Love and Tragedies
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Hey it's me I just wanted to say that I am extremely sorry for how long it's been since I updated. It's just life has been very hectic and I know that's not an excuse really but ya it's the truth so I am very very sorry and here is the new chapter. : D thank you to all the people that reviewed my last chapter this chapter is dedicated to all of you :D
Last on Love and Tragedies:
As soon as she got to the threshold she saw someone that she wasn't expecting to see….Ryan.
"Ryan what are you doing here? Why aren't you at work?" Marissa questioned surprised at herself that she found her voice.
"I couldn't go to work knowing that you might want a divorce. I wouldn't be able to concentrate. I couldn't even sleep last night." Ryan answered sadly and sleepily " I think we should talk"
"Ya I think so too, but not now I'm not ready yet"
"Marissa please we have to talk"
"I'm sorry Ryan, I just can't………not now"
Ryan watched as the love of his life ran out of the house. He couldn't believe that he let things get this bad. He never meant to but ever since that night he couldn't thin about anything but him and HIS Marissa together and how he wanted to kill him. And now because he couldn't let things go he lost Marissa.
MEANWHILE
Marissa ran as fast as she could to her car. She didn't expect the tears that she felt coming down her cheeks but then again she also didn't expect Ryan to be at home. "I'm sorry Ryan, I just can't………not now" did she mean that? She did want to talk of course she did but when she saw Ryan she just wanted to jump into his arms and let him hold her but she couldn't do that, not until they resolved their marriage problem. She put the key into the ignition and started driving she didn't know where but she knew she needed to be away from close friends and family.
A few hours later she ended up at a door she didn't know why she came here or how she even thought of it, all she knew was that she was here with Theresa standing in front of her.
"Marissa what are you doing here?" she asked her.
"I was just wondering if we could talk. I mean I know we haven't talked in a long time and back then I wasn't really that nice to you but I do really need some none relative advice."
"Sure come on in"
When Marissa walked in she saw a little boy with black hair and dark brown eyes in the kitchen.
"Is that your son?" she asked Theresa quietly so that he wouldn't hear.
"Yes he is and before you ask no he is not Ryan's he's Eddie's son"
"Oh I wasn't going to ask that but ok. So do you still talk to Eddie? Or did you stop after what happened last time?"
"No I started talking to him about 3 years ago, we dated for 1 and in the end we ended up falling in love and getting married. That made Jacky over there very happy." Theresa replied with a big smile on her face. "So how are you and Ryan doing? And by the way thanks again for inviting me to the wedding."
"Your welcome and actually that's why I'm here, because of Ryan"
"Ah I see did he do something stupid?"
"No, well not just him both of us actually. See about a year after we got married something happened…."
At that moment Eddie came home and after saying hello to his wife, son and to Marissa he joined Theresa and Marissa with Marissa's permission. After catching up a little more, and Marissa meeting Jake, Marissa told them what had happened to her and how she and Ryan kept drifting farther and farther apart.
"Today when I came home he was there… he said he wanted to talk but I wasn't ready yet and I ran away." She said sadly "I love Ryan and I want our marriage to be fixed but I don't want to work and work and work on it if it's just going to end up in a divorce anyway."
"Well the way it looks to me is you have to make the decision whether you think your marriage has a chance." Theresa said with Eddie nodding right beside her.
"Theresa is right, look I know Ryan and we might have had our differences in the past but I know that he loves you. He's probably just scared that your not over it and want your space and he probably wants to kill that bastard but he can't because then he'll have to leave you while he goes to jail"
All three adults chuckled at the last part.
"I guess your right but what if Ryan can't stand what happened to me? What if he can't stand to look at me not to mention touch me? Then our marriage is definitely over."
"Do you think Ryan would stay with you this long if that was the case?" Theresa asked
"No, I guess not"
Marissa could hear the music from the radio and she realized that her favourite station was on and they were doing her favourite part of the show, when people play songs for the people they love. Then they all heard something that they never expected to hear.
"And now I have a special request, Marissa this is from your husband Ryan he just wants you to know that he's extremely sorry and he's willing to do whatever it takes to fix your marriage."
Then the song Best I Ever Had by State Of Shock came on. (ANThis is song is important to the story so please listen to it and if you want read the lyrics but please at least listen to it or you will miss something important)
Now
I know I messed up bad Now I'm here to say I'm sorry So many things I would take back
You were the best I ever had
I let you
down in the worst way
It hurts me every single day
I'm dying to
let you know
And ask for a
second chance
Cause when it all comes down to the end
I could
sure use a friend
You were
the best I ever had
I don't blame you for hating me
I didn't
mean to make you leave
"Oh my god I can't believe this"
"Ya now this is the Ryan I know" Eddie said smiling.
Now I'm here to say I'm sorry We
fell in love for a reason You and I were living like a love song Now
I'm here to say I'm sorry I can't believe that I threw away all our
dreams
You
and I were living like a love song
I feel so bad, I feel so bad
that you're gone
Now I know you're the only one that I want
I
want you back, I want you
And
ask for a second chance
Cause when it all comes down to the end
I
could sure use a friend
Now I'm here to say I'm sorry
And ask
for a second chance
All I want to do is make it up to you
Cause
when it all comes down to the end
You were the best I ever had
Now you're leaving
And I just want
you back
So many things we believed in
Now you're leaving and
words won't bring you back
I'll never let go of the heart I
broke
Now I know
you're the only one that I want
I want you back, I want you
And ask for a second chance
All I
want to do is make it up to you
Cause when it all comes down to
the end
I could sure use a friend
Now I'm here to say I'm
sorry
And ask for a second chance
All I want to do is make it
up to you
Cause when it all comes down to the end
You were the
best I ever had
I can't believe now that you're gone how much you mean to
me
I feel so bad, I feel so bad
You were the best I ever had
I
can't believe that I threw away all our dreams
I can't believe
now that you're gone how much you mean to me
I feel so bad, I feel
so bad
You were,
You were the best I ever had
MEANWHILE
"There you go Mr. Atwood" said the man from the radio station.
"Thank you very much, I really appreciate this."
"Your welcome"
After Ryan hung up all he could do was listen to the song that had taken him an hour to find. He just hoped Marissa was listening, he knew this was her favourite channel station and favourite part of the show to listen to but did that mean she was listening?
MEANWHILE
"I can't believe he would do that. Why would he do that?" Marissa asked while pacing back and forth in front of Theresa and Eddie.
"Because he loves you and he can't reach you so he can't say it to you and he knows that this is your favourite station so you'd probably be listening." Theresa replied.
"I guess I should probably go home" Marissa said grabbing her purse "Thank you both, you both helped me a lot actually."
After Marissa said her goodbyes she got in her car and drove off to home and most importantly to her future with Ryan, but what she didn't see while waiting to turn was the idiot truck drunk driver running a red until it was too late and all she could see were the big yellow lights coming at her.
Well there you go I hope I'll have the next chapter up sooner than I had this one but I can't promise anything. I will try though. Hope you liked it if not then sorry but I can't please everyone :D please tell what you think even if you hate it I want to know your opinions :D so now review ;D
