"Please don't kill me" I tried and shrunk me together. "Relax, I will not kill you, but I swear if you try to find out how many lives I have, I will kill you and you will not wake up" she warned me. "We have to leave." She said as something was bothering her. I just stood still: "Why s… She interrupted me. "Follow me, I will explain everything on the way. I followed her without saying a word. After a while we walked pass a pit. I saw myself. I was changed! My eyes was reflecting every color they saw. "Are you going to tell me what that is going on?" I asked rude. "Shhj!" she said loud, but it was like she was afraid someone would hear her. "We are alone. What are you afraid of" I insisted. "MEEEE!" a voice that could make a huge clear pit fly hundreds of miles thundered behind me. The voice was deep. The smell of rotten flesh filled the air. My skin turned into gooseflesh. The loud sound hit a mountain and come back again. The air come flowing to me and it tilted me over. I couldn't move. Someone controlled my muscles. I started levitating. I got sat down on my feet and I could finally move again. I don't know why, but the words just streamed free from my mouth: "can I call you Nirvana?" She growled as answer. " bad timing?" the air got smashed out of me. I stood still, but something was powerfull enough to beat the air out of me without moving me. I saw on the girl. She was totally concentrated. I saw in front of me. They was trapped in a black fog. Thousands of souls sprinted down eachother to get to me first, they didn't wouldn't sing me a – after their look on me – lullaby. I think the only reason I wasn't dead was the blue aura that surrounded them. The girl collapsed and the soul started breaking out of the black fog. My first thought you ask? Oh, crap! My second? Run! My third? Am screwed! I had to help the girl, but the thought of dying wasn't that tempting. I don't know what happened next. The most I just did of myself on impulse. I waved my hand in a half circle from left to right. I turned my hand 115 degrees to left and made a triangle. The triangle started glowing in red and white and then it turned to this symbol ≤ . The demons got sucked into it. It blitzed in white when everyone was sucked up and disappeared. I started feeling tired. Very tired. I had to. I had to sleep. I would have fallen asleep if not the birds had started singing their beautiful song. The girls eyes started slipping. I could hear her breathing weakly. She motioned to me that I had to come closer. I leaned towards her mouth. "I like it" she said peacefully. "What" I asked "what do you like?" "The name" she answered quite "Nirvana= "of souls." "I like it" she said sleepy. I didn't hear more. I listened closely. I couldn't hear her words. I couldn't hear breath. I couldn't hear her. "Don't leave me" I yelled. I tried to yell into her ear: "You will regret leaving me here!" I had this feeling. I had this annoying feeling of that all was lost. The only thing that was more annoying that all was lost, was that I did not had any idea of what I had lost or why. I let my hand glide over her eyes and close them slowly and quiet. I could feel something wet slip of my chin. A tear dropped to the ground. It's fascinating isn't it? How the world can make a life, How this life can be glorious? How this life doesn't have a fate before you make your own? How the world can take a life. Rip everything you have close out of your hands and throw it in the garbage. I couldn't look at her longer. I raised me up and brushed dust of my clothes. I started walking away. I could hear my steps to the grass. Everything else was just distant harshness. Suddenly my mouth started smiling and I could hear it. How lovely it was. How glad I was. How much I loved that cute, teasingly sound. My hole body got filled with harmony. That words I will remember for the rest of my life.

"Was that a threat?"