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Goldilox07

Chapter 4

Well when I told Lily that I was basically her life partner, she went, oh how should I say it? Ballistic! At first she fainted and then when I managed to get her sane enough to look and talk to me, her eyes went wide and she started hyperventilating!! I knew this was going to happen. I went to the bathroom and grabbed a sack from under the sink. I gave it to her and she used it to breath out of.

"So let me get this straight." she said, eyes closed, a while after I had gotten her the paper bag.

"You are some sort of fantasy creature and I'm your soul mate?" I couldn't help but nod. "Ah."

She stood from the bed and started pacing like I had earlier, and I was stuck on the bed.

"This is impossible. It is insane! You want me to believe that fate has chosen me. Me! To be the mate of you? A beautiful, strong, healthy, gorgeous, tall, dark, man!" She muttered that last part but I still heard it.

"That's one way of looking at me." I whispered. She flung her hands to her face and started weeping. I instantly jumped up but she pushed me back down onto the bed.

"No! Just let me be for a second okay?" She took a few deep breaths and then settled down enough for her to put her hands on her hips and look, no glare, down at me.

"Is this why you came here? To find me?" She said.

"Yes." I said. "When I left, I hoped that maybe I would find my imprint. And when I met a young woman in Deer ridge, she told me where to find you. I came here and I found you and I knew from the first second that I saw you, that you were the one for me."

"And?" She said, sounding frustrated.

"And, what?"

"What are we supposed to do now? Am I just supposed to live with you. Go off to your home town and live happily ever after? Well, news flash! I'm not ready for this. I'm just a lonely girl with no prospects and works as a maid at a crappy motel!"

"I told you, that you weren't ready for the truth." I murmured.

"Just give me a day or two to get this through my head okay?" She asked with her eyes closed.

I stood up and quietly went to her. I put my hands on her waist and she gasped and her eyes flew open. Her breasts lightly brushed up against my chest and she had to tilt her head back to see me.

"I'll wait as long as you want. No matter if it's one day or ten years. I'll always be here." I smiled faintly and she blew out a rush of hair and sucked in a ragged breath.

"Alright." she breathed. "I really should be getting home now."

"Would you like me to walk you?" I asked. She nodded and we headed out into the night.

After a ten minute walk of complete silence, we arrived at a small house with only one floor. She walked up to the porch pulling out her keys and I followed. She placed them in her door and looked up at me.

"Do you need my number or should you just give me yours?" she asked. I shook my head

"No. When the time comes, and you've realized that you need me as much as I need you, you'll find me waiting for you at the motel." I turned to leave but she stopped me half way down the side walk.

"Jacob!" She called. I turned around and found her gazing at me with the most sad, hurtful expression I have ever seen a woman have, save for Bella.

"Yes?" I asked. But before I knew what was happening she was on me and kissing me with such passion that it literally took my breath away. I found myself kissing her back and she had wrapped her arms around my neck and I had mine wrapped around her waist.

Her mouth opened slightly asking for my entrance and I gladly gave it. I slid my tongue into her mouth and caressed her tongue with mine. She moaned softly and our tongues danced in a way that I had never experienced before.

I knew though that this was as far as I could take it. I would not permit us to take it into her house. That would have been wrong against her and me. So I stopped, but it surprised me when she kept on kissing me. Her hair falling into her eyes. She eventually stopped and let go. Her lips were swollen from my kisses and she smiled. I knelt my forehead against hers and breathed in her sent. Saving it into my memory.

"When are we leaving?" She whispered into my face. I felt her breath caress my skin.

"I thought you needed a few days to think it over?" I mocked, with a small chuckle. She smiled and kissed me lightly on the lips.

"I have just instantly changed my mind. I don't know what happened, but when you walked away, my heart just sank and when you turned and I looked at you. Something happened. Like my conscience told me that you were mine and that I was yours."

I laughed. "I know exactly what you mean Lily. Exactly."

"Is that what happened when you imprinted on me?" She asked.

"Yes, but I think it was more forceful for me."

"I think it was too." She murmured. "Take me away Jacob. Take me far away from here. Take me to your home land, and share me with your family."

I nodded and swept her up into my arms. I carried her into her house and placed her down in what I think was the living room.

"If you wish to leave now then I think you should get packed don't you think?" She smiled at me and nodded. "And do you have a car?" I asked.

She looked at me puzzled. "Why? Didn't you bring one out here?" she asked.

"I don't have a car. I ran out here. Werewolf remember?" I laughed. She smiled

"I guess I'm really going to have to get used to that. You have to show me what you look like sometime." she flirted.

Before I could answer she ran into her bedroom yelling, "My car is in the shed in the back and the keys are on the key rack in the kitchen." I could see her pulling out suitcases and shoving everything she owned into them.

I walked to the kitchen and grabbed the keys. Then I walked out to the shed and opened the side door. There sitting in the middle of the garage was a beat up 69' Camaro. My jaw dropped as I gazed upon it. She had this?! But as I popped open the hood, something didn't look right. I went to the driver's side, got in and started it. It made a really rough sound and something was clinking in the engine. I shook my head. How long has it been since this baby has had a tune up?

I got out and played with the engine for a bit until I knew everything was right. I started it again and the engine caught and it sounded good. We were ready to leave, just as soon as Lily got ready, we would be out of here.

Just then Lily came storming through the shed door carrying way to many bags for her size. I rushed over to her and took them off of her hands.

"Thanks." She said, noticing the Camaro. Her eyes widened. "You fixed it? I can't believe it!"

"Yeah, I am good with engines." I told her. She went and stroked the side of the front left fender and she opened the front door.

"No you don't. I'm driving." I said.

"But it's my car!" she protested.

"Yes, but you don't know where we are going."

