he doesn't wanna stay either" he smirks at me, and i slap him across the face, hard.

With one last loathing look at Eli I run after Blaine.

*end flashback*


Blaine slides off the bed, and reaches for the two scarves he had left lying next to my head.

"Do you remember your safe word Kurt?" He asks, searching my face.

I nod, shifting my eyes away from his. I'm nervous. It's been a long time since we were together.

"Hey," he whispers softly, tilting my chin so our eyes meet, "we don't have to do this. I can stop right now and untie you, and I'll spend the rest of the night curled up around you, just holding you. But this," he pauses to run his hand softly over my throbbing erection, then flick the cock ring, "stays on. You won't get off without me."

I whimper pitifully.

"You can speak Kurt."

"Blaine," I say dangerously, my voice rough from the abuse my throat took, "I swear to god, if you stop now, you will sleep on the couch for the next month. Is that understood? Fuck me dammit!"

He smirks down at me, and grasps my cock, tearing a strangled moan from my throat. I want to come so bad. "stupid mother fucking cock ring"

"Ok. That means no more talking Kurt." He pulls away, raking his gaze over me "Now, where were we?"


*flashback* (Blaine's POV)

"Brigit I can't do it" I'm crying, clutching to her shirt as I sob. "I need him. I can't eat, I can't sleep, I can't do anything but think about Kurt..."

"Blaine honey," she says, stroking my hair, "we're going out, there's something you need to see..."

She took me to the bar, the same bar Kurt and I were at when he kissed "the life ruiner" as I had dubbed him.

"What the hell, Brigit? Why are we HERE of all places? I wanna go home..." I go to get back in the cab.

"Blaine Anderson quit being a baby. You are coming in here whether you like it or not. Now come on."

She grabs me by the wrist and drags me towards the doors. It was packed, and loud. She led me towards the bar and what I saw there ripped my heart apart again. Kurt.

"Brigit..." I whimper, "Please let me go home"

"No, Blaine, you are not going to sulk on my couch any more. Now watch!" She points back to Kurt, and I watch a man approach him.

"He moved on" I think to myself.

I watch as Kurt downs another drink, and the man leans in to kiss him. I also watch as Kurt returns the kiss, then freezes, and shoves the man away, burying his head in his hands, his entire body wracking with sobs. I walk forward, so I'm within hearing distance.

"..Not coming back." He says, lifting his head to summon the bartender. "I want another one, something strong."

"Kurt, Hun," the bartender says, handing him a glass, "if Blaine is too stupid to know how much you love him, then he doesn't deserve you. You need to move on."

"I CAN'T" Kurt replies, "I tried, I put his stuff in boxes, only to unpack it all the second I finished because it was all I had left of him... Jamie, I love him, I'll always love him. He's my everything... and because I was being stubborn and we were fighting all the time, he thought I didn't want him anymore... he believed Eli over me when he said it couldn't have been the first time i kissed someone else! I was drunk, and I know I should've just waited for Blaine, but he was ignoring me and I wanted his attention, all I got was an unwanted kiss and a ruined relationship... how could he do that? We've been together since high school! How could he think I'd do that to him? Well, I did, but I didn't mean for it to happen! Jamie, I miss him so much..." Kurt is sobbing again.

"Aw, Babe," Jamie says," I know... you've said the same thing every night for the past 3 weeks. But you can't go on trying to drink yourself into oblivion over him." Jamie's eyes snap up and meet mine, glaring at me. I realize then this was planned. I was supposed to hear this. "Blaine is not worth killing yourself over. Cuz that's what you're doing. You've lost too much weight cuz you're not eating, you're hardly sleeping, and you drink until you pass out. This has to stop." I know he's accusing me, and I agree, its my fault. "Now c'mon Kurt, let's get you a cab, you've had enough to drink tonight..."

I melt back into the crowd, grabbing hold of Brigit.

"Let's go," I demand, pulling her towards the door "I have to pack"

She stops "for what?" She asks skeptically.

"I'm going home"

*end flashback*


"ah, i remember..." blaine says, running the hand not wrapped around my cock up my thigh "i was gonna use a new toy on you..."

I swallow hard, my mouth dry, and a small whimper escapes my lips.

he smiles wickedly, "dont worry love, this is gonna feel so good..."

I knew then exactly what toy he was going to use, and i wasnt sure if i should be excited or afraid...


well, i doubt this was worth the wait. but i needed to explain some things. thanks to all of you who are waiting so patiently! i really am truly sorry! as a peace offering, i am willing to post another chapter today, only because my brain is buzzing with smutty ideas!