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Breaking you down
It was the day f the talent show and kagome was aware of a pair of golden eyes staring at her. She didn't care he hadn't talk to her in 3 days. She was over it. As soon as class was dismissed she grabbed her stuff and left and met up with her friends. She had the attitude and the facial expression that let them know that she was ready to play their song ad live this town for good. On the outside kagome looked freaky but the inside she was dying. She hated him for making her like him as much as she did. She hated him most of all for not talking to her for 3 days to talk to kikyo… she was enraged.
Inuyasha walked past her with kikyo. Kikyo was doing most of the talking and her voice made kagome's anger rise. ' I don't even know her and I want to beat her face in!!!!!!!' kagome mentally screamed. Oh how she wish she could tear her hair out piece by piece. Kagome let out a breath of air to calm down. " ugh I'm so done with this… but why does this part have to be so hard…. Oh kami please help me I don't want any of these emotions…. I honestly don't'. Kagome wasn't paying attention. Luckily Shesshomaru was and pulled her out of the way of a speeding car. Kagome snapped out of it when she felt her body slam into a muscular one and heard the car horn honk.
Shesshomaru glared at the driver letting out a low growl then looked at the now sobbing girl. ' what's wrong with her?' he thought as he took her to sit down as her friends rushed over to see if she was ok.
"KAGOME!!!! OH NO! KAGOME ARE YOU OK!!!!??" Ayame yelled as she ran over to her friend. The others followed her worried about her. Shesshomaru rubbed her back to soothe her as much as he could with out making it awkward for either of them. Kagome had stopped crying enough to mumble a thank you in shesshomaru's ear. He nodded a response and left quietly while ayame, rin, and sango took his spot. He took one glance back before disappearing into the crowd of kids.
" are…are you ok….?" Rin asked breathing hard in her panic to make sure her friend wasn't hurt. She took deep breaths to control her anger and her fear.
"…yea I think so…." Kagome said in a small voice hiding her face. She was growing saddened and depressed. She secretly wished the car would have hurt her severely . 'maybe then he would care about me' she thought then shook that thought out of her head. ' that's not important what is important is that shesshomaru saved your life and you have another chance to be your self kagome… yeah… that's it'
"KAGOME!?" Ayame yelled in a irritated yet concerned voice.
"HUH YEAH!!??? …. Sorry…" Kagome rubbed the back of her neck an sighed. " I have to much on my mind…" she looked up at her friends apologetically then continued, " I am fine though." She gave them a small reassuring smile and they looked at her as if she were crazy. " what?" she asked.
" I think we should take you to the doctors" Sango said pulling Kagome up.
" No, no, HONESTLY I'm fine" Kagome said pulling away from Sango's grip. That's when she saw them. It tore at her heart. They were talking again when he acted excited a couple times that today they would hang out. 'bull… ' she thought to her self. She secretly wished that the doctor could remove emotional feelings… then she would willingly go. The she though about how she could learn from shesshomaru.
" Are you sure?" Rin asked, breaking Kagome out of her thoughts.
" Positive!" She said faking her smile. They would just have to believe her now. They knew it was more… but what exactly they had no clue. They would have to talk to inu… maybe sucker punch him and knee him where it counts. Then again… He hurt kagome enough… Karma… was all Ayame, Rin, and Sango thought as they glanced the same scene that was breaking Kagome's heat. ' I hope it's nothing' They all hoped secretly while they walked to the auditorium to prepare for their night.
*Sango's Side*
Sango let out an angry sigh from where she was getting dressed. She absolutely hated the outfit. It showed off to much leg she thought. More for miroku to try to grope and more from him to stare at. She Got angrier when she thought about that. A hot tear streamed down her face. ' I feel like I'm just a toy to him… I feel like that with every guy.' Sango mentally groaned as more tears fell. She hated being vulnerable and crying made her feel weak. She quickly wiped her eyes when she heard kagome knock on the door.
" You ok in there Sango?" Kagome asked quietly.
" Yeah kags I'm fine." She said and sighed. " Does this skirt really have to be this short??" She asked defeatedly. She heard kagome laugh her small laugh and that made sango's heart lift a little more.
" Sorry Sango but Rin said that it was the last of the skirts." Kagome said
"Yeah right…" they said in unison and started laughing.
"Hey kags?" Sango asked after at least 2 minutes of silence.
"Yeah?" Kagome answered sounding a little preoccupied. " what's up?" she continued sounding a little more attentive.
" Do you think Miroku will hurt me?" Sango asked quietly fiddling with the hem of the skirt.
" He better not! I will hurt him if he hurts my sango!!!" Kagome said. " In all honesty… I don't think he will intentionally. He seems to really adore you." Kagome answered with a sincere voice. Sango even detached a smile in Kagome's voice. Sango had a feeling that Kagome admired miroku for the little he things only with Sango.
Sango laughed a little. " Thanks kags." She walked out of the dressing room and hugged her best friend.
"WOAH!!!! You look HOTT!!!" Kagome said laughing.
Sango glared at her and grunted before punching her arm and laughing. " Do you know what Ayame and Kouga have been talking about lately??"
Kagome glanced at sango and shook her head 'no' looking confused.
" uh… its just that I see them all the time together I just don't want to see her get hurt by the flee bag…" Sango's voice had a bit of venom in it and kagome nodded.
" I will keep an eye on that." Kagome said as they walked out to meet the other two.
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*Ayame's side*
Ayame couldn't help but to think of kouga. His scent lingered around her nose and she smiled. Everyone's warnings made her smile fade. Ayame stared unselfconfidently at her figure in the mirror. ' Can kouga be different… can what I tell him or say to him change him and his ways? Will he be able to set aside his ways to be with me and only me with out lying to me?' Ayame thought as his scent lingered by her nose causing her mind to go in over drive. She could hear Rin singing the song in the sound room.
