Hey, guys. How are you doing? Good? Good...

I have some bad news for you. Actually they are not THAAAAT bad, they could have been worst but they are bad... Sad maybe... So, you noticed I didn't post enything in two (maybe three) weeks now... The truth is that for some stupid and annoying reason I lost my inspiration for this story... I don't say I won't update again but now I have my studies and the truth is that I have some many one shops that eat my brain and sole alive that this story stays back... The last week I tried sto hard to write the 4th chapter but I always ended up with a great story for a one shot. I was like:

"OKAY! Today you will write the 4th chapter of 'I Will Protect You'!"

[2 minutes later]

"Yes, but that anonymous sent you a great promp... why don't you work with that?"

Guys I tried so hard to sit my butt and mind down and write more of this because it's my first big multichaptered story and I really like the idea and the story I have planned but I. JUST. CANT. WRITE IT! I'm so angry at myself. I don't know when I'm going to post again and to understant what I'm saying I'm posting a small (800 words) chapter 4, okay? I didn't sent it to my beta so any mistakes just pretent you didn't see them. I hope you have the strength to wait for my inspiration to come back or else goodbey my friend, thank you for readinf anyway!


Bellamy

They woke up together. Bellamy opened his eyes first, blinding to the bright light of the sun for a moment and search for Clarke's eyes. She is awake too because she is watering her lips and mouth even thought her eyes are closed. He smiles a second before she opens them and like him, she blinks several times to get used of the bright light.

It feels different today. Different yes, but Bellamy can't decide if it's a good different or a bad different. For his body is a bad different because sitting on the ground, with someone on your lap and leaning against a tree is not as comfortable as the matters or his bed. But it's a good different for his heart and mind. The physical pain will fade sometime anyway… But the fact that they are safe from Boss and that they will start again gives him strength to do anything.

"Bellamy?" Clarke's voice brings Bellamy back from his thoughts. She is staring at him, those blue eyes that he would do anything to bring back the brightness of the first day they met. Today they are brighter and happier than yesterday. One step at a time, he things.

"Good morning." he finally answers and stretching his hands to the air and then come back around Clarke.

"Good morning." Clarke says too and gently opens Bellamy's hands from around her, standing up and stretching her body too.

Bellamy stands up too, stretching the rest of his body and wipe the dirt and grass from his clothes. He hears Clarke yawns and then her stomach groaning. They both laugh and with need of words Bellamy sits down again, bringing their bag on his lap and open it.

"Yes please." Clarke happily says when she sees him opening the bag and sits crossed legs in front of him, "I'm starving."

Bellamy agrees with a smile and takes out the cookies. "Ladies first." he offers to Clarke she smiles.

They ate in silence. Clarke looked at her watch and it's eight in the morning. That's why people already passing by. Bellamy sees how Clarke's shoulder tens every time someone stares at them. Good thing is they probably won't recognize them as the kids from the orphanage. It's safe for them to be out in the town. But the way they look at them…

"Ignore them." Bellamy whispers and place hand on Clarke's knee. "They don't know what we've been through."

Clarke stares at him and nods. She ignores them for the rest of their breakfast.

Once their stomach feels okay they stand up and stare at each other. Bellamy bends down and pick up their bag again, throwing to his shoulder. He closes the distance between them at grab Clarke's hand. "You ready?" he asks and gives her a squeeze.

"I born ready." Clarke jokes and they laugh.

They start walking towards somewhere. They don't know where to go or what to do next. A comfortable silence fell around them while they walked the roads. People are walking around them, some of them running, head down of talking to the phone. Most of the men are wearing good clothes with a tie around their neck and the women wear skirts and heels. They are so consecrate to their destination that have Bellamy wondering where they are going.

That's when she realized what they have to do. "Job." he breathes and stops, making Clarke stop too.

"What?" she asks and steps in front of him.

He smiles down at her and repeats his thought, "Job. We have to find a job."

"Bellamy, we-"

"We need money, Clarke." he let go of her hand and cup her shoulders, "It's the only way to get money."

"I know but…" Bellamy stares at her eyes, waiting for her to finish, "Okay." she finally breathe and her eyes fall to their feet.

Bellamy smiles and brings her to his chest and hugs her tight. She let him, not moving and just buries her nose on the crock of his neck. "It's going to be okay, I promise." he stokes her.

"I know." she whispers and gently pushes out of his hands. She didn't cry, she didn't need to cry. They are in a word she doesn't know about and she is scared. That's what Bellamy sees in her eyes and it's not far from what he feels too.

"Okay, let's start searching." Bellamy says and tangles his hand to Clarke's again.

They walked around the small town for at least two hours, when Bellamy stopped them.

"I don't think there is anything here." he says and run his free hands through his messy hair.

"Bellamy don't worry." Clarke starts, "We searched half the town. Maybe we will find something in the other half."

Bellamy wants to believe her but deep inside him something is ringing a bell. He doesn't like it. He thought it will be easier to find something but-

"Look, Bellamy." Clarke cuts his thoughts, "It's a cafe."

Bellamy lifts his head where Clarke's finger is pointing. It's a cafe, a small one. 'Grounded' says the sign above the door.

"I don't think they are looking for employs." he says instead.


I think you can all see how bad this is... I know what I want to write... I know what is going to happen... But I can't write it! I mean come on! Why it hate me so much?! Anyway... I will delete this 'chapter' when I come back and post a real chapter.

Till then, if you like my writing you can check out my one shots at Bellarke Stories and come to say 'Hello' at my tumblr ( bellarkestories)! See you soon guys! I LOVE YOU ALL!