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I DO NOT OWN CRIMINAL MINDS OR ANY OF THE CHARACTERS
Warning: story/chapter mentions bad words, death , accidents, and cancer in NO way is this ment to offend any one
Emily wakes up to a loud noise followed by little footsteps. Emily reached for her gun that was on the floor. That was what fell. Emily remembered the footsteps and remembered Matt. She got up and as she exited her room she saw that Matt was standing outside her door.
She knelt down to hug him seems he had a scared look on his face. Emily figured he didn't know where he was but asked, "Its ok sweetie!"
"I foget were I wan!" Matt said with a little boy voice
"Where you wan?" Emily asked
"No where I wan!" Matt said giggling.
"Oh where you were!" Emily said after thinking about it. He just smiled. Emily picked him up and said, "Are you hungry sweetie?" he nodded his head and Emily thought what she was going to make and said "Do you want pancakes?"
"Yeahsh!" Matt yelled
Emily laughed and mumbled "'Yeahsh'"
Emily cooked some pancakes and sat Matt down and turned the TV on while she got ready.
She came out of taking a shower and getting ready. And then changed Matt and then packed some of his toys in his backpack. As Emily remembered that on the trip to the lawyer Linda had been holding Matt but now she needed a car seat. So Emily got everything she needed for work and knocked at her neighbors' door.
"Hi, Rob, hey do you have a car seat I can borrow please?" Emily asked
"Yea actually you can have it since Sofia is just got a new one, here!" Rob answered handing her the car seat.
"Thanks" Emily said getting the car seat. She thought about inviting Rob, Sofia over some time.
Emily went downstairs and put the car seat in her car. She starts to drive while Matt mumbles on and on about his toys. Emily is laughing but also thinking how she is going to tell the team. It's no longer just Hotch it's the whole team.
They finally arrive to the BAU. When Emily opens the door to get Matt she notices his eyes are fluttering. He is going to sleep again. As soon as Emily gets him, he wakes up and starts mumbling about his toys again. Emily laughs at how cute her son is. Once Emily reaches the BAU floor she sees the whole team is there. She is still carrying Matt.
"Hey, Prentiss." Morgan says being the first to speak besides Matt who is mumbling but falling asleep.
"Hi." Emily answers worried. "I know we need to talk so why don't we get it over with all ready?"
"Prentiss we just want you to trust us, to be able to help you." Morgan answered.
Emily turned to see Hotch who was know just looking. She says, "Why don't you just all ask what you want then I'll explain?"
"Seems fair." Reid answered.
The whole team was there even though it was still early. The only person that was missing was Garcia. But as soon as Emily noticed Garcia walked in saying, "OMG I know who this 'John Cooley' is know." She had not noticed Emily had arrived. She saw Emily and hid the papers she was waving.
"Thank you Garcia." Emily said smiling. "But I think it will be better if I tell the team since I really doubt what I'm going to tell you is in those papers."
"Sorry, sweetie. I just had to know who this guy was. And don't underestimate me." Garcia was apologetic but dead serious as well. "And I do know. And I can't believe what you did Em. But you know where all going to be there for you. One thing I don't get is Rossi's reaction?"
"I know Garcia, I just had to I could leave him…his…well you know who he is." Emily answered placing Matt down on her desk and he woke up so brightly.
Matt was from one second falling asleep to one second playing with his toys. The team all giggled looking at Matt. All except Hotch who just smiled. "Why aa you lughing?" he mumbled making the team laugh even more.
"Nothing honey." Emily knelt down to have him face to face and said, "Ok I'm going to talk to them will you stay here and wait for me or…" Emily whispered, "…daddy?"
Matt nodded his head and began playing with his toys. The team all walked to the conference room and Emily turned one last time to see Matt sitting on the desk.
As they entered the conference room the team took their usual seats. Emily couldn't but help looking at Dave who was looking at her giving her an encouraging smile.
