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The vomit was cleaned up.

After Lisa got all cleaned up too, I threw my arms around her.

"Everything is going to be fine. I promise Lise." I told her.

She held me tighter.

"I killed her; I shouldn't have left her alone. It's my entire fault. She was almost 4 Greg, and she lost her life."

"it wasn't your fault okay? You were gone 2 minutes."

"I shouldn't have, I shouldn't have left the room." She said crying into my chest.

"No, It's not your fault, stopped blaming yourself."¨

"Don't give me that…shit…Greg, you never forgave me." she said still sobbing.

"You can't be serious, Lisa, I forgave you long ago, well they wasn't even anything to be forgiven of, it wasn't your fault okay?"

"But you left me!"

"What?! No didn't, you said one night, that you never wanted to see me again, and threw me out, you said that you couldn't be with me because every time you saw me, you thought of her and you just couldn't take it anymore."

"This is so screwed up."

"tell me about it."

I hugged her close to my heart and remembered the day that ruined everything.

Flashback:

16 years ago, lily was almost 4.

It was just another day, in the House-Cuddy family.

"Come, Daddy… I wanna play." Little Lily asked me.

"No, sweetie, I'm busy." I said to her.

"Okay, fine." She said pouting. She ran off to Lisa.

"Mommy I wanna play. Play with me." She asked her.

"okay, in a few minutes. "

"Thanks mommy." She said with a big smile on her face.

"Julie, can you go to the market and get some more meat? We don't have enough for everybody for the barbecue and Greg and I have to take of preparing everything and lil' of course."

"Yeah, I'll go. See you in a few." Her sister answered, getting her stuff.

"Lisa, I was just paged, I have to go, my patient just went into cardiac arrest."

"No, don't go. They don't need you stay. You'll go later."

"okay." I agreed.

"Mommy, Mommy. Come. I wannna go in the pool!!" Lily begged her mother.

"Fine, I'm coming."

I took off my dress. I had a bathing suit under it.

"Why don't you take it all off?" I suggested with a smirk.

"Maybe I will." She said playing along.

She smiled.

Lisa dived into the pool. Lily joined her seconds later.

They were slashing. They were playing. I was just sitting there watching them.

"Come Daddy…"Liliana asked me.

"I'm sorry Lily, I just want to stay dry."

"it's okay Daddy." She said, continuing to play with her mother.

About 30 minutes later:

"Go, get yourself dry inside, I'll come with you." Lisa said.

"I'll start preparing the food, your sister should be back anytime soon." I told her.

They went upstairs.

"Go into your room and get dried up, 'kay?"

"Yes Mommy." She said happily.

She was such a darling.

She went to her room herself to get clean up when she heard a scream from the middle bedroom.

"Lily? "

"Ahhhhh." She screamed.

She ran to her room, but I guess it wasn't quick enough.

She heard another scream and glass breaking.

Lisa arrived at her room, the window was smashed.

Lily wasn't there.

"OH MY GOD." I yelled from down stairs.

Lily went through window.

She was bleeding from everywhere.

I saw that she was stabbed despite the fact she had cuts everywhere.

"Dad…dy." Lily was able to stay.

"LISAAA." I yelled.

She appeared over my head.

"Oh my god." She said with tears in her eyes.

"I didn't see anything, I was in my room she screamed and she was pushed out of the window. Oh my god."

I didn't have time, to say anything Lisa ran down the stairs, in tears.

"Greg…I'll call 911."

"No wait, we're doctors, just wait. Come." I asked her, I preferred that while Lily was still breathing and was able to talk, I guessed that her last moments should be with us.

"lily, Lily. I love you so much." I told her, looking into her blue eyes.

"it…hurts Daddy." She was able to say.

I kissed her forehead.

I took my shirt off and applied pressure to her stab wound.

"Sweetie, I'm sorry. I love you so much." She said, holding her daughters hand.

"Help…me." she pleaded.

I started to cry, I couldn't help it. She was going to die.

I called 911 and asked for immediate help.

"my heart is breaking, I can feel it." Lily said.

Those words broke our hearts.

"We love you so much; your pain is going to go away soon." I told her.

Lisa's and my tears were rolling down our cheeks.

"My heart's been ripped out…hasn't it Daddy?" She asked me, with tears welling up.

"No, my Lily, your heart will always be with you, but your mother and I will always make it beat for you." I told her.

I really meant that we'll never forgive her, but I think she understood.

"Hold on, Lily. Please." Lisa asked our child.

"I'm…sorry for making you cry, Mommy." She apologized.

"No, don't apologize." Lisa told her, stroking her cheek.

I pressed harder on the wound.

"Ow…"

"I'm sorry, I have to press hard."I apologized, not wanting to hurt her.

"Daddy, Mom…my. I wuv… you."she said.

"We love you too." We said in unison.

"No, No, please don't die. Greg! Do something!" She yelled at me.

God I wished there was something to do.

"we love you, Lily." I said, pressing even harder on the wound.

"we're losing her, aren't we?" Lisa asked with a strain in her voice.

I couldn't answer her.

Lily looked at us.

"I love you…moreee." She said.

"If that's what you believe." I told her , I didn't want to get over a fight about who loved who more, today with her.

She slowly closed her eyes.

It was too late, when I heard the sirens.

She was gone.

Lisa and I gave her one last kiss on the cheek.

End of Flashback.

"We never lost her; she was always in our hearts."

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I thought that it was a very sad chapter and I had a hard time writing it, but I hope you liked it.

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