Disclaimer: I do not own Supernatural or any of its characters, I do however own/co-own Kyla and Kalli
This is a Kyla/Kalli Creation
Confessions
At first Sam wasn't sure why Kalli's face was getting closer to his, but when her lips collided with his, he only hesitated a moment before he returned her kiss full force. He ran his fingers through her hair, smiling a little at how soft it was. He wondered for a moment why he never noticed Kalli completely. She was always there for him. Beautiful. Kind. Intelligent. Why had he never noticed she was into him?
When the two pulled away, they looked at each other, and shared a smile. There were no words for a little bit. He gathered her up in his arms, and they nuzzled noses, kissing a little more before anyone said anything. They wanted to have this beautiful, silent moment or two to remember, but a talk had to ensue after that.
"That was unexpected." Sam whispered.
Kalli laughed lightly. "You returning the kiss was unexpected. Wonderful--but unexpected."
Sam rested his forehead against hers. "What a moment. We were discussing trust, and being there for each other, and now we're here."
"Warm and content." Kalli added.
Kalli wanted to explain that she had liked Sam before this moment, but he was caught in the magic of them suddenly realizing each other now. If there was ever a moment for true honesty--it wasn't this one. She wasn't going to ruin this moment with Sam to come clean about the past. Forget the past. This was the present. Sam was here now.
"You wanna stay in my room tonight?" Kalli asked. "I mean after kissing you, I can't kick you out--that's rude."
Sam chuckled. "If you want me to stay in here tonight, I'll stay."
Kalli smiled, and then went to her closet, grabbing some night clothes and changing in the bathroom. When she came out in her pajamas, she frowned a little to see Sam gone. However, as she was climbing into bed, her door opened, and Sam came in, in his nightclothes, and he shut the door behind him and climbed into her bed.
"We can think of it another way too--this way if Ruby comes back you're right here to defend me." Kalli whispered.
Sam laughed and held her, stroking her hair as she rested her head on his chest to listen to his heartbeat. She ran her fingers along the material of his shirt, and smiled a little. Sam Winchester was holding her. The man she'd pined after. The man she wouldn't take away from Jessica, because Jessica had been a really nice girl, and one of their friends.
"Sweet dreams, Kalli-kins." Sam whispered.
Kalli kissed his shirted chest. "Sweet dreams, Sammy-Wammy."
"If there was a medal for this thing that you do--you'd get a gold one." Kyla said with a laugh. "I mean...wow."
Dean chuckled. "Yeah. That was pretty fantastic."
"I concur." Kyla replied. "Only thing better than this is hot pie."
Dean grinned. "I agree. With whipped cream on top."
"Ice cream." Kyla corrected him. "Vanilla."
Dean stroked her hair. "A la mode."
Kyla kissed him. "I'm so glad there's this cuddling/chatting thing after that."
Dean kissed her again as he nodded, and then Kyla had to ask the question that would bring tension between them.
"What exactly are we doing? We prolly should have had this conversation before, but...we're just...happy and neither of us is jumping off to go do something else, you know?" Kyla inquired.
Dean sighed, and pulled away. He took a deep breath as Kyla sighed too knowing she'd just ruined it.
"As I said before--I'm not looking for a boyfriend, or anything serious, Dean. I just--if we're going to do this some more, I just--I'm sorry. Let's not talk about it, okay?" Kyla asked.
Dean shook his head. "No, it's--I get it. I would have a much better answer if--look, since you want to know, we're going to have to have a serious conversation."
"Well your voice is nice and grim now." Kyla said, sitting up with the covers around her.
Dean sighed. "I would have a much better answer if I didn't have less than a year to live."
Kyla looked at him, her jaw dropping, and then it sank in as his face was nothing but serious.
"And the cuddling is over." She stated, getting up and pulling a robe on.
"Sam got killed two months back, and I made a crossroads deal to bring him back." Dean explained.
Kyla turned to him. "Don't those normally give you ten years?"
"Sam's this big important factor in Hell, and apparently, my soul is valuable--hence the one year." Dean explained.
Kyla took a deep breath. "We both seriously need some pie."
"You look a little...down." Dean commented.
Kyla shrugged. "I just need to get out of the room."
Kyla spent the night on the couch, and when Kalli came downstairs the next morning, Kyla knew Kalli wasn't speaking to her. She wasn't quite sure why until Kalli came into the living room, and sat down with her coffee, turning on the news.
"Anything about demons or ghosts? Oh, of course not. That's a secret." Kalli said, looking at Kyla.
Kyla sighed. "Oh. You know."
"No thanks to you." Kalli replied.
