"I couldn't see anything, it was like my mind was burning in its blindness. What happened?" Her hushed voice growing higher until, to any human, it would be undecipherable.

"We will explain later my dear Alice. Should we get our ribbons and head for home. I need to hunt!"

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Nelly's frantic voice was quickening with each sentence: "The werewolves were in town today Carlisle! They know that is our part of town, how dare they! I think they want to be killed, I almost let Bella rip their throats out, right there and then, it would have been a massacre, and that Jacob; he was shaking, as if we were the ones that were in the wr…"

"Oh, Nelly," I interrupted. "Please let it be, it's over now…" I Struggled for breath; not that I needed it, and paced back and forth between Carlisle and Alice.

"Bella's right Nelly, they must be long gone by now, we can all just forget about it." But I could not forget: I could not forget the scent of that beautiful monster. It was as if it had been purposefully captured inside me, trying needlessly to decapitate my self control, coaxing me to hunt for human blood once more.

I needn't have excused myself from the room as I flew upstairs, Alice already knew. She explained to everyone that I was looking for some peace and quiet. Although her premonitions could not explain my actions, I knew she understood. Her thoughts were hedging towards my need for something beyond my self control. She knew as well as I did, that I was going to remove myself from this situation. I just hadn't decided to where I would go.

I had spent 58 years refraining from my thirst for human blood, but this werewolf, this beautiful werewolf, teased my self control. I couldn't help but think of the two humans I had feasted upon: they both occurred within my first year as a new born. I could taste them fresh in the back of my throat, the burn yearning to be quenched. It intensified as I imagined the satisfaction it would bring to feed on a humans blood once more, let alone that werewolf's blood.