Chapter 4:
After the encounter Rin had in the forest with Sesshomaru, she hadn't seen him since and she reluctantly realized she was looking forward to their next meeting. "No!" Rin thought immediately "He's just playing with you, if anything he's only looking for a toy to satisfy his needs with, the sick bastard." So occupied with her internal battle she didn't realize the pair of amber eyes that have been watching her since she left her village. Rin look at her surroundings and concluded that she could rest in this clearing for the night. 'I will reach Inuyasha and kagomes' village by tomorrow afternoon.' Now that her mind was clear of any thoughts of Sesshomaru, she sensed the other presence that has been following her. 'Alright I'll just let that person think they have the upper hand until they decide to attack'
She had her swords next to her in a casual manner while she waited, but then she realized the gaze that has been following her seemed…familiar. Almost as if it has watched her before. The presence nearby actually felt…safe, as if it was simply there to protect her from any danger that may appear in the night. 'Hmm that's funny Sesshomaru used to do the same thing when I traveled with him.' And that's when she realized what was so painfully obvious about her mysterious stalker. 'Shit its Sesshomaru!' Rather than reveal her internal panic she calmly looked into the night and said "Are you gonna stay in the shadows all night, it's kind of creepy." Realizing he had been discovered, Sesshomaru stepped into the moonlight unknowingly affecting Rin with his beauty. 'He's so beautiful; too bad he's such a cold hearted bastard.' As Rin secretly studied his profile, he did the same to her accept he wasn't so discreet about it. "Why are you going to visit that half-breeds village" Sesshomaru demanded. He noticed the direction in which she was headed and actually became jealous at the thought that she may be visiting a possible suitor in that imbecile half brother of his village. Rin cocked her eyebrow at the question. To other people his voice sounded impassive, but she knew him better than other people and she detected a hint of anger in his voice. "Why do you need to know? I didn't realize you were my father and I had to let you know of my whereabouts." In less than a second Sesshomaru had her pinned to the grassy ground as he straddled her. "Hn listen real good onna." Sesshomaru whispered in her ear. "I have no intentions of being your father, however I have no problem putting you over my knee and giving you a good spanking." That one statement made Rin grow hot in the right places but she quickly assessed the situation and rolled them so she was on top of him, once again surprising him with her strength. "Listen up Sesshomaru, I don't know what game you're playing at but it isn't going to work, I'm not some whore who will give you whatever you want when you demand it." With that being said, Rin got up and walked to the other side of the clearing to sit down, she was so exhausted, that she didn't even care that she fell asleep in Sesshomaru's presence. Meanwhile Sesshomaru sat at the opposite side of the clearing and watched the steady rise and fall of her chest as she slept. He will admit he was sexually attracted to Rin but when she implied that he was trying to use her as a concubine, he felt…pain. Has she lost all faith that he had respect for her? Sure he's not the most expressive man when it comes to feelings but Rin of all people should know, if he's showing an interest in her, a human woman, it must be more than just a physical attraction. 'Have I hurt you that much Rin, that you will not allow me to love you in the way that I want to love you?'
