Don't let go.

This fanfic is a slash between Flash and Ozonide, which basically means if you don't like two men having sex, DO NOT READ ANY FURTHER THAN THIS!!! Ozonide is the property of Pinkpanther9.7, used with permission. Flash, Dash, and Chronose are my own characters, and I own the rights to them.

Ozonide sat in the forest, a nanite rolling around in his hand. He sighed, and closed his optics. He could see the face of Chronose hovering close. He was a boy again, a carefree child. His smile was infectious. Ozonide smiled, but then Chronose's face changed, and became older. It was more evil and twisted. "I will bind you to me for all eternity, and let you suffer with the death of all those you love, because you are my friend."

"NO!" He yelled. "I waited for you! You were my light in the darkness! My sanity.... my hope..." Slowly the face changed. It turned from deep blue to light blue, the helmet from black to white, and the evil face changed to one filled with kindness and love. "Ozonide."

"Hey Ozonide!" He opened his optics. Flash was standing over him looking concerned. "You ok man? You cried out in your sleep."

Was it a dream? He thought. He stood up. "I was thinking of my childhood again." He said bitterly, turning away from Flash, and walking deeper into the forest.

Flash followed a few steps behind him. "About Chronose too huh?" Ozonide remained silent. "I think about him a lot. Him and Dash both. We were all so close in P.E.L.M.... It was hard." Flash had a pained expression on his face. "You know sometimes I envy you."

Ozonide stopped and glared at him. "You envy the thought of lying in a box for five years, with no light, no sounds, nothing except your thoughts, which slowly go insane? You're envious of that?! If anything I should be jealous of you."

Flash looked him in the optic. "Ignorance is bliss Ozonide. The things they put me through... The things they made me do..."

Ozonide snorted. "Nobody can force you to do anything, you've always got a choice."

Flash stared at him, and tears came to his optics. "Wanna know what choice I had? I had to chose between watching men rape my brother, then raping me, or doing it myself! What else could I do? Let some frigging scientists and guards assault my brother? You have no idea what it's like to chose between being raped, or having sex with your own brother!" Ozonide looked away, but Flash stepped in front of him. "And not just once. Not even several times for one day, and that was it. Each and every day for three fucking years!"

Flash dropped down on the ground and started sobbing. Ozonide watched him with a pained expression, then sat next to him. "Maybe we were both lucky. Maybe we each have a reason to be jealous of each other." Flash looked up at him in shock. "But maybe we also have a reason to pity one another. I would have given anything, and I mean anything, to have friends during that time."

Flash wiped his optics and snorted. "You can't say anything. You don't know what being put through that kind of shit is like. You've never been raped, or even had sex!"

Ozonide leaned close to Flash, a strange look on his face. "No, but I've wanted to know. I've wanted to know for a very long time." He put his hand on Flash's cheek, and leaned closer. "Show me."

Flash leaned forward, and kissed Ozonide passionately. He held onto the back of his head, pressing his lips firmly against his mouth, his tongue probing deeply, tasting every inch. Their lips parted, and Flash moved his face down toward his neck, kissing, and sucking on it, while he removed Ozonide's chest plate. Ozonide groaned with desire. He hadn't known he could feel like that! He grunted, and took one of Flash's hands, moving it down toward his lower plate.

Flash put his hand between Ozonide's legs, and gently moved his fingers, one at a time, across his long, hard shaft. He moved his face down toward his chest, and taking a nipple in his mouth, he sucked lightly, flicking his tongue across it. Using his other hand, he removed Ozonide's lower plate.

Ozonide was delirious with pleasure! He was gasping, almost crying out. He fumbled to remove Flash's armor. Flash lifted his head and smiled. "You like it so far?"

Ozonide groaned angrily. "Don't fucking stop you moron!"

Flash chuckled. "We're only beginning." He took Ozonide's hand, and leaned close to his face. "Hold on to it. Don't let it go yet. I swear I'll make you feel more loved than you ever have." He whispered in a husky voice. "Don't let go."

