Hey guys. So it's been a while since I uploaded, I know and I'm sorry. I've just been kinda busy lately, and I'll be busy for the next few weeks actually. But I promise I'll try and post as often as possible. So here's a Snape/Lily one. (Finally, one from a boy's perspective!) To the beautiful Rascal Flatts song What Hurts the Most.
Disclaimer: My name is SecretsAreTooFuna and I may own a blue int hat that has ann owl face and ears, but I don't own Rascal Flatts or Harry Potter. Sad, I know.
I still remember every detail about that year. I really do.
Her hair was grown out at that age, and it would flutter gently across her face in the breeze when we walked together. She liked to tuck it behind her ears.
She had been reading this new book (or at least at the time it was new) Silence of the Lambs.
She usually had ink stains on her hand from studying for OWLs.
Her nails had chipped red paint. She didn't do them often, really. But that was okay. She looked just as good without it.
I can still recall every moment of that horrific June day. I can taste the words on my tung. The rift in the air. The tensioning of the mood. The shatter of my dreams.
I can still feel every tear on my cheek. My throat had become sore hours before, from the stress of muffled wails. Wails for her. Calling out for her.
I still see her in that nightgown, outside the Fat Lady's portrait. I see the hurt in her eyes. The anger. But mostly I see that I can't make this better. All this time-wasted. Our entire relationship was gone. And it was my fault.
I still remember feeling so close. That's what had tore at my insides most: the fact that it had been in my reach. Happiness. Love. Lily.
Now all but memories for me to cry over. And die over.
So close
Author's Note: Short one, I know. But I feel like Snape and Lily's relationship centers around their lack of relationship, and that's something ver beautiful that I find it hard to mess with. Oh well. If you have any song or ship suggestions, please leave in the comments or PM me! Bye and be safe! Happy 4th of July!
