I Miss You
Ellie sat in Jay's car staring at the window. She could feel the butterflies erupting throughout her stomach. She wasn't sure exactly what she was doing; going out on a whim like this was so unlike her, because she was one of those people who constantly found the need to overanalyze even the most simple of situations.
"El… chill out! He isn't gonna bite you… unless you want him to that is." Jay said in his trademark attitude, after about five minutes of pure silence.
Ellie gave him a look of disgust. "Must you make every situation between me and Sean a sexual innuendo?" She asked him annoyed but grateful for the break of the silence.
"Uh… yeah! This is what I do… and anyways it was just a joke. I am the one helping here." Jay said laughing.
"Sorry, Jay. It's just… I'm so nervous. I mean, what if he leaves me like he did last time? What if all of the sudden he decides to gallivant off to god-knows-where without me? I'm not sure if I'm ready to deal with that. But then again, at the same time, I want nothing more then to just run into his arms and-" Ellie said and was then interrupted.
"No need to go into descriptive about what you want to do to my best friend, if you don't mind." Jay said with a mildly disgusted look on his face.
Ellie just laughed at him and continued to stare out the window. What if I make a complete fool out of myself? What if he wants the old Ellie and not the woman I have become but the eleventh grader he left? Ellie thought to herself but quickly pushed it from her mind as she saw that they were on Sean's street.
"You ready to face him?" Jay said with a smirk.
"Not in the least." Ellie admitted.
"El… don't worry about it. He'd be insane to say no to you… and I know he won't so just chill and let it flow." Jay said calmly while parking the car in front of Sean's apartment complex.
Jay got out of the car and Ellie sat there for a moment, not ready to face the reality of where she was and what she was about to do. Can I do this? She thought. I'm a strong determined woman and I'm not gonna let a little fear stop me! She told herself.
She got out of the car, seeing that Jay had waited for her at the steps. She nodded to him signaling that she was ready to go and the headed to the 3rd floor of the building and stopped in front of door 316.
Jay rang the doorbell and he and Ellie waited while her stomach did flips. A few moments later, the door opened and there he was. Sean Cameron.
A/N: sorry I haven't updated in awhile but I have been SO extremely busy but I promise that I am going to start updating regularly from now on. Sorry this is kinda short but I really wanted their encounter to be a whole chapter in itself.
