Warning: Slight slash, nothing too graphic.


Pairing: RemusSirius

Unattainable

He's unattainable, because he's Moony – soft brown hair, liquid brown eyes he melts for, and the cutest habit of putting his hands in his pockets when he's shy – oh, and did Sirius mention that he was straight and going out with Mary McDonald?

Sirius should be happy, really – should be happy that one of his best friends, one that happens to be a long-time bachelor and a werewolf to boot. Instead, he's jealous, so jealous – it should be him, the one stroking Moony's scars after the full moon, kissing his softsoft lips, running his fingers through his beautiful hair.

The next second, he feels absolutely disgusted. Moony would laugh at him if he said anything – no, Moony is too polite – James would bully him worse than Snivellus. He has to keep it secret.

Sometimes, Sirius takes James's Cloak – takes it and hunts down the prefect and the Muggle-born witch snogging in the hallways. He always watches, feeling like an intruder – because that's what he is, of course.

His heart is heavy, and his friends notice – they often ask what's wrong, why he isn't bullying Snape mercilessly – he shrugs it off. He doesn't want to speak to them, especially not Moony. He's angry, and he doesn't want to admit his heart is breaking.

Remus John Lupin will forever be unattainable, and Sirius's Black genes must accept that.


Poor Sirius :P He's probably going to appear again.

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