" ugh! I like him to much" Ayame said to her self. She walked out of the stall and brushed the tangles out of her hair before pinning it in a pony tail with chop sticks and sliding into her all black converse.
"WOAH MAMA YOU LOOK YUMMY!!!" rin said laughing.
" Ha-ha.. very funny" Ayame said sounding depressed.
" what's wrong?" Ayame sat on the counter looking at her.
"Just thinking about kouga…" Just when she thought she ridded her self of his scent it came back. She inhaled deeply and exhaled as a single tear rolled down her cheek. " I know it's not like what kagome's going through, but they both do the same thing…. Somewhat…"
Rin gave her a thoughtful look and sighed " yeah… I know… I don't know what to tell you… maybe you should talk to him and tell him what's going through your head."
" I can't… I don't want to seem like a big… wimp." Ayame said putting on make-up.
Rin looked at her friend " well dang I feel all left out because I'm the one who isn't interested in anyone… gosh"
Ayame laughed. "One of us has to be the one that's not getting hurt"
" True!!" Rin said with a smile and began to sing 51% by UVERworld.
Ayame pulled out her drumsticks and began to play the beat and sing along with her as Sango and Kagome came into join the. Sango and Kagome began to dance around air guitaring the parts laughing and smiling. Ayame bobbed her head to the beat and swayed her hips to the beat and used the counter as her drum set smiling and singing.
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*regular Side*
Sesshomaru walked up to the dressing room and heard them singing and couldn't help but let a small smile spread across his face. His smile melted and he walked away just in time for rin to open the door.
" SHOW TIME!!!!!" She said as she walked with her friends to the library. Ayame walked spinning her drum sticks pushing the kouga issue in the back of her mind remember the parts of the song. Sango walked with a guitar pick (sorry don't know how to spell it) In her mouth. Kagome walked down the hall with her bang in her face and her guitar pick in her fingers and one around her neck.
They sat back stage listening to the other people that went on stage. The girls went over the song a million times just to be sure they wouldn't embarrass themselves. There turn was slowly approaching and the nervous butterflies increased. Each of them held hands and said a prayer. They were up next an fromt eh way the crowd sounded they know that the audience was almost full. The "talent show host" announced them. They walked on the stage noticing that now the theatre was jame packed full of people. Not everyone had a seat, that's how full it was.
They all locked eyes took a deep breath and ignored the cat calls as they set up. Ayame and rin let their hair downand it fell in cascades over their shoulders similar to Sango's and Kagome's. Kouga watched Ayame intently. He wanted her.. he knew she was afraid of him and he hated it… but he had no idea what he was going to make her believe in stared at sango. He wasn't thinkign pervertedly all he knew was that she was the most beautiful woman up there and he smiled.
They played everyone sat back thinking it was going to be another one of those girlie slow songs. Kagome began to sing and everyone was blowin away by her voice and the others mixed it. The beat picked up and everyone got more into the song when they listened to sango and kagome play their electrics and listened to rin's smooth bass skills and ayames crazy beats. Kagome rin sango and ayame split up the verses equally and began singing 'wowing' all the people that watched them in the audience.
Miroku had hearts in his eyes that beat for sango as he watched her bob her head to the beat and play feriously while she sang her voice. Everyone in the audience began to dance in their seats like it was a concert. Kouga cheered loudly while they played more impressed with the girls than he was with any girl in general. The other acts were astonished. How could they get the crowd to do that with their love songs? They had no idea but they were scared for their life. The Audience went wild when they walked off stage and tried to bring an encore even though there were 5 more groups.
Backstage the girls gave each other high fives and pats on the back with wide grins on their face. Ayame bounced aroudn ecstatic and wishing they had went on to do an encore. " THAT WAS GREAT!!!! DID YOU HEAR THEM OUT THERE!? THEY LOVED US! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!"
They laughed at their friend feelign the same excite meant. Rin sat down and sighed. " We should be rockstars" She said when ayame settled down and the others sat down. They all turned their heads and looked at her as if she were insane. " WHAT!? It's just a suggestion" She said with a defensive look in her eye. Her friends smiled at her and shook their heads.
" It's Hard to make it out there and you know that. " Sango said with a sigh. " I would love for that dream to come true."
" Yeah…" Ayame and Kagome said in unison with a sigh. They looked at each other before bursting into a fit of giggles. Sango and Rin looked at their giggling friends and shook their heads. Sango silently praying that kagome wouldn't revert back to inuyasha and Rin silently hoping the Kouga was different and treated Ayame like she meant more to him then just a sex toy. Sango and Rin looked at each other and gave a small smile because they secertly knew that they were thinking about something similar. How they knew they never really found out. They just…knew.
The next day the school went crazy when they say the 4 muskateers walk into the building. The 4 some blushed and smiled at all the people that cheered for them. Rin enjoyed it and glowed even more when. Ayame smiled slightly until she saw kouga who pulled her to the side and handed her 2 dozen roses and kissed her on the cheek. Sango looked down hiding her face until miroku pulle dher ot him for a kiss right in the middle of the hall causing everyone to go wild. Kagome laughed and begin to feel the pain spread through her heart at the scene she looked down and tried to shove the tears away she began walkign with rin.
" Looks like we have two new coupleS. " Kagome said laughing. Rin laughed and nodded her head knowing that Kagome was silently suffering. She hated that Kagome chose to suffer alone. That's when she saw it… like a snake ready to attack anyone that stepped in its path. Mainly Kagome…
A/N: I'm going through a pretty touch time with guys right now but I most definantly know what was going to happen with Kagome and Inuyasha. WOOOHOOO! Hope you enjoy this one.
