- The lamb (Hitsujiko) words-

Yo o/
-Zut j'dois pensé en anglais...concentration...-

Hello to my (nonexistent) fans I am back! (Yeah I was gone...or not)
I am sorry for MAJ which were not made very often but I am requested and very busy. (Like if!) Lol Nah summer and school and then I forgot... /ho (Dont kill me TT)
Once again sorry for wait and my laziness; I have not corrected P5 so if you want to do it and send it back to me...well have fun D
But I have an excuse!--> "Elle a ses defauts et je l'aime comme ca. Je veux que tout le monde la voit meme si elle est pas parfaite? XD"

H.K


You remember when you saved me? You came in my world and I went in yours. Many months had passed and many things happened. HiME. I used to believe we were friends but there was something more. After the HiME festival, so many things rush into my mind. After Duran shoot, I knew I wanted to be in your arms. But I did not planned what happened at the end of the festival. Seeing you again…alive. Something's changed between us. You did not hide anymore but you were less there. After the festival, it took me a year to realise…to admit…to accept my feelings. By that time, you enter university.
Even if it took a while to admit my feelings, I did and so… well.
It was a Wednesday; my heart was pounding so hard in my chest and it could have exploded. I was walking in circle around my phone trying to find how to do my request. It was noting really…but still. I wanted to hear your voice. I knew... I knew I was in love but I…was shy.
So I gathered my courage and took the phone. But then, I… had and hesitation, what if you where not at home or busy? I did not want to disturb you. Well in fact I didn't really care but I was nervous.
I mentally looked at each number I had to compose. Slowly I dial your number.
"This number is not available. Please dial again. "
Okay. Maybe I dialled too slowly. So I called back. I swallowed my saliva and waited.
«Dring dring (Does the phone)
- Hello, Fujino Shizuru speaking.
- ……
- … ? Natsuki I know it's you. You can talk now. "
Great, I was so nervous I forgot my text…well to speak at least. At the end of the phone I could guess what expression you were making. That same one you always made when you were teasing me.
"- Hum? Ha eh… how did you now it was me?
- I have a call display.
- Oh….

- So what can I do for my sweet Natsuki?
- Eh... well am I bothering?
- I was studying b…
- Okay, call you back. Bye!
Arg. What an idiot! I'm complete idiot! I should have thought before calling! She doesn't have time to chat! She has work and its normal… "
Well. That was what I thought about myself at the time I made the call.
«Dring Dring
- Yes, hello?
- Ma mah, that was quite impolite. Hanging on me like this Nat-su-ki…
- Hum! No! I...eh… I didn't wan… I'm sorry. I did not want to disturb you.
- I always have time for my Natsuki. Furthermore, long time we didn't spoke.
- … Shiruzu?
- What is it?
- I…eh was…wondering if…hum Friday… you and me…well eh you know…hang out…movie, restaurant…and eh…well…
- Tell me Kuga Natsuki, are you asking me on a date?
- Hum?! No! It's noting like that... it's just… yes.
- Ma, Natsuki you know I could never say no to that. But even then I am pleased of your demand but I will have to refuse the invitation. I have something else that day.
- Wha… okay. I see. It's okay… I eh, understand.
- Would you be able to wait for me until Saturday?
- Yes! Of course! "
You maybe don't know but you scared me. I was afraid that you said no and you did. But then, I was relieved when you reported it on Saturday. It was not the first time that we hung out together, it was the first time it was a real date. Even if it wasn't a big date, I was happy. In fact, I only wanted to be with you. There was nothing particular but it was good to have you at my side.