"Yes I do, we are going to La push." she reminded me.

"What the-...Oh! I forgot that you have been there before." I put the bags in the trunk and got into the passenger side. "Alright, you can drive." she smiled at me and started backing out. She pushed the little button on the dash board to make the garage door open.

I was sincerely shocked that she had changed her mind so fast. I mean, once I had told her she went mad with confusion and then rage. And then when I dropped her off, it all just seemed to click for her as it had for me in the beginning. As soon as we got back to La push, I would have to seriously talk to Sam about this.

Just as I thought of Sam, my heart ached to talk to him. He was like a second father to me. One of my closest friends, and my mentor. He was the one who had gotten me back to myself after the change. And I felt bad about leaving.

"What are you thinking about?" She asked me. "You seem to quiet."

I looked at her and she gazed at me from the corner of her eyes. I took a deep breath and looked straight out at the road ahead of us. "I was just thinking about my family, back home. I've been gone for sometime. I really don't know how my father is going to react. I haven't spoken to any of them in weeks. Not to mention..." I didn't finish.

"Not to mention, what?" she said. Looking at me with almost her full attention. Some had to be on the road.

"It's nothing." I tried to make her drop it. But she was just like me in so many ways, and she wasn't letting me off the easy way.

"Jacob, you can tell me anything. Now tell me."

I swallowed, loudly apparently. "It's just that. You remember me talking about Bella?" Just as I said her name, Lily's little fists tightened upon the steering wheel.

"Well, she's marrying Edward. But she still loves me. It's really hard to explain. I couldn't even if I tried. I just...I...I don't know how she is going to react to you either. And I don't think it's a good idea for you to meet any of the Cullens." I said.

"Jacob, no matter what, I'm sure you and Bella will always love each other. In a way. But you have me, and I have you. She has Edward, and Edward has her. Nothing can change that. I would love to meet her and the Cullens. I'm sure they aren't as bad as they seem." She laughed.

I didn't say anything for a while after that. My mind was just too full of thoughts that if I'd opened my mouth, something I didn't want to come out, might. Not that I didn't want Lily to know everything there is and was to know about me. But just the thought of her bearing my burdens with me was to hard for me to even think about.

The journey to La push lasted about 2 hours, with two stops at gas stations. Though we hadn't needed gas, Lily complained about having to go to the bathroom. I swear, that girl must have a bladder the size of a pea!

My stomach wrenched when we slowly crawled along the road into the first barriers of La push. Everything seemed the same as it always had been. Nothing changed in the past month and a half. I still saw the same kids playing on the swings in the park. And I even saw Quill with his new imprint at a convenience store. I would have stopped in to say hello, but I knew I had to see my father and Sam first.

"Where is it at?" Lily asked referring to my house. I pointed in the direction keeping silent. I couldn't speak. I couldn't even look as we pulled up.

Lily stopped the engine and looked at me. My head was down and my eyes were closed. But I soon felt her small, warm, velvety soft hand slip into mine. I looked up and she smiled at me.

"Are you ready to do this?" she asked me. I nodded and she got out of her car. And I did the same. She came around the front and took my hand in hers and we walked up to the front porch.

I slowly rose my hand and knocked on the front door of my old red house. I heard a few things going on inside there before the door creaked open.

Sam stood there wearing his usual attire. No shirt, just cut off jeans. Once he saw me a huge grin shined on his face and he pulled back the screen door and lunged himself at me in a bear crushing hug.

"Jacob!" he cried. "Welcome home!" he let go of me and noticed the woman standing next me.

"And who might this be?" he asked.

"This is Lily." I said quietly. She looked up at me and we smiled at each other. "My imprint." I said even quieter.

Sam's eyes widened for a bit, and then love replaced the shock in a matter of seconds. He pulled her into his arms and hugged her just as fiercely as he had hugged me. I heard her squeak in surprise and he let her go.

"Let's go see Billy." he said. I took Lily's hand in mine and we followed Sam into the house.

There sitting in the living room watching a game on the tv, sat my father Billy. He heard our entrance and glanced up. A smile appeared on his old wise face.

"Jacob." he said. His voice was a lot rougher than before. And he had lost a little life in his eyes.

I walked over to him, bent down and hugged him. "Hey dad." I said.

"I'm so glad your back." he looked over my shoulder and he too noticed Lily. She was standing by Sam. He leaned in and whispered in my ear. "Is she your imprint?" he asked. I nodded. He patted me hard on the shoulder and murmured. Thats my boy.

The day passed quickly. Far too quickly if you'd asked me. We spent it visiting with Billy and Sam. Sam had said that Emily was at his house doing some work on it. And that everyone else of the pack had the last few days off. They hadn't had any troubles with bloodsuckers in the area. And the Cullens were behaving themselves as usual.

Billy had asked Lily about how we had met and about her memories of what he liked to call her 'past life'. According to him, she only had a life with me. That her life started right now with me. Which sooted me fine. Now, I couldn't have imagined a life without Lily. She was everything to me, and I was still getting to know her. Getting to know what made her tick. And I was so glad that I had found her.

As the day finally came to a close, Sam said good night and left the house. Billy said that the guest room was up and that Lily could sleep in there. He would not permit us to sleep in the same room together without us being married first. I agreed and went to go set it up. But right as I walked down the hallway, the phone rang.

"Got it!" I called. I went to the phone and answered it. "Hello?" I asked.

"Jacob?!" Bella's voice rang out on the other end. Every bone in my body went ridged.

REVIEW!!!...please... :D okay well that was chapter four. I'm really getting the hang of all this again. Oh! And when jacob was fixing the car, i didnt put in details, because frankly, I dont know anything about cars. I'm a girl...sue me. Lol.

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