Alice didn't know where she was going. She didn't care.
She was hundreds of feet off the ground, going over a hundred miles per hour.
How could she have done this to me?
These thoughts were racing across her mind.
Why, oh god why.
I can't believe she would do that to me. I loved her, I did everything for her.
The sun was setting. It would be dark soon. Alice still didn't care. Marisa had broken her heart, and her life would never be the same again.
I cant believed I trusted her, oh god why why why why why why why why why why why why...
I just cant...
Alice knew exactly what she wanted to do now. There was a cliff nearby.
Marisa, why why why why why why why why
Devil's peak was the highest cliff in the Gensokyo area. It had a 500 foot drop onto jagged rocks. If anything survived the fall (which was unlikely) they would be permanently paralyzed. It was a site that people who were suicidal would often hang around. At almost any time of day there was some business man or women standing there. The problems varied, sometimes their company went bankrupt. Sometimes they lost their job. Sometimes they were millions of dollars in debt. Sometimes they were being targeted by the Yakuza. Sometimes they simply had a broken heart. They all had one thing in common, and this was the fact that they were simply tired of living.
Alice's mind was blank as she stood on the edge of the cliff. The sunset was beautiful today. The sky consisted of thousands of shades of pinks, reds, and oranges. For all she knew the atmosphere was on fire. It didn't make a difference to her. Her life was over, the only girl whom she loved betrayed her. That very thought brought a new wave of tears to her eyes.
She thought back to all the good times she had with Marisa. She could still remember the day that she told her that the only thing she wanted to do in life was be with her. She remembered the many nights the two would stare up at the stares and ponder what was up there in space. She remembered the night that she lost her virginity to Marisa. She remembered the blood covered sheets and soreness that followed.
All for nothing.
The sunset is awfully pretty today.
The sun was starting to burn her eyes. She figured it was a good idea to look away before she went blind.
But it's just so pretty.
Some one was staring at her she knew it.
"Alice, please dont jump. I'm sorry, I never meant to hurt you like this..." Marisa pleaded from behind her.
"You were never supposed to find out like this"
"So you were just going to keep me in the dark forever then I assume." Alice responded, her voice wavering.
"No Alice, I was going to tell you I swear!"
"You just kept me around because the rent was cheap and the sex was good. Dont try to lie to me, I know you too well."
"Not at all Alice! I stayed because I love you goddamn it!."
"Bull shit. Complete, pure, unadulterated bull shit."
"Alice, why wont you believe me? I love you."
"If you love me so much, then tell me. What were you doing with that purple haired girl?"
"Alice, I..."
"Well? I'm waiting for an answer Marisa."
"Alice, I'm sorry!"
"Answer. The. Question. Ma-ris-a." Alice demanded.
"I... I..."
"Answer the fucking question or I swear to all that is holy I will leap from this cliff.
" I love both of you god damn it." Marisa couldn't take it any more. She broke down into tears.
"I knew I shouldn't have trusted you."
"Alice no!"
With that last exchange, Alice stepped off the ledge. Marisa followed.