Kyla nodded, and Kalli took a deep breath and turned off the tv, turning to Kyla as she sat there curled up on the couch looking dismal.
"You slept with him, didn't you?" Kalli asked.
Kyla nodded, holding the tears in. She was pretty good at that when she was pretending like something didn't matter when it did. If it was a guy, she kept it to herself until she was ready to let it out.
"So why are you sad?" Kalli asked her.
Kyla looked at her. "Well, because--he has less than a year to live."
"Oh." Kalli told her, and then she looked confused. "Does he have cancer or something?"
Kyla shook her head. "It's this stupid job. Sam died, Dean brought him back with this crossroads deal with a demon, and now not only is Dean's soul going to Hell, but he's got ten months to live. This is just great. I really like him too."
Kalli had nothing to say. Sam died? Was what she was doing necrophilia or something? First demons, now Sam was on his second life. This was just weird.
"You look contemplative." Kyla said.
"Well Sam died." Kalli replied.
Kyla nodded. "True. So what's with the other look? Something else is up."
"I kissed Sam and he kissed me back." Kalli said, trying to lighten the mood.
Kyla seemed like her mood was immediately lifted, and she clapped her hands together excitedly.
"It's about freaking time!" Kyla cried. "How was it? Short? Long? Did you guys talk about it? Are you dating?"
"Slow down, Speedy Gonzalez." Kalli told her with a laugh. "He slept in my bed. He's all excited that we're both suddenly showing feelings for each other."
Kyla's grin faded. "Oh. Hence the not as excited as you could be face."
"Well you slept with Dean and want to cry." Kalli protested.
Both girls blew at their bangs at the same time, and then looked at the couch. Kalli sipped her coffee and Kyla grabbed the remote and turned on the television again.
"You should talk to him." Kyla said.
Kalli nodded. "And you should talk to Dean."
Kyla shook her head. "Nah. I'm letting him get through his ten months without me being clingy."
"You can't just act like this means nothing to you." Kalli protested.
Kyla nodded. "Yes I can."
"Good morning." Sam said happily, Dean coming down the stairs after him.
"I just forgot that I have to run to the store." Kyla said, and hurried out of the door in her pjs, coat and slippers.
Sam stopped smiling. "Dean, what the Hell did you do?"
"So you really died?" Kalli asked.
Sam nodded. "Yeah. So Dean here sold his soul without my permission."
Dean sighed. "Sam, you have to get over that."
"So...are you just going to let her avoid you?" Kalli asked to change the subject that it was obvious neither brother could talk about the subject without arguing.
"I can't stop her from feeling weird about the whole thing. I didn't tell her before. She has every right to want to just forget it ever happened." Dean said.
Kalli sighed. "Dean, it's not about forgetting it ever happened. It's about the fact that she felt good with you. She can flirt and bicker and everything with you and it makes her happy. She hasn't had a good guy in her life for a long while, and she gets attached really easily."
"Great." Dean told her. "Now I feel bad. I shouldn't though."
"Yes you should--she isn't just some one-night stand, Dean! She's a good friend of mine and now she's hurt! You have to be more aware of people's feelings because you only have ten months left!" Sam yelled.
Kalli stood up. "Okay, yelling isn't helping. Just--talk to her. She'll listen to you."
"Sure I will." Kyla said, coming into the room and setting the keys on the island. "Come on, Dean."
Kyla went upstairs and Dean followed her, and Sam and Kalli looked at each other.
"I've liked you for a really long while." Kalli confessed suddenly.
"What?" Sam asked, looking up at her.
Kalli nodded. "Yeah. Since you came back into my life."
She knew it wasn't the complete truth, but Sam thought something more like fat was involved here--she wasn't ready to lose that yet. He was seeing her for the first time and it was nice.
"I'm really glad that Kyla called." Sam said, stepping closer to her.
He pushed some hair out of her face and she welcomed his lips on hers, smiling a little as he deepened the kiss a little.
"Really glad." He added.
Kalli smiled and kissed him again, right as Kyla was closing the door to her room and turning to Dean.
"While I was out I came up with a solution." Kyla said.
"A solution?" Dean asked.
Kyla nodded. "We treat this as a mutually beneficial relationship. I don't want this little thing of ours to have ruined the flirting, and the kissing."
Dean chuckled. "You really deserve better than me."
"Not at all." Kyla told him. "I think we match well, and why not pursue that, right?"
Dean nodded. "Why not? We're both consenting adults who know what we're getting into."
"Exactly." Kyla said with a smile. "So now that that's out of the way I can sleep in here tonight, thank God."
"What about cleansing the forest?" Dean asked.
Kyla sighed. "Fine. I'll call Bela. Way to ruin my mood."
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