Yu escorted me to the shopping district, full of vendors selling foreign goods and crowds of people bargaining for a good deal. It must've been a fair or something, cause I've never seen it this packed before. Yu let go of my hand when we left the house, but i still felt like he was holding it...we were both silent for a good while...we both blushed for a good while. Maybe he did want me...i don't know...
We were walking aimlessly; past the shrine we saw the fox roaming around. It greeted Yu but not me...figures. We payed our respects then Yu pointed out a small jewelry vendor. It was run by an elderly woman and her husband, both babbling on and on about their teenage years. It was under a blue tent, shading their wares. Yu pulled me in under the tent, and showed me a necklace.
"Is it beautiful?" He simply asked.
It was a silver necklace, a long chain with the word 'forever' written on it.
"I like it..." I said shyly. "Who's it for?"
He didn't answer. He just walked up to the old man and paid the amount it was worth. He asked about another necklace with the word 'love' engraved on it, and the old woman got it for him. I was just standing there...useless like always...Yu was spending his money on shit and I'm here just taking up space...I wish he would hold my hand...I felt safe...why am i saying this...i don't want Yu like that...but i love saying his name...does that mean i...i...
"Let's go Yosuke-chan." He said with a smile, holding a small plastic bag, waving the old couple goodbye. "Where should we go now?"
By this point we traversed the shopping district, and made it so we were on the route headed toward my house.
"...maybe we could..." I tried suggesting something but I fumbled over my words.
"Ha..." Yu's laugh faded. "I find it cute when you're shy like this..."
I stopped dead in my tracks. People were walking around me as Yu noticed i wasn't following. He found something I did was cute...why? Was he coming on to me...I mean, he did blush when i undressed...and he did stay the night...
"What...?" I asked.
"I find it cute when you're shy...like how you are now." He came in to hug me right then and there. I felt my body get tense and started to get hot. The sun beamed on my blushed cheeks. I started to breath a little heavier...
"...I find you cute Yu-senpai..."
I covered my mouth realizing what I just said. Yu stepped back, his face turning a light red. I faced down...speechless...why are my thoughts of Yu coming out? I don't want him...to know...how I really feel...It's not like that though! NO it's not!
"...can we head back home..." I said, starting to tear. My face was flush and the blushing didn't help. Yu nodded and helped me walk home. He put his arm around me for support. I walked with my head down...i didn't want him to see my face...

I was embarrassed. I let what my emotions thought come out through my mouth. Did i really mean what i said? I think...i just couldn't look at Yu...he tried to start conversation but knew i didn't want to speak. It was a quiet walk home...He must hate it now..he doesn't want me now...but did he to begin with? No, he's not into me, he meant cute in a...manly way...? We got to my house and just walked up to my room. No conversation, no eye contact, just an empty house, me, and him.
My room felt empty, like my mind did. What was I to think now? I just told Yu he's cute...not even cute, beautiful. He sat next to me as I laid on my bed. The sheets messy, and the door closed. I was alone with him again...but i felt trapped...I want to talk but the words wont come out right...I finally catch him looking at me, putting the plastic bag on the bed. He toke out the necklace that had 'forever' on it.
"You asked me who this was for..." He stopped, and looked at me. I began to shy from his eyes, but I couldn't...they looked ike they cared... "Well Yosuke-chan..."
He put the necklace around my neck, my mouth trying to make sounds fitting to the situation. He tied it, and looked me in the eyes again and said
"It was for you..."
I waited a moment before I spoke.
"...Yu-senpai, is there s-someone...someone you really want..."
I began to blush as he pulled himself closer to me. I was face to face with him...He put his arm around me while the other touched my chest. I felt my body go numb, I couldn't feel anything. Having him touch my body was ecstasy...i felt myself getting hard too...and blushing...
"You..." His arms moved to my face, and pulled me in. His lips were soft, and i felt them against mine. My heart was beating and my pulse wasn't stopping. He kissed me...he finds me cute...he...cares...
"Yosuke...I..."
This is the first time I've ever heard senpai studder...does that mean he feels what i feel...
"Ever since I came to Inaba you were the first friend I made...and from that moment i knew something inside me changed..."
I start to notice tears streaming down his cheek bones, causing my tear ducts to work. He pulled me closer to him, hugging me tight and continued to talk.
"Something inside told me...told me to talk to you...and be with you.."
"Yu-senpai..."
"As time went on this crush turned into an attraction...seeing you was the highlight of any day...and I couldn't help it anymore. I stopped seeing you after the investigation, and I started to kill me...I wasn't with you...I wasn't happy..."
Were these Yu's true feelings? Is this how he thinks of me? Cause...i feel...the same too...
"Yu-senpai...you made life here amazing...it's been a year now, and i've cherished every moment I spent with you..."
Yu became quiet as I spoke about my infatuation with him, releasing me from his hug to see my face.
"I kept denying to myself...I didn't want you...but seeing that you want me...makes me feel less alone...makes me feel..."
"Love...?" Yu finished my sentence. I blushed and hid shyly from his face.
"Yosuke..."
"Yu...?"
He pulled me in for another kiss, and it was passionate. He forced me on my back, and got on top of me. He kept kissing me, me following his lead. His tongue felt nice dancing with mine, and undressing me...slipping off my shirt...
"Yosuke-chan...I...I..."
"Love you...Yu-senpai..."
He stopped kissing and collapsed into my body. Me shirtless and him on top made me feel so nice...and loved. I left him be as I watched myself get entangled in his love.