"All I want to know is who exactly was the guy, in your life Emily?" Morgan asked
"Well we were friends since we were kids I guess you can say he was one of my best friends. When I was 15 he and I…the point is I got pregnant and he wanted no part in it." Emily said holding in tears, but as much as she tried some ran down her cheeks.
The team gasped and Hotch walked up to Emily and knelt down beside her and kissed her slightly on her lips. While he kissed her she remembered John and flinched. Hotch quickly moved away from her. Hotch stared at Emily in shock. What else had happened?
"Are you aright Emily?" Hotch asked
"Yeah sorry, Aaron." Emily said hugging him as tight as she could. Him returning the hug.
"It's ok Emily. No one should have to go through what you went through never think that I will stop loving you or think any different than before." Hotch said hugging her.
"Thank you, Aaron." Emily said finally breaking down in tears.
"Emily I know I'm speaking for the whole team when I say that Hotch is right none of us will ever think any less of you. You did what you had to do and if I ever see that guy I swear I'll kill him." Morgan said having the team all agreed by nodding.
"The thing is I… John and I will have to stay in touch know more than ever." Emily said still resting on Hotch's shoulder.
"Why is that Emily?" Hotch asked pulling her to see her face.
"John and I… we…" Emily tried saying before she was interrupted with a bang and then John screaming.
John arrived to the BAU and as the elevator doors opened John could see Matt bending down from the desk trying to get a toy that had fell. John ran to try to get Matt but before anything could happen. But John didn't get there in time, by the time he got there Matt had fell and first cried then his cries fated.
"EMILY! EMILY! EMILY!" John began screaming. As he moved the Emily's chair and turned Matt to face him.
The team ran out Emily in the front. As Emily saw John holding Matt she ran towards him and dropped to the floor as she reached them. The team all gathered. "Go, get and ambulance Reid." Hotch screamed.
"Oh my god what happened?" JJ screamed
"THIS IS PERFECT EMILY! YOU'RE BRILIANT! IT MUST TAKE AN FBI AGENT TO BE SO SMART LEAVE A TWO YEAR OLD ALONE ON A DESK!" John was screaming in anger and worry. "I CAN'T BELIVE YOU EMILY!"
"I didn't think an…anything would happen." Emily said in complete tears and sobs.
"It's ok Emily you didn't want this to happen." Hotch said
""BUT IT DID AND THIS IS YOUR FAULT EMILY! IT HASN'T EVEN BEEN TWO DAYS AND HIS ALLREADY HURT!" John screamed at both Emily and Hotch
Hotch was mad at this point he understood that John was worried so was he, but he didn't want him yelling at Emily. "Where is the ambulance Reid." Hotch screamed.
Emily and John were trying to get Matt to wake up but Matt wouldn't budge. His fort head was bleeding and Emily was putting pressure on it. John was trying to clean his arm which got badly scraped.
Reid finally got there with the paramedics. The paramedics ran over and the team moved over to let them pass. The paramedics kept his head in place and placed him on the gurney. As both John and Emily got up. The whole team was in shock. JJ and Penelope were crying.
"Who are the parents?" the paramedics asked
"WE ARE!" Both Emily and John said in unison
The team gasped. No one was expecting that. Penelope knew due to the fact that she looked John up. Emily turned to look at Hotch who was with an open mouth.
"I'm guessing that both of you are going to ride with him correct." The paramedics said as one took Matt away from John and Emily. Emily ran over to Matt and stroked his hair. Emily had never cried so much especially in public. John just nodded as he went over to Emily and hugged her while they took Matt down. The elevator was large enough for one paramedic and the gurney. Emily couldn't stand to have them just walk out with HER son.
Emily fell to her knees and started mumbling in between sobs, "It's my fault…mine… it's my fault… MINE!"
As Hotch walked over to her John had beat him to her he was all ready on his knees and was picking her up saying, "It's ok Em. His going to be alright."
"IT'S MY FAULT…MINE...IT'S MY FAULT JOHN!" Emily said hugging John as tight as she could.
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