Disclaimer:

I don't own Narnia no matter what.

Sorry this has taken a while to get up. Been very busy (we're moving) .

Susans POV

How could Lucy see me but Edmund or Peter not? What was that mirror? She looked and talked to it. Weird. What did Aslan mean by 'you're getting to close to the dead'? Did it mean Peter and Edmund were dead as well? These were only a few of the questions that were floating around my head when I went to answer the door. I woke up after Aslan sent me back home. When the door knocked and someone yelled out "Telegram for Miss Susan". I opened up a door and the telegram messenger's jaw dropped open. I looked down. I was still wearing my Narnian clothes.

"Not what it looks like. I'm…um…practising for a play." Impossible. Females can't do plays. Whatever.

"I have a telegram for you." He said after he recovered.

"Thank you." He handed me the telegram.

I walked to the table and sat down, staring at the telegram. What's it going to say? Scared I opened it.

Miss Susan Pevensie,

Sadly I have to be the bearer of this horrible news. Yesterday, there was a train crash. On one of the trains were your family, sister; brothers and parents. After further examining we soon saw that your sister was holding a young girl's hand, Jill and an older lady's hand, Polly. They were also sitting with your cousin, Eustace and Professor Digory.

Sincerely,

Senior Constable Cummins.

I sat there my brain numbly trying to process what the telegram was telling me. My parents, Lucy, Edmund, Peter, Jill, Eustace, Lord Digory and Lady Polly, all dead. Dead. I screamed. And screamed. I couldn't live without them. I had no real family no more. Why me? Why me? Is this a punishment for living a selfish life? Is this because I covered the Narnian blood that was pulsing in my veins? I soon thought so. I made myself breakfast. Boring porridge.

"No need to have a yummy breakfast when all this was my fault." I said to my shadow. I had no one to talk to. No one to help me out of this black hole. No one to understand me. That day was spent by me wondering around, lost, letting the world spin its cycle and I was sinking into depression.

Lucys POV

I started into the mirror. Susan was sitting there screaming. She was blaming herself. Why? It was our time to go. We had to see Narnia safely end and rule the new Narnia. A single tear rolled down my cheek. Then the doors flew open with a bang.

"Lucy, I called for you ages ago. Why didn't you come?" It was Peter and Edmund followed after him.

"I was keeping an eye on Susan. She has just found out that we died on Earth." I replied without looking up.

"Lu, Susan has to learn to live without us. She still has a real life on Shadow Earth. We are immortal and can do anything and everything, she can't. She still can live a life with her friends and make a family." Peter said softly.

"Please Lucy, put away your mirror and come down with us." Edmund begged. "We are having a ball tonight at 6. Don't worry about Susan she will come." He had me convinced. I put away my mirror and got ready for the ball. I picked out my favourite gown. The fabric was midnight blue; we didn't wear silk or fur. It looked like it floated above the ground but it didn't. The tiara I chose was gold and had beautiful diamonds in it. It was made by Narnians who had no training in crown-craft. That is what made it so beautiful and precious. By the time I had put on my gown and my tiara it was 5 o'clock. I decided to go down to the ball room and greet everyone.

I walked into the ballroom and every knelled down.

"Everybody, please stand." They stood. I went to my throne. A Narnian mother walked up to me with tears running down her cheeks. She kneeled down and I nodded for her to stand.

"Your Majesty, my beautiful daughter, Lila Dailies, is in trouble. She wants to die. Because she believes that she is not beautiful enough for the man she loves." She said.

"Tell her to put on her best gown, if she does not have one do not worry, and ask her to come see me. What is the man's name?" I replied gently.

"Your brother, Edmund."

"Thank you. Please go get her for me." She curtsied and walked off.

"Reep, Reep, has anyone seen Reep?" I called out. The proud mouse walked up to me.

"You called Your Majesty?" He said after a bow.

"You know me well enough to call me Lucy; I am always telling you that. Can you please go and get Edmund for me please? You are the only mouse I can think who can do the job."

He nodded and scampered off.

I sat down and looked around. Just as I spotted Lady Polly, Edmund walked in.

"Reep told me you wanted to talk to me."

"Sure do. Do you of a girl called Lila Dailies?" He thought for a second.

"Yes I do. She is a beautiful young lady. Around my age I think. Why do you ask?" His eyes shined when he said that.

"Because I can ask you these things." He just shrugged and walked off. He likes her. I smiled to myself. He really does like her. Mr Tumnus approached me.

"Mrs Dailies wants to talk to you. She tried walking up without being introduced though."

"Thank you Mr Tumnus, call her up please." He left and came back with her and her daughter.

"We don't have a gown Your Majesty." I dismissed the comment with a wave of my hand and turned to her daughter. She was a beautiful girl. Her eyes shine hazel and she had a light brown hair. Her skin colour was a light tan but her face was pale. Her lips were blue. They were meant to be pink or red.

"Lila come here please." She came and I put my hand to her forehead. It was ice cold. I gasped, ripped my mirror out of its secret pocket in my gown. I never went nowhere without my cordial, dagger and mirror.

"Please let me see what has happened to Lila." What it showed was what we needed. No, not when we didn't have Susan here in Narnia.

Ok that's it for this chapter. So please review and tell me what you think, how I can improve it and what you want to happen.

Nikizz