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It was about 8 in the morning when we finally got inside, Dean was talking to Cas about Sam and Jess's wedding, Sam is Dean's younger brother, who doesn't know about me. I think no one knew about me, besides Castiel , Claire, and Ben, I knew he wasn't ashamed of me, but I wonder how I was going to be introduced into his world.
Their house was surprisingly big inside, slightly messy, but cozy. "So who wants breakfast," Dean asks going to the small kitchen. "Nah, Claire wanted to go out to take pictures," Ben says and heads straight out, I was honestly surprise Dean would let him just go out like that, my mother would never let me. "Ok, be home by 12, we got to go to that lunch thing," Dean yells at him as he retreats then says to me, "You like pancakes?" I nod and sit at the little table in the kitchen. He cooks while I sit there and take in my surroundings.
At the entrance was a closet, then a kitchen that had a table and was connected a living room, there was some laundry scattered around, a skateboard lying on the carpeted floor. There was a big TV and a small couch facing it, after the living room there was a hallway with 4 doors, all together the house was better than I would have thought.
Dean cooked pancakes silently, "What happened to Ben's mom," I asked as he handed me a plate with two pancakes stacked and some syrup. He goes back to the kitchen and gets his plate, "She moved to New York a few years ago, she didn't want Ben to hold her back, thought no one would hired someone with a kid," he answers and digs in. "Ben is obviously my age" I start ,"What happened there," I begin to unhook me from my tank and start to eat my food.
He lets out a sigh, "I messed up, simple as that," he answers, "I need a little bit more than that Dean," I urged. I see sadness in his eyes, " I was with Jo first, our parents were friends I knew her since we were in diaper, when she found out she was pregnant , I was ecstatic, yah I was only 16, but I was willing to take on that role for her, I was willing to do anything for your mom," I could almost see them together, happy. "We got into this big fight one night she stormed out, said she wanted nothing to do with me, God, I shouldn't have let her go," A single tear fell as he continued, "She got into a car accident, it really messed her up, she told me she lost you, I never thought 16 years later you would show up."
"Jo left to California with her mom to recover, and I met Lisa a few months after, I was lost and Lisa filled it, next thing I know she was pregnant and I had a chance to be a dad again," he sighed and picked at his plate, "It was a total mistake but it was my second chance, I called Jo , but she never answered me," he rubbed his face and retreated to the fridge, he pulled out a beer and took a long drink. "I took care of Lisa and Ben, never thought about contacting Jo, I didn't even know that she died," he chokes on the last part.
I know I should be mad at him, but I wasn't I can see it so clearly how badly he wanted to be a father, and I couldn't believe my mother took it away from him. The way he would willingly take full responsibility for his children, you could see he really cares, which brought up the question, why did my mom take me away?
I finished eating and started telling Dean cheesy jokes to lighten the mood, he showed me to my room that was right across from Ben's. "It's not big but hopefully it will do," he said and leaves me to unpack. It wasn't big, but it wasn't small either, the walls were light green, there was a window right across from the door and a bed pushed against the wall. There was a small white drawer, no closet, and a little TV, the rest of the room was bear. I unpacked all my clothes and put my oxygen tank on the bed, "Your extra tanks are in the coat closet!" he yelled.
"Okay!" I yelled and laid on my bed, it felt good to say my bed, even if it wasn't a permanent thing. I pulled out my book ,and continued were I left off, I read and listened to the loud TV playing in the living room, it felt, dare I say, normal, it's like I've been here my whole life, and I knew when the month was over I was going to be to in love with this life to leave it.
I dosed off and woke up breathing hard, I was light headed and quickly put in my nasal cannula, and turned the tank on. Perks of awful lungs, you can't even nap without suffocating to death, I walk out of my room and see Dean dressed in a different outfit telling Cas that he needs to go back home an dress more casual, Ben and Claire were watching TV and quietly arguing. "What's up Mads," Ben says as Cas retreats home to change, "Nothing," I say awkwardly, as I walked toward them pulling my tank along.
I look at the clock, it's almost 1, "You need to get dressed," Dean orders me, I frown and look at what I'm wearing, "Do I have to?" I whine, the look on his face answers my question. I didn't really feel like going anywhere, I was still exhausted, call me crazy, but I really wanted to meet everyone.
Claire was wearing a dress so I pulled one out too. It was a white lace dress with a dark gray crop top on top; I also added a thin light brown belt. I pulled my hair out of its ponytail and put on some strappy sandals. I looked in the mirror and gave myself a once over then left.
I frowned, my tank made me look sick and I hated that look. I didn't want anyone besides them to see me like this, but there wasn't much I could do.
Dean yelled saying he would leave without me if I didn't hurry up, I sighed and ran out the door with that god awful blue tank trailing behind me.
Sorry for such a short chapter but I had to finish some college apps, review!
