Okay, I'm really not sure about this chapter, tell me in a review. Pretty Please! I got reviews I am Loved! Yay! Anyways I felt in a giving mood because a really cute guy talked to me today! twice! Yes! Any ways hope you enjoy!
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~lissy
Disclaimer:
Jace: I thought what we had was special?
Me: Sorry, I can't live in hyper-reality for forever! I just need to do this disclaimer!
Jace: W-what!
Me: I don't own any-THING related to the Mortal Instruments.
*Except for the plot!*
The Future belongs to,
those who believe in the beauty of their dreams.
The rest of the weekend passes pretty uneventfully. Saturday the boys slept over at Jon's again. Then left around noon on Sunday. We didn't see much of
Clary either, too much of the boys' dismay and mine? What the hell! I still couldn't sort out my feelings for Clary. On one hand she was hot, pretty, and was
independent. On the other hand I didn't know about the whole serious relationship, I was known as the school player. Never giving a rats'-ass about girls
and their feelings. But now, with Clary that wasn't something I was proud off. I don't know just something about her made me want to be a better person.
Because she deserved better, needs better. God, what's happened to me? This having internal conflicts about girls! Was not me! Snap out of it Jace! She's
just a girl! Do what you would usually do, conquer another one. I can do that. Yeah! Wow, I'm really screwed giving myself -in my mind- a peep talk. I
snapped out of it just as I peeled into the school lot. Alec and Izzy both found rides to school, leaving me alone to think about Clary. I didn't know what it
was about her that had me so intrigued. I mean she's just a girl! You've seen girls before Jace. So, what's different about this one? The million dollar
question 'What's different about this one?' A truthful answer I didn't know. I just didn't know. Jace you can think about this after class, you need to get to
class. Looking at my watch I saw I had 5 minutes. Shit! I raced into school, just about to turn the corner I bumped into someone, or someone pumped into
me, not just a someone. This one had red hair, tight black pants, a red tank top with buttons down the middle, and black peep-toe pumps. Damn! How did
she do that? Me Jace Wayland never paid attention to a girls clothes!
"Jace, you okay?"
I didn't reply, or more like I couldn't. She had this effect on me rendering me speechless.
"Jace? Are you okay?" She said like she was talking to a baby.
I managed to choke out a "Fine". It must not have been very convincing because she took a step back and looked at me very closely. This made me stiffen, immediately.
"You sure?"
I nodded.
"Because you don't look okay."
I was getting annoyed of this, If I said I was "fine" then I am fine.
She seemed to have gotten the memo.
"Fine, just asking." She stepped away, but not before she said
"Jace?"
I turned to see her looking far away, at something or maybe remembering something that happened a while ago.
"I know what it's like to feel like you have nobody to talk to. I think I know more than anybody." And with that she walked away.
Clary POV
I walked as fast as I could away from Jace, I didn't want him to see me cry. I came to a door of an unused classroom. I opened it and walked in, closing the door as quietly as I could behind me. The last thing I needed was a detention I had enough on my plate as is. Between school, and everything I didn't have time to visit Luce and Daniel. Well, it was good that they only lived an hour away. I needed to see them soon. And somebody else.
Jace POV
I was debating on whether or not to go after her. I mean no body says something like that without a secret right? I was having an internal conflict in my head-again. Listing the Pros and the Cons of going after Clary. So far the cons were winning something like:
.She could kick your ass
.Open up to you and then kick your ass
.Say something stupid which makes her want to kick your ass
.Plain just not want to talk to you.
So either I could get my ass kicked or see a side of Clary that seems like she doesn't even let herself see. I didn't know what it was but something about
this girl wanted me to make sure she was okay when she was upset, wipe away and stop her tears when she cried and then kill the sorry bastard, some
part of me just wanted, needed her. Needed to know more about her, but the more I picked up on the more confused I got, but putting into action my own
conclusion I would say she has a pretty bad past, someone hurt her, I may not have known who but I would. I was determined to. Wow. Now I felt really
deep I mean who was I turning into Ghandi? In the end I just said fuck it and went to go find Clary. I was going into the direction I saw her head to. I
looked into classroom after classroom, I even braved the girls locker-room, not that I minded. Finally I came to a room where I heard a rustling from inside.
I squared my shoulders and walked in.
CPOV
I heard the door open and my first thought was "Wow, I'm screwed!". But those thoughts vanished when I heard a voice that I probably would've least guessed of all, Jace.
"Clary? Are you okay?" When I didn't answer he took a step closer.
"Clary, listen I don't want to pry or anything, but if you want to talk I'm.. I'm here for you."
This only made me cry harder, no one had been there for me for as long as I could remember. I wanted so badly to run to him. Tell him everything that
happened in the past few months, hell the past few years. But I didn't because whenever I got close to someone I remotely thought I could trust, they
would do something and lose that chance. I know a bad habbit. But I didn't become a bad-ass because of my attitude. I got it because I didn't trust
strangers I expected the worst in people until they proved they were trust worthy. So far in my life that had been very few people. I wanted to tell him, so I
did the closest thing I could to truth.
"Jace, that's really sweet."
He exhaled a big breath of air.
"But I don't, no I can't tell you right now, not until I know you better. Until I can trust you."
"Well then todays your lucky day, how about I take you somewhere we can talk at?"
How was I going to start learning to let people in if I didn't at least try? Nothing could be worse, so I said something I hope wouldn't lead to regret later.
"Sure."
JPOV
"Well then todays your lucky day, how about I take you somewhere we can talk at?"
Hell, I went to far. I ruined it. She doesn't want to go with me.
But what she said surprised me.
"Sure."
So I lead her out side to my car and told her to buckle up as I peeled out of the lot.
So there it is! Hope you likey! Now PLEASE R&R!
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