"What do you mean, go home? I'm not leaving yet. You guys aren't back together yet!"

"It just seems pointless." Logan pulled the covers over his head and folded his arms. "He obviously doesn't love my anymore." Which to Carlos sounded more like "He ofedoesly don't uf me anybore." He walked over to the bed and sat next to Logan, pulling the covers back.

"He does love you. But you know him. He's not going to apologize unless you make him. It's a pride thing."

"You really think this will work?"

"I do." Carlos smiled down at Logan and laughed. "Plus, this is my vacation. There's no way I'm going back this soon."


It had been two months. Two months and Kendall hadn't made a single move. Carlos was at Starbucks getting them both drinks when Kendall walked in.

"Oh. Hey." Logan looked up from his book. "Where's your boyfriend?"

"Getting coffee." Logan noticed that Kendall was empty handed. "Where's your guitar?"

"Getting fixed. I got mad and kind of threw it." He pulled a chair out from under the table and sat across from Logan.

"Writing a song?" Kendall nodded and Logan did the same in response. He looked back down at his book and continued reading.

"So how are you guys?" Logan looked up again, setting his book down in front of him. "You and Carlos."

"Good. Really good."

"It's weird seeing you guys together." Kendall laughed nervously and toyed with his hands. "I didn't even know Carlos was gay."

"Well, he is."

"I guess so." Logan clicked his tongue and picked his book back up. This is what he'd wanted. He'd wanted to talk to Kendall but now he wanted nothing more than for Kendall to just get up and leave. "I should probably g-"

"Hey, guys! Whatchya talkin' about? Hopefully not me." Carlos set the drinks down on the table and sat next to Logan. "Gosh, it feels like High School again."

"Not really." Logan added, shooting Carlos a look.

"That true. If it were like High School, you guys would probably be fucking on the table by now." Kendall's eyes widened and Logan hit Carlos' leg under the table.

"Well this is awkward, so I'm just going to leave now." Logan threw his books in his bag and left, Carlos following right behind him. He hadn't realized that he'd left phone under the table until he and Carlos had been home for an hour. By that time, he'd come to terms with it being gone and figured it was time to buy a new one anyway.

"You should talk to him again." Carlos smiled and Logan shot him a glare.

"Don't you have to go have sex with Lucy or something?"

"Why did she say she wanted to?" Logan laughed when Carlos ran to the back of the apartment. Maybe Carlos was right. Talking to Kendall again could be a good thing...


Kendall paced the living room, phone in hand.

"Just do it."

"I can't do it. You should've seen him today! It was like he would've rather pulled his skin off than talk to me."

"Then, don't do it."

"But I miss hearing his voice, I mean, today I practically jizzed my pants just having an actual conversation with him."

"Then, do it."

"But he-"

"Look, Kendall. I don't know why you come to me for advice if you're just going to disagree with me." Dak got up from his chair and stormed off into the hall, footsteps receding then ending with the slam of his bedroom door.

"Well someone needs a nap." Kendall spoke out into the room, mocking the boy before looking back at Logan's phone. Kendall pressed the hold button and tried to think back. He knew that Logan's password was deep in the back of his head somewhere. He still remembered the day he got it.

After practically reliving the day in his head, Kendall remembered that Logan had chosen 6483. 'NITE' in numbers.


"Why 6483?"

"Because those numbers spell out 'nite.'" Logan turned around in Kendall's arms. "So my Knight can guard my phone." Kendall smiled and leaned down to connect his lips with Logan's.

"That's the cheesiest thing you've ever done, but I love it."

"I love you." Logan kissed Kendall again, this time he snapped a picture and set it as his background. "Aw. We're cute."


Kendall's fingers slid over the numbers hesitantly. At one point he'd stopped and told himself that it was wrong, but continued on anyway. The phone clicked as Kendall's finger grazed the 3 and he smiled to himself triumphantly. Had Logan not changed the password because of him or did he just not feel like it?

"You're seriously going to go through his phone?" Kendall jumped, throwing the phone onto the couch. "So you're that kind of ex."

"I'm just looking for his house number, so I can call him and tell him I have it."

"Sure you are." Dak winked at him and walked back into his room. Kendall retrieved the phone from the couch and that's when he noticed that Logan hadn't bothered to change his background either.

Kendall stared at the picture for a while before deciding to go through the rest of Logan's photos, all of which made him smile. One of his sleeping, one of Logan cooking that he'd taken, and one of them on their one year anniversary. Kendall got curious when he came upon a video with a suspicious thumbnail and brought it up.

"Hey." There was Kendall. Hair undone, half naked on Logan's bed, guitar in hand.

"Are you recording?"

"I think so...yes. I am." Video Kendall laughed.

"May I ask why?"

"Because, I want you to do something."

"Like what?"

"I don't know. Something special." Kendall laughed as he watched himself wiggle his eyebrows and cross his eyes for two minutes. Video Kendall put the guitar down, grabbed for the camera and turned it around on Logan whose appearance matched his.

"Now it's your turn."

"But I'm not cool like you. I can't do anything special." Logan pouted and Kendall smiled. He could feel the tears well up in his eyes as he remembered how good life was when Logan was around.

"Logie, you know that's a lie." Video Kendall turned the camera back on himself. "Logie here can write a ten page paper in 3 hours."

"That's not special."

"Yeah it is!" Video Logan crawled over to Kendall and laid his head on his chest.

"You're such a good boyfriend."

"You bet I am." Logan leaned in to kiss Kendall and the video ended. It wasn't until Kendall wiped his face that he'd realized that he'd started crying. He genuinely missed being with Logan. Sleeping with Logan. Waking up next to Logan. Being stupid with Logan. Logan was the only person that ever made him feel like he was special, and he'd thrown that all away.

He wiped his eyes again and scrolled through Logan's contacts, stopping on 'Casa'. He dialed the number and waited.


Logan ran to the phone and hit the speaker button.

"Mitchell-Stone residence, Logan speaking."

"Logan? Hey." Logan almost fell over when he heard Kendall's voice. He took the phone off of speaker and placed it next to his ear.

"Kendall? How'd you get this number?"

"I found your cellphone at the library after you left." Logan's eyes widened. If Kendall had his phone, and was currently using it, that means he saw everything. His background, his picture, probably saw that he was still listed as 'Love' in his contacts. He wanted to die. To jump off the Golden Gate bridge and sink like a stone. "I didn't want to leave it there."

"No, thank you. You saved me the hassle of buying a new one and getting everyone's numbers again."

"So," The line went dead for a while and Logan took a deep breath. "Where should we meet?"

"For what?"

"For me to give you your phone back. I'm not gonna keep it." Kendall's laugh rung through the receiver and Logan smiled. It's pathetic how much I missed your laugh. "Tomorrow night, I'm playing at a place a block from your apartment. I'll bring it there?"

"Sure. See you tomorrow night."


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