RE-UPDATE [Edit by JOSEANNETHIBO]
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Here I am, in front of a door, my family, my wife and my daughter are on the other side, and I only have to open the door...
I'm so nervous, what if she doesn't like me? What if she doesn't love me 'cause I don't remember? I don't wanna disappoint her... Too much what if, I don't wanna open the door, but I need to meet her, she's my daughter, she's only 3 and Brittany said that she really loves me. I need to be a good mother. Ok, I'm opening the door... Brittany and my mum are staring me, my dad's drinking his coffee, I don't see her, I was so scared and she isn't ... Oh my god, a wonderful baby girl is now in front of me.
"MAMI MAMI MAMI!" She runs toward me and I take her, we hug so tight, I'm crying like a little baby, she's so beautiful.
"Hi my love" Brittany is looking at us, she's crying too.
"I lol you" Alex says, Brittany whispers "I love you" ah ok, now I understand.
"I love you too, I missed you so much" she didn't break the hug, she doesn't want to leave me, I'm in love with her, she's so perfect, but I feel a little tired.
"Ok honey, why don't you come here? Mami is tired, ok?" Brittany is near me and she opens her arms, then Alex goes in her arms.
"Mami here" she says with a sad face.
"What's up honey?" I ask her.
"Don't go" Brittany looks at me, her eyes full of tears.
"I'm not going anywhere my love" she smiles "you want to play?"
"YES MAMI!"
"Don't shout Alex" Brittany tells her.
"Sorry mommy, mami go" she takes my hand.
"Santana you don't have to get tired, you have to rest" Brittany says.
"I'll be sitting and we are going to play something not too tiring '' I say and she nods.
Alex and I are in the game room, we are on the table, and I decided to paint so she's watching me and she's trying to do the same and I'm helping her. She's so perfect, she looks like Brittany, blue eyes, light skin, long, but dark hair and she's so smart. I already love her, how can I have such a beautiful creature?
"Mami I am hungry"
"What do you want to eat?"
"Cake, cake!" She wants a cake?!
"Come on, we'll go to the kitchen and tell mommy what we want"
"YEEEEEE " she runs out the door. I join the others in the kitchen, Alex was already in Brittany laps.
"I made pancakes, do you want some San?" Brittany asks me.
"Yes thank you" she sets Alex on her chair and she whispers to me.
"Go to sit next to her, you always do it"
"Oh yeah thank you"
I sit next to Alex, she's playing with her plate. After breakfast Alex is in my arms, she really missed me, we were watching cartoons in the living room, Brittany is in the door, and she's looking at us, what is she thinking? I think she zoned out.
"Brittany?... Brittany? Brittany?!" I say.
"Umh,yeah?"
"Are you ok?"
"Y-yeah.. Oh I have to go to the airport"
"Why?"
"My parents arrived"
"Oh ok, see you later"
We watched cartoons all morning, she sang the theme songs and she wanted me to sing too, she's so sweet. A car arrived. I see Brittany and her parents.
"Grandps!" Alex says and starts to run toward the door. Brittany enters the house with her parents.
"Hey sweetheart" her grandma says and takes her.
"Santana are you ok?"
"Yes, are they your parents?"
"Yes, Susan and Steve, come with me" she takes my hand and we go to the kitchen, her dad looks at me.
"I'm so happy to see you San, can I hug you?" Steve asks me.
"Yes sir" Brittany laughs.
"Sir? I know you have some problems remembering who I am, but sir? Seriously Santana?!" He smiles.
"You're right Steve" I smile and he hugs me.
"Steve take Alex please I need to hug my love" Steve takes Alex and Susan hugs me "I'm so happy to see you honey, don't scare us again so much" she's crying.
"I'll try not to, I swear"
"Mum I know you are happy to see her, but you need to leave her" Brittany says.
"Oh yes, sorry honey" Susan says.
"It's nothing Susan"
"How do you feel?"
"Good, really good, Brittany is helping me"
"Ok I bet, are you ok Britt?"
"What do you mean mum?" Brittany asks.
"Do you... I don't know, are you what? A couple? Wife and wife?..."
"Mum please"
"Ok I am sorry" Susan says.
"Lunch is ready, come and eat" Steve says.
"Where are my parents?" I ask.
"They are upstairs in the guest room, I'll go to call them" Brittany says.
"I'm going, go sit" I say.
"Ok"
We lunched all together, I helped Brittany to clean the kitchen, she didn't want but I insisted. Our parents are in the guest room to rest now.
"Alex it's nap time" Brittany says.
"Mami sleep with me" Alex says.
"Of course I'll sleep with you, go to your room, I'm gonna come in one minute, ok?" I say and Alex goes upstairs.
"Is there a problem?" Brittany asks me.
"Oh no, I want to know if you will be here after Alex will be asleep"
"Yes, I took some days off"
"Ok, do you think that maybe we can talk later?"
"Yeah, I'll wait for you here"
"Ok" I go upstairs and Alex is in her bed "you are so beautiful"
"You too mami"
We hug in her bed until she falls asleep. I stare at her, she is so pretty, little and innocent, she can't be mine! I leave her to sleep and go downstairs. Brittany is on the couch, she seems nervous, she's staring out the window.
"Hey" I say.
"Hey, is she asleep?"
"Yes, she's so wonderful"
"Yeah... What do you want to talk about?"
"Ok, your mum, Susan, before says something about what we are, what are we Brittany?"
"Oh, well... Umh, I really love you Santana, I never loved someone like how much I love you, and I don't wanna lose you, but I can understand that you are uncomfortable to stay with me, so, I think that you should choose what we are, 'cause to me you will always be my wife..." She was starting to cry.
"Please Brittany don't cry, I didn't want..."
"No, your question is right, we have to talk about it"
"Are you sure? I don't want upset you"
"Yeah I'm sure, we can talk, what do you think?"
"Well, you are an amazing girl, but I don't know you, maybe we can talk, we can get to know each other and then we can choose what we are" now she's crying.
"Do you-do you- you want... divorce?" She sobs, she's so broken.
"No! Why are you thinking that? If I married you there was a reason, maybe we can fall in love again, what do you think?" I smile.
"O-ok" I hug her "it's so hard"
"What?"
"Be around you and I can't touch you, can't kiss you, can't cuddle with you, I don't know what to do, you are here, after I thought I lost you, and I-I don't know what to do"
"Ok, we can make it together, I'm sorry that it's hard for you"
"You don't have to be sorry, it isn't your fault"
"I know, but I would give you what you want but it..." She interrupts me
"I would never kiss you if you wouldn't want to. The amazing thing with you it's the love you can give, I can't take it"
"Ok, so we can say that we are friends that have a daughter"
"Ok, you'll stay here right?"
"Yes... If you want me here"
"Of course I want you here... Maybe you should go to sleep"
"The guest rooms are taken"
"You can sleep in our bedroom, I'll stay here"
"Are you sure?"
"Yes, go, you need to rest"
I leave Brittany and I go in our bedroom, it's so weird, there are so many photos of us. I lay down and fall asleep.
Brittany POV
I'm on the couch, why is it all so hard? She's here but she's not, I'm so happy she is ok, but we are not together, if it wasn't for Alex maybe she would leave me. I want my Santana back, the love of my life, I want to go upstairs and kiss her. I'm so in love with her that I don't know if I can pretend to be her friend. She has all right to be only my friend and I can understand it, but I can't be just her friend, what the hell! I need to talk with Quinn...
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