Ozonide pulled his face toward him, and kissed him fiercely. "Hurry." He whispered. Flash smiled, and lowered himself. He gently ran his tongue along Ozonide's chest, then his stomach, and his navel. He paused there, and reached for his hot, throbbing member. With a smile he ran his tongue along it. Ozonide shuddered, and gasped. Flash rolled his tongue around the head of Ozonide's penis, then enveloped it with his mouth. He cried out in shock and pleasure. "F...Flash!" Flash stroked him quickly, sucking on his cock just as rapidly. Ozonide's back arched. He felt like he was reaching his limit! Flash suddenly let go, and Ozonide let out a moan of dismay. "I was so close!"

Flash straddled Ozonide, and took his hand, looking deep into his optics. "Don't let go yet. Don't let go." He whispered as he impaled himself on Ozonide's fully engorged member. They both cried out, their backs arched, as they flung themselves into nirvana. Ozonide's breath came in short, yelping gasps. He grabbed Flash's hips, and pushed him down hard, wanting to feel himself fully emerged.

Flash cried out in a mix of pain, and exquisite pleasure. He reached desperately for Ozonide's slick hand, and grasped it. Ozonide started thrusting upward, keeping in rhythm with Flash, and moved his other hand onto Flash's penis, gently stroking and touching, still unsure of himself. He was rewarded with a cry from Flash, and a small amount of clear fluid at the tip. He bend over, and licked it off, causing Flash to cry out even louder. He felt his need more urgent than ever. "Flash... I... I can't.."

"Close! Gonna..... AHHHHHH!" Flash cried in ecstasy, as he showered Ozonide in his cum. As the warm fluid hit his chest and neck, Ozonide gave a strangled cry, and came the very next second.

They remained upright for a moment, breathing hard, then Ozonide fell backwards, and pulled Flash on top of him. He could feel his spark racing, and through his chest plate Flash's as well. He smiled and thought Our sparks are beating as one, same pace, same time. How I love this man. His optics flew open as soon as the thoughts entered his mind. Never had he admitted to caring for anyone like that, not even Chronose. Deep in his spark he new that was why he stayed by him on the streets of Cybertron, why in the darkness he was all he thought of, and even after his escape thoughts of being with Chronose had plagued his being.

"That was fucking amazing Ozzy." Flash gasped. Ozonide's spark seemed to flutter, and he smiled, resting a hand on Flash's head, holding him close. After a few moments Flash sat up partially. "Hey, what are your nanites doing?"

Ozonide followed his gaze, and saw that they had left his body of their own accord. They looked almost like they were dancing, the way they were looping around, making intricate patterns in the dirt, but as he watched he realized they weren't dancing, they were writing something. "Ozonide loves Flash?" He said, completely flabbergasted.

Flash blushed wildly. "I didn't know you had a flair for romantic gestures. You didn't have to go to that extent just to tell me."

Ozonide looked livid. "I didn't. You little assholes! I didn't say you could go and do that!" The only response he got was the nanites moving below the words to draw a picture of a very lovestruck looking Ozonide, facing a portrait of Flash wearing a similar expression. "GET BACK HERE NOW!" He yelled. The nanites scurried back into his hand, and into his circuits. "Symbiotic my aft." He muttered.

He laid back down, and Flash rested his head against his chest once more. They remained silent for several minutes, until Flash said "So it's true what they said then, that you love me." Ozonide grunted, and looked away. Flash smiled, and buried his head into Ozonide's shoulder. "Me too."

Ozonide was moved, but if it hadn't been for the nanites blurting out his feelings for him, he probably wouldn't have told Flash at all. "So what do we wanna do about this?"

"You mean about the others?" Ozonide nodded. Flash sat up, and touched his cheek. "Up to you. Though I can't really see you prancing around, holding my hand, and going all goo goo eyed like the picture your nanites drew, I wouldn't mind it."

Ozonide took a deep breath, and shook his head. "Shut up already." He leaned up to kiss him lightly, pulled his head back down onto his chest, and shut his optics, feeling for the first time since he was a child, like he was truly at peace.