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December 15th (Early morning)
Dear Diary
Well everyone is getting ready to go for winter holidays and I think that I am going to have a fun one because I am going to Isabella's house and spending it there, I know that I should go back home but I don't want to because I want to be able to be away from home. I mean I love my family just I know that since I spent all summer there and I would rather spend this holiday away for that reason and I don't think that my sister wants to see me either because her and I don't get along anymore and its really not my thing to upset her anymore than I already do when I do go home. I just wrote my parents when I got invited and told them that I wasn't going to be there and they understood because they know that I really do enjoy being here at Hogwarts and that I really do enjoy hanging out with my friends and that I am really close to them as well as close to my parents and I am glad that they understand how my friends and I are.
Things here at Hogwarts haven't been that bad because things are really good when they want to be but I do know that things are going to be even more crazy when the holidays are over and that there will be even more work to be done but that's ok because I can handle it or so I hope, I just have to keep a positive outlook and know that all this is getting me ready for when I am going to be a 7th year taking NEWTs and I know that those are going to be even harder than OWLs and I have to be ready for that and I don't care how many nights that I have to stay up all night studying but I will make it through because I know that I can. I am smart and strong and just need to set my goals and keep them. I know that I can make it because I am a fighter and I always have and always will be, I wont let anyone get to me without a fight. I will get through this.
Well on a lighter topic I am pretty excited about getting to go somewhere this holiday and I know that its how its suppose to be and I am really glad that Isabella and her family invited me to go and spend time at their house its really exciting and totally going to be fun and I can't wait, I haven't been to someone's house since I went to James's so its going to be new but worth it and Isabella said that her parents are really excited to meet me and get to spend the holidays with both of us and they are going to come and get us from the train station so I am pretty excited.
Well I better go I have classes then tonight I have to pack and then tomorrow is off to Isabella's.
Bye for now
Lily
December 20th (Night)
Dear Diary
Well I am at Isabella's house and it is a very nice house because its so huge and out not too far from other houses but far enough that you wont get bothered too much by other people. Also its so beautiful from just the outside because it has dark bricks and vines hanging over the right side of the house and some of the rooms in the back have a nice view of the backyard, also some of the rooms have a balcony. I love this house and I am just sitting in my room here and I would say that it's a very nice room. It has a four poster bed and different shades of reds and blues so it's a very calming. The sheets are red and white. I love this room very much. Isabella's parents are very nice and take really good care of the both of us. The food that we have had so far is amazing and I am so happy here because so far we have had lots of snowball fights and just sat in front of the fire and read some books and have so far just talked about boys, make up, and random clothes and shoes just the usual girl things. I have been having a good time and its been amazing and we haven't even talked about stupid Potter and what he's been doing to the school because well either we just haven't made it to that subject yet or she's just avoiding it all together which I don't mind because it would be a hard subject to talk about because I don't really know what to say about it at all and frankly I want to keep avoiding it.
My room is close to Isabella's room but we each have our own bathrooms which is ok by me because I like to take showers sometimes late at night to relax me if I have been having a tough day even if I am not in school. I am just happy that I am here and able to relax with Isabella, I think that tomorrow we are going to go out and ice skate on the pond near her house and we are both not sure how we are going to do but we both know that we are going to fall at least once while we are out but I know that it will be fun. I know also that I think that tomorrow we are going to also go out and have another snowball fight since we can really do that here and not get hit by anyone else but each other because usually when we have snowball fights at Hogwarts James and his friends usually get involved and don't stop until we just run away really fast and even then we just keep getting hit with snowballs.
I am going to go and take a shower and get some sleep.
Night
Lily
December 21st (Late Afternoon)
Dear Diary
Well I just got back from being outside and well I have never had that much fun in awhile we went ice skating and we fell a lot of times but each time we fell we would laugh and be like we are going to feel this later and when we got up we would just laugh some more but then Isabella said something about James and I and I just looked away and didn't answer because I didn't know what to say knowing that if I said anything she would say to just ask him back out and I don't want to do that because I just want to be alone and wait and see if he changes and grows up and stops being rude to other people because to me that's just not fair and he shouldn't be acting that way and I hate it when he pushes around Severus, I mean granted we aren't the best of friends anymore but still he is a person and he has feelings as well. I would also say that I want to wait and see if he will ever be fair to others and not using his magic on other people for other uses.
Well I am going to go and hang out with Isabella and her family.
Bye for now
Lily
December 26th (Night)
Dear Diary
Well I had a great Christmas, I got some books from Isabella, a pair of Earrings from Emily and a sweater from my parents and some other things from my friends but it would be a lot of things to write but mainly it was clothes and other things to go with the clothes but I would say that the main thing is that it was a good day and now today was a great day because I got to eat leftover Christmas dinner and it was even better than yesterday and I know that the holiday is almost over and we are going to be going back to Hogwarts after the first of the year, I kind of don't want to go back because I know that all the stress is going to be back and this is the first time that I haven't thought about school and work and studying. I think that it's been a good holiday for everyone and I am going to miss it. Isabella and I were saying last night that for the first time in weeks we were not stressed out at all and having fun without the gossip of the other girls talking trash about other people in other houses so it's been a nice silent holiday.
I know that things are going to be ok and I am ready for things to go back but I like not having the stress of school and also I like not having to worry about people throwing hexes at people but I am going to enjoy going back onto prefect duties with Remus and also I am going to enjoy the ability of being able to go to the library whenever I want to because I am a prefect and also I am going to enjoy seeing my friends who are in the same or the different house as me, I am more then ready to get back to working hard for every mark that I have made in all of the 6 years that I have been at Hogwarts. I am more than ready to face James Potter again and I know that I keep going from calling him James to calling him Potter and then I combine the two together and that is because I don't know what to call him right now I mean I am mad at him and I am also in love with him and I am not sure how to act but I know that I have to wait until he makes the first move if he ever makes it and isn't being a jerk about it. I also know that I really do love him but he is too much of a jerk to ever admit that he's wrong and should grow up.
I also know that James is never going to grow up unless he feels like that he should change and I am never going to tell him that he should change and that's because I shouldn't talk to him about anything and I hate the fact that he thinks that its ok to pick on the younger years at Hogwarts and until he realizes that he needs to respect them I am not going to talk with him.
Well I better go.
Night for now
Lily
Authors note: I am sorry for the delay, I have been busy getting ready to see my man before he leaves, and also been getting ready to go to basic